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*AngelShanaMiyoko*

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About Me

I'm am orphan for sure, waiting for my mommy to come snatch me up. In the mean time I'm just me. I have a Brother Mother Father all in heaven. I have wonderful people here on earth that I chose to call my "chosen family". I live in a little studio apartment. I was married to a man who was not sure about his "orientation". I'm now divorced. I work full time for a Giraffe named Geoffrey. I like music, movies, shopping, reading. I've been Clean & Sober for over 8yrs. I've been to hell and back. I' happy to be alive. I'm just me. I feel like I've lived two lives. One was ruled by Meth. Speed. Crank. It was sad. I was dead inside. I was angry. I was hoping for death but to chicken shit to blow my head off. The San Fernando Valley was what I believe to be hell on earth. I lived there for 27yrs. Then I moved to Pomona, CA to get clean. Re-Hab was the best thing for me. It helped me to get my life back. I got sober in the ghetto. No posh Malibu bull shit for me. Fuck that. I needed to start from the bottom. True reality for me. I went to NA and AA meetings, got a job, lived on a sober living house. It saved me. I got a life. Flash forward to now. My second life.......I think God Lives @ Red Rocks Amp in Colorado. I've been Sober for a long time and I like it that way. I'm divorced and happy about it. I have a great man in my life, Brian, who treats me with respect and kindness. He has a wonderful daughter named Johanna and a step son named Morgan, they both kick ass. I have wonderful friends. They are all my Family of Choice. I am blessed!Update 1/24/2008 I'm looking for a new job. Its time for a change. My terms baby.7/1/2008-I'm looking for myself.

My Interests

Sobriety. Love. Friends. Music. Food. Movies. Finding My Passion..... .. .. .. ..
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I'd like to meet:

Maynard. My biological Mother. Jeff Buckley. My brothers biological half siblings. Peter Murphy. The Pope. People in Africa. A mummy. A Vampire. Sean Penn. Trent. Dave. My Cousins. Jesus. Satan, oh wait already have.

Music:



Music Saved My Life

Movies:



Television:



Myspace Layouts

Books:

The Big Book, Harry Potter, Dream Brother, Dry, Running with Scissors, Magical Thinking, A Wolf At The Table, The 20Th Wife, The Feast of Roses, Any Anne Rice books(early work), The Ethical Slut, Like Water for Chocolate, Stiff, The Lion The Witch and the Wardrobe, Archangel...................Still adding to the list

Heroes:

My Chosen Family and My Three Angels.

My Blog

It’s been a while.....

Hey there. I thought Id check in with you guys. Sometimes this eems easier than making a ton of calls, lazy much? Happy 4th weekend. I don't celebrate usually but since I have been of work for my surg...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 10:32:00 PST

Alone Time

Hey first of all..... Some of you may have seen the changes to my top friends list. I trying to connect with my girls. No worries to the Guys, just taking a different approach. A change to Myspace is ...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 06:52:00 PST

Daddy

Jack Lee Mill
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:44:00 PST

She called me......

As most of you know my boyfriend Brian has a daughter named Johhanna. She's an awesome 7yr old. She's smart, sassy, needy, creative, sweet, giving and the list goes on and on, oh did I say sassy? She ...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 07:34:00 PST

Decade

I remember where I was 10yrs ago. LostLonelyHighSickScaredNumbThe list goes on and on. I might have been living in some apartment in the San Fernando Valley, hanging with random people, seen by those ...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 04:41:00 PST

Editors-Matchbox20-Marilyn Manson

Editors @ The Pabst 1/27/2008Fantastic. This band is the real deal. I recommend seeing them live if you have the chance. Best show live. Matchbox 20/Allanis Morissette/Mute Math @ The Bradley Center ...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 11:18:00 PST

Nice

Just a note: I like it when I post a new pic of myself and certain people leave wonderful comments. Its nice to be thought of. That all. Just feels good. ps Yes I am growing my hair out Sean, jet blac...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 08:26:00 PST

Waiver Accepted!

I went to Social Security earlier this week and submitted a waiver for re-payment. Turns out I make less than my monthly expenses and or it was not my fault. I DO NOT have to pay back the money! Thank...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:38:00 PST

Social Security Can Kiss My Ass!

Today I received a letter form Social Security saying that I owe them $900 plus. When my mom passed away in February of 1998 I was in charge of all financial stuff and since she died in the middle of ...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 07:09:00 PST

Goth?

What subcategory of Goth best fits you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Romantic GothYou are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as ...
Posted by *AngelShanaMiyoko* on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 09:59:00 PST