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peanda®

even if my world falls i will say. above all. i live for your glory.

About Me


courage doesn't always roar.
sometimes it's that little voice
saying i will try again tomorrow..

my name is amanda. and i'm gonna win this.
his strength is enough.
don't wait for me to come back
[message] type your comment here fools. leave hugs not drugs.
Here's a little story...
- I am Amanda, I am Amazing.
- My friends are better than yours
- I ♥ Starbucks
- Sometimes I'm arrogant enough to think I've got everything figured out
- I want to serve God forever.
- And live my life in constant worship to him
- I spend my days at VFCC: making music, hanging out and loving my Lord...
- It's a blessed thing.
- Yes. I ended up Valley Forge this year. Stop laughing.
- God wants me here. And I'm so glad he won that battle.
-I want to be defined by my victories
- I'm the queen of a clandestine empire... living underneath my floor boards
- Courtney and Ashley are my forever ♥'s.
- I'm the girl everyone thought would make it, so I'm doing my best not to prove them wrong.
- When I grow up want to be like my little sister Madison.
- I bet on love and lost. Now I know why Christians don't gamble.
- I long for freedom, but am deathly afraid to make a mistake.
- I run in the middle of the night because my mind never slows down
- But it doesn't speed up enough to return calls. Don't be offended if it takes me a while to get back to you.
- I crave coffee like addicts crave heroine
- When you hear me play the oboe. You’ll wish you could.
- I am a slacking overachiever.
- One day I'll prove to you that it was all worth it. I'm no lost cause .
- Shopping makes me hyper. But I work at gap so I do get enough mall time.
- I'm not as tough as you think. And stronger than I feel.
- It's not possible for me to eat with short forks or fat spoons.
- I cry too easily.
- I love warm weather and the beach. because I'm always cold.
- Psych. and Music are my passions. Try combining them in a career. You have to get creative.
- Try and hold me down. Bet I'll prove ya wrong.
.make.worship.life.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



i have the best friends

Heroes:

the ones that have been there to see me crumble..
only to help me rise again.
and that portray the amanda they love.
not just the one they know.
and jesus christ.
the author of my life
from here on out
it's like this she loves
- life
- starbucks
- fashion
- being spontaneous
- making vanilla steamers
- panadas
- doing anything with my other half
- the color PINK
- triple venti non-fat xtra foam caramel machiattos
- sherbet with a fork
- performing
- going to b&n and reading fashion magazines
- challenges
- the people that call me peanda
- or ameanda peanda
- and even the one that calls me apeenda
- wearing nice clothes
- having nails
- my puppy. latte
- getting my hair done
- le oboe
- my grandparents
- carmex
- school gear
- my little seestor madison
- iced quad venti nonfat raspberry half chocolate mochas
- my friends
- coach purses
- laughing
- worship
- skanking it up
- my old youth pastors
- long pants
- nonfat vanilla chias
- hannah montana
- interior design
- pina coladas
- chipotle with a group
- warm weather
- randomly driving places
- peas
- professors that make you think
- amazing books
- "pile"
- road trips with friends
- cheerleading
- the words, "I'm proud of you"
- king of prussia mall
- jacuzzi baths
- little kids
- morning runs
- being a "contemporary"
- the perks of being a wallflower
- thought provoking conversations
- cute jewelry
- Legally Blonde
- laughing at snooty shoppers
- pretending i can snowboard
- american idol
- big sunglasses
- vegetables
- bigger purses
- going to rampart with Kristen
- sales at express
- designer hangbags
- sheer lip gloss
- taking pictures
- camp
- popcorn
- my journal
- classic lines
- discussing politics
- being the designated driver
- The Gap Inc.
- gilmore gilrs
- my charlies angels and all our pictures and poses
- tropical colada lotion
- hitting print after a research paper
- driving
- fruit
- style icons
- the gluten free menu at Pei Wei
- smiles
- long chats over coffee
- acting like an artist
- hugs
- testing my limits
- build a bear
- izze
- pretending i'm smart
- napoleon dynamite and dumb and dumber
- talking for hours with ashley
- road trips
- my family
- fine arts the years it's with gen. council
- dancing in my car
- tanning
- working on the computers in the library
- inside jokes with courtney
- vogue
- the word pile
- The Rocky Mtn. District
- planning for college next year
- house hunters
- the beach
- my ipod
- whole foods
she hates
- failure
- my alarm clock
- celiac disease
- CATS
- making decisions
- talking about the past
- when people say i love you and don't mean it.
- the price of starbucks
- getting older
- speed limits
- beer
- others peoples dogs licking me
- when people put me in a box
- mcDonalds
- snow
- feer
- bank accounts
- fresh starts
- "you must be paul ferrin's granddaughter..."
- channel surfing
- the sound of filing nails
- rolling eyes
- being called abby. nicole. or aimee.
- half and half.whole.2%.and 1%milk
- being quiet
- confetti
- awkward/mean drunk people
- random friend requests
- intense smells
- weather below 50 degrees
- practicing piano
- dumb blondes
- slow drivers
- disappointing people I love
- when friends live far away
- procrastination
- money being an obstacle
- broken promises
- the smell of smoke
- being tired
- being away from my grandparents
- my grandma being sick
- car accidents
- when my family lives far away
- drama
- ice
- the bible quiz program
- when you can hear other peoples headphones
- presumptuous people
- people who don't deal in shades of gray
- getting my nails done
- my irrational teeth
- gossip
- that tanning gives you skin cancer
- evolution taught as fact
- creamed spinach
- my jealous nature
- disappointment
- sore muscles
- bills
- blow drying my own hair.
- that high school didn't last longer
- a certain person
- how Pennsylvania is so far from everything
- computers
- regrets
- professors that tell you how to think
- who I could have been
- monty python and the holy grail
- dirty feet
- that time of the month
- gen. ed. classes
- fake smiles
- pretending like everything is okay
- wishing everything was okay
- the end of summer
- that I stuck with bible quiz last year
- bittersweet Chocolate
- how hard it is to say no
- drunken parties
- hands shaking
- the creme center of a Cadberry Egg.
- that he didn't think I was worth it.
- that I thought he was
- awkward moments
- smelly feet
- over analyzing
- finals
- the day after Christmas
- multiple choice tests
- thinking about life after college
- getting nervous before playing

