Movie Music Photography Photo manipulation Makeup WrittingSlow SuicideStarring at the blank page Trying to think of the right words to say Trying to find the best way to describe The way you made me feel todayNo, I wont tell you how you hurt No, I wont tell you why The only thing I can give you Is what I feel insideDrained... broken...dissapointed Discusted... upset... confused I've lost all faith in you My heart, cracked and bruisedI built my hopes up so high Only to watch them crash down Crumble into nothing Ashes blowing on the groundHow I wish I didn't care Sometimes I wish I didn't feel Lately all I know is pain It's the only things thats realI fucking hate watching you It's slow suicide for the both of us The things you do just fuck me up Your performance is flawlesshow easily you give up Give in to the temptation You drown yourself in sadness Swimming in a man made oceanYou do it all to yourself You'll be the end of you If only you saw what I see You wouldn't enjoy the viewI try and try to prevent it But we always end in the same place A bitter me and annoyed you With that pissed off look on your faceSo why do I continue to try? Why do I still fight? In the back of my mind, I know you wont change But I always hope that you mightI can forgive you For trying to play it tough But I can't ever forgive you For not caring enoughNot for me, but for you For not caring to try To better yourself, for yourself To stop living to dieBy:Jennifer Haines
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