Hey man ur on my turf. Hey hey i cut u. I cut u up so bad, u gonna wish i no cut u up so bad..............................................Declaration
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There is a few traits in people that are difficult to understand. However, in my attempts to understand, i was only able to discover that these are traits of weekness and inferior behavior to what i deem acceptable in people; traits that are a result of low self esteem and lack of self worth, maybe even fear of growing up.
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My traits do not match theirs and because of that, I've been outcast by those who were once in league with what i believe since it is easier in life to be weak than it is to work at inner strength and character. I am cursed because i am not so weak. That shows me that they themselves never believed what i believed. They only said they did perhaps becuase it was the current fad at the time to be honorable. There has been attempts to lead me to believe that it was my fault but i have come to realize that the only fault i have is having too high of expectations in the character in people. Not many share my values and veiws in morality.
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Not many have or value the traits that make me so great and make me who i am. I admit, i have to learn that not everybody can be like me. I choose to believe that the reason why i am hated by so many people is not because of my lack of charisma, but in their overwhelming lack in flawless character and the fact that i own and exercise those character building traits and attributes that they themselves need (though they wont admit that they need them). It is because it is Marin who has those traits that they do not desire them or admit to themselves that they so desperately need them.
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Their hatred toward me grew so immensely in such an easy fashion; almost like it was second nature. They hate me because they are not strong enough to have my traits. But because they hate me, they will always be weak. They choose to be weak by not valuing my traits.
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But they love the bad life. Some wont be happy unless they're surrounded by drama. Some are afraid to confront situations in life and within themselves. Some find it strangly difficult to move forward and let the past be the past. These are all traits of low self worth. So low that even betrayal is forgiven. Thats how i measure it.....
.....old friends. girlfriends. boyfriends.- all forgiving betrayal. Those who said "we'll never be friends again!" and "we'll never be together again!" end up breaking that vow beacause of the "comfort level" they have with these vermin. The truth is, its not the comfort level. Thats just the excuse. It actually is their inability to move forward and move on. Both traits of strength they do not possess.
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A lesser man would have been "broken, beat, and scarred" from all the betrayal I've experienced over the last few years. I have been betrayed by friends, lovers, girlfriends and even family. But I'm strong enough to know that it was never my fault. Being that i posses good character traits, i have the ability to overcome any obstacle that comes my way. But still, my bitterness continues to grow. One trait i do not have is the ability to forgive and because of that i feel resentment toward those who have betrayed me and that will forever poison my views toward them.
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Dont get me wrong. i have made attempts to confront these assailants but alas, my willingness for confrontation clashes with their fear of confrontation. And so my attempts were without success. Thats what i get for thinking of these people as equals allowing myself to believe that we value the same traits. We didnt. But their betrayal did not go unpunished. They have lost a most loyal friend.
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Its human nature (particularly in those types of humas i discussed earlier) to have characteristics​ of envy and jealousy. I know now that i will always be a hated man because of the refusal of the acceptance that i, Marin am a superior being. But because i am, i can take it. Only a superior bieng can handle the responsibily of being the unrealized example of absolute supremacy. And until im realized, i will continue to believe that those people in my past are beneath me. And it will be true because i said so...
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and so...
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i will continue my activities as a symbol of strength. Standing on the pedestal that people refuse to look up at. I will now substitute my bitterness for understanding and aristocracy. And i will always be looking for an equal...---------------Marin