My Blog

god is..

always faithful. and the smile on my face when the world seems to be falling apart.   "you never fail..."...
Posted by peanda® on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 10:57:00 PST

i drink a lot of coffee.

you know. i want to be happy for them. but first. i want to be happy myself. i want to stay strong... but really i want to win. i don't want to be another casualty and yet to die would be the only rea...
Posted by peanda® on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 05:25:00 PST

if you only knew.

I am here: Here is a passing reality of where I have been. could be. was. were. and never anything more of what might have been of all of those. I'm not a poet. The words I etch with a knife are ...
Posted by peanda® on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 11:38:00 PST

because without you [[i am nothing]]

         arms wrapped up in whispered defiance.        &nb sp;         &nb sp...
Posted by peanda® on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 04:03:00 PST

broken complacency.

One should never accept that the moment that you could have had is the moment that's lost forever. And never cry because the moment that you wished you lived in passed without your existence, without ...
Posted by peanda® on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 11:17:00 PST

Who could heal me better

than He who formed me in His hands?I'm never going to be enough either, you know.But He is more than enough.Some of you know where I'm going with this.Today is the day it begins.I'm actually gonna fig...
Posted by peanda® on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 11:47:00 PST

i will stand strong

because that's what i promised.i just wish it hadn't been put to the test quite yet.so much emotion.and i'm still working on putting it into words.defintely not outloud ones.it's the feeling that star...
Posted by peanda® on Tue, 08 May 2007 01:40:00 PST

Isaiah 40

So we've been workin on a couple songs and I actually randomly penned one out a few days ago. Okay, so it wasn't that random and we didn't actually pen it I wrote it and Matt helped me a bit with the ...
Posted by peanda® on Mon, 07 May 2007 10:10:00 PST

god loves amanda.

So when romping and discovering all that goes with my college of choice.I found the Kind of Prussia Mall.It's pretty much the MOST amazing mall of all time.With TWO Coach stores.Its fab.You would have...
Posted by peanda® on Wed, 02 May 2007 09:51:00 PST

"You're the kind of person that just doesn't get better."

Let me make sense. Of everything she said. I'll pour my heart out but here's what you'll find.A harmony of poison leaving me blind.Bearing fault, bleeding woundsof  insignificant escapesWhispered...
Posted by peanda® on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 07:58:00 PST