do you remember |
running in the park across the street from my house? going on our first road trip ever and being so excited to feel the wind rush through the car? going to the fair and puking because im a baby? getti...
Posted by melissa lectric on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 12:28:00 PST |
lack thereof |
i am full of ideas, stuck without the means. i wish i had more time to focus on things that are really important to me instead of losing interest in everything else i have to do on a day-to-day basis....
Posted by melissa lectric on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 10:51:00 PST |
my L key is broken |
im just so ready to be away from people who are willing to fuck me over.im fucked up, so i will call you a stupid fucking vd-infested whore now....
Posted by melissa lectric on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 12:55:00 PST |
trust and betrayal. |
slowly spiraling, trust waning, appreciating nothing.have you ever let yourself be so afraid of the power someone has to hurt you that you cant hold on or let go?have you ever wanted something so bad ...
Posted by melissa lectric on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 06:54:00 PST |
turn me out. |
i spend too much time denying that something is missing to fill the void. empty sadness fills my nights, last night i even fell asleep with the light on because i was so scared. scared of what? i don'...
Posted by melissa lectric on Thu, 25 May 2006 06:43:00 PST |
running out, like a fire so sweet. |
is this what it's like? foreign and mind-altering. how could i explain this fear of the ones i love? dependency is my one downfall, and also the only thing i am scared of. fuck you.fuckyoufu...
Posted by melissa lectric on Sat, 20 May 2006 05:25:00 PST |
fucked up. |
now im stuck plunging headfirst into the world of fears and affairs. im drowning in my own insecurities, so jealous of the perfect things around me. all i can see lately are my faults. ...
Posted by melissa lectric on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 06:13:00 PST |
and then he sold his own shirt off his back for cheap exposure |
lately life has been real weird. ive started to really hate things and people, and its starting to consume me. its making me have this fever rash thing, that happens when i get upset or exci...
Posted by melissa lectric on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 04:10:00 PST |
it's so nice |
to be secure with where i am.that i know nothing i have right now is leaving anytime soon.that when i'm in a really bad mood, i see the candles and the dinner, and just can't stop smili...
Posted by melissa lectric on Fri, 18 Nov 2005 06:43:00 PST |
dude. |
you are what you fucking hate.
and it's exactly what i hate too.
Posted by melissa lectric on Sat, 17 Sep 2005 12:56:00 PST |
