♫ [Alexis] Trying+Failure = Learning™

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the basics??? my name is alexis; my age?? old enough to know better. i’m Guatemalan & Assyrian & damn proud of it! lol..i consider myself to be very unique; according to some of my closest friends, i’m the weird one in the group, lol. the goods about me??? i am a very caring person; i give my all in a relationship/friendship, i’m sarcastik ^_^ down-to-earth & free-spirited. i love life & try to live it to the fullest. i’m a very care-free person; some people mistake that as not caring about anything, but it’s the complete opposite…i just try not to let the pety things get to me…& if they do, i have a tendency to not let my true feelings show; which leads us to the negatives about me…the bad??? well, i have been accused of being stubborn, i don’t agree with it tho; it might be the Leo in me? lol. i think way too much when i shouldn’t & not enough when i should. DON’T try to tell me what to do because i won’t listen and will do the opposite. i think i’m trying too hard to figure out the meaning of life, but so far i’ve come to the conclusion that life is a constant change; i guess it’s more exciting that way, you know?? never knowing what’s gonna happen next.. some personal thoughts??? don’t ever let fear hold you back from anything; fear is only in your mind. don’t take advantage of a good thing & if you find someone who you feel is worth it, TAKE A CHANCE! that’s pretty much it; anything else you wanna know, just ask…
[some of my weird obsessions]
gummy bears! pizza, lace, monkeys, vampires, johnny depp, the moon & stars, eyes, piercings, make-up, the smell of just-cut grass, coffee, the smell after it rains, anything vanilla, insence, candles, white roses, mint chocolate, the color purple, tattoos, spiders, reggae music, orange juice and chicken! etc..
[some things i really, REALLY hate]
clowns! [they scare me to death!] anything grape flavored, pennies, dark chocolate, hot dogs, ants, fruit loops, weather below 50 degrees, the color pink and cake..unless it's vanilla! etc..
[This Man Has My ♥ I Love You Papi!]
[As I've Matured]
iv learned that you cant make someone love you, all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in...
iv learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets..
iv learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes..
iv learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it...
iv learned that whatever hits the fan will NOT be evenly distributed..
iv learned that you shouldnt compare yourself to others - they might be more screwed up than you think...
iv learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm..
iv learned that its not what you wear, its how you take it off, lol...
iv learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think youre done..
iv learned to not sweat the petty things and not pet the sweaty things...
iv learned that ex's are like fungus and keep coming back..
iv learned that age is a very high price to pay for maturity...
iv learned that i dont suffer from insanity, i enjoy it..
iv learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity...
iv learned that there is a very fine line between genius and insanity...
iv learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.. and the real pains in the ass are permanent! lol
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