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Mariah

I am here for Friends

About Me

I was named after the song 'They Call The Wind Mariah.'

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

those who find sanity in the most bizarre of places, who will travel to the ends of the world to find somekind of meaning in themselves and those who will join a traveling band with me

My Blog

forever growing up

oh me! silly, silly me! i have forever fought with myself over what is best. I found that i let the blood pour into my mouth and spit it out as i pictured the sick pathetic faces of all those junkies ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Oct 2009 21:20:00 GMT

tick tock the clock stopped

a man once told me that the ocean doesn't end, i called him a liar. it's funny looking back, i do that often, looking back i mean... i often see what it is i have missed. i fought your calls and your ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Jul 2009 21:30:00 GMT

nothing better or worse

i sit here thinking that i know no one. i have done things that i wasn't aware i was doing. sorry i bit you so hard. i punched a friend in the face and he is missing chunks of his tongue, i drink too ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 21:07:00 GMT

shots of whiskey in a mix of snow

i am sitting in rewind. my finger is taped down to the button. cigerettes are out of reach and my lips glued shut. my eyes hurt from looking into the computer screen and fingers hurt from the bitter c...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 02:24:00 GMT

mustard colored tea and useless lighters

i write to find myself, to answer the questions that have haunted my dreams for years. i look to the sky, the pitch black starless sky, and the wind whispers in my ear. i lay my head down upon the age...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:57:00 GMT

the movie is rolling

when i let my mind go i see past events in my life. it's like watching a movie on a really shitty t.v., it's like i was never even there.colors are muted and i see images of things i'm not sure were r...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 02:39:00 GMT

and then he was dead

i went all over the streets of san francisco, went to sacramento and oakland, spent time in southern oregon, a neighbor shot himself in the head while i was sleeping fifty feet away, he died right nex...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 03:54:00 GMT

you

i once knew a man. he was made of dreams, all kind of dreams. standing tall against the horizon. i got tangled up in sheets of paper as he drew my body on canvas with his finger tips. flesh against fl...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 21:25:00 GMT

i got a drunken call about zoom zoom in my boom boom

kev-"hey what's up, this is black satan moylan, i'm looking to put it in your black satan hole, that's all i wanna do is just zoom zoom up in your boom boom, so if that ain't happenin' i ain't satisfi...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Jan 2005 01:15:00 GMT

remember when...

i didnt hate you and didnt think you were a stupid pussy fucking breaking promises and lying your ass off.. yeah well now i believe all that, you stupid son of a bitch.. make up your damn mind and go...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Jan 2005 15:36:00 GMT