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steph

to live is so startling, it leaves little time for anything else.

About Me



that pretty much says it.

"I feel certain that somewhere very near here - the first house down the road, maybe - there's a good poet dying, but also somewhere very near here somebody's having a hilarious pint of pus taken from her lovely young body, and I can't be running back and forth forever between grief and high delight."

i want to live my life saying yes.

Elliott Smith Wall - 2/21/2008.

And then they painted over it.

My Interests

"You'd better get busy, though, buddy. The goddam sands run out on you every time you turn around. I know what I'm talking about. You're lucky if you get time to sneeze in this goddam phenomenal world."

sushi, coffee, books, and anything far far away.



I'd like to meet:



Yves Klein,Tom Waits, Tom Delonge, Mark Hoppus, Travis Barker, friendly people, wonder kids and wonder adults, ska kids, Sigmund Freud, JD Salinger, my alter-ego.

Music:



Blink 182, Tom Waits, Elliott Smith, Rupa & The April Fishes, Gogol Bordello, other Eastern European Music of any sort, various types of metal (folk, death, black), Iron & Wine, Radiohead, Nine Inch Nails, folk and independent music, some ska, local music, Classical such as (but not limited to) Bruckner, Mahler, Nielsen, and John Williams, French rap, german techno, parodies, &c.

I HATE BLAUPUNKT.

Movies:



Donnie Darko
Into The Wild
Fight Club
American History X
Garden State
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Boondock Saints
Everything is Illuminated

Television:


Lost
Seinfeld reruns
The Wonder Years
House

Books:



Franny and Zooey,
East of Eden,
Raise High the Roofbeam Carpenters and Seymour: An Introduction,
The Catcher In The Rye,
Nine Stories,
The Bell Jar,
Like The Red Panda
Girl Interrupted,
The Outsiders
Jane Eyre
Perks of Being A Wallflower,
The Metamorphosis

Heroes:

Christopher McCandless
The Wonder Adults who stayed Wonder Kids. ♥

My Blog

EARTH TO EVERYBODY:

preface: don't hold it against me, don't get pissed off, just try.     this is particularly directed toward my lunch group and my formerly close friends. and kind of toward my best friends. ...
Posted by steph on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 02:55:00 PST

junior year.

"YOU HAVE A REALLY BIG ASS!""I KNOW CHECK IT OUT!" She likes elbows. THIRD PERIOD PYLE. YES. I was 14 years old. ...
Posted by steph on Thu, 01 May 2008 07:30:00 PST

the end of the year in photos

well, i was planning on updating this on the main photo blog thing i have (my life in pictures, or whatever) But something's messed up with some kind of setting, so i can't. Hence, here is the beginni...
Posted by steph on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 04:33:00 PST

The Prettiest Weed I Ever Saw

When Macy woke up, her room was quiet.  It was rather light for the time of night, but only enough for her to make out the faint shapes of a few toy soldiers and a necklace resting on the desk di...
Posted by steph on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 02:09:00 PST

my life, then to now. (an update)

i'd sort of like to note that i havent taken any pictures off here at all. Even if some of the poeple in this album arent my friends anymore or we've grown apart i won't take them out. Once youre a pa...
Posted by steph on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 08:36:00 PST

reverse

Jean woke up completely aware of everything that had happened in her lifetime.  Her ahcing bones and back began to hurt less every second.  And yet, from the moment she became conscious...
Posted by steph on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 08:04:00 PST