Jennie and the Bean who grew a frank :)

Wow... where do I start? Okay lets see, I had gastric bypass surgery on 12/18/2006 and went from 417 lbs down to 189 lbs. I was planning to have my plastic surgery this year(to remove the extra skn from my tummy, arms, legs, and boobies) then December of 2007 my cycle didnt come. I just thought it was my cycle being silly because of all the weight loss. I never thought I might be pregnant because we had tried for 5 years with no results. So 1/13/2008 I figured well I have a pregnancy test here at the house maybe I should just take it and make sure that my cycle is just late...TWO LINES!! (No way, yeah right, this is wrong ran through my head.)So, I waited for about 4 hours and took another one...AGAIN TWO LINES!! (No way, yeah right, this is wrong ran through my head.)So I was like hummm this two lines business is kind of funky and went to CVS to buy an EPT clarity that has a digital read out of pregnant or not pregnant... A lot easier on your mind when it comes to understanding the two lines business. I mean what if the lines are faint or one is almost not there? What then?So I waited until after dinner and take out the the EPT... Justin said I should wait until the next morning to take a test but, I couldnt wait I wanted to know now. So I went to tinkle and BAM it says pregnant. I was blown out of the water. I told Justin, Jamie, Mom, and Jay first. Then of course called Monica and Kat and well for most everyone else they found out on here.I am very excited that in a few more months I will finally be a mommy and we will have a little family of our own. At the same time I worry about the same old stuff that I think everyone worries about when they are pregnant...Will I be a good mommy? Will I be able to afford all the things I want to give him or her? How will I handle the pain of squeezing a watermelon through a grape hole? :) yeah thats right I worry about that too!Good thing I have Justin to stand by me through all of this crazy stuff. He helps to make me strong and he believes in me when when times are tough and I am ready to give up. He shows me that he loves me more the words could ever say just by the way he takes care of my wants and needs. He has been my best friend for the last 6 years and I look forward to us growing closer and stronger with our relationship in the years to come.We are planning to move back to the central valley to raise our family. We would like to buy a house in that area with in the next year and get established enough to open our own business. All so exciting. The only sucky part about moving is that my mommy wont be as close any more and that means I will be making a lot of road trips to visit her. Not to mention all of our other friends in SO Cal.Well that petty much sums it up for now... As most of you already know I am an open book. All you have to do is ask.