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Vanilla Sky

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About Me

I am random, free spirited, very artistic, bull-headed, open-minded, a crazy hippie, someone's wife, fearful, worried too often, optimistic, sarcastic when I should be serious, unable to talk about most my problems, not a family person-at least with my own family, too much to handle, calm, an oxymoron, easily tempted, passionate about the things I care about, all for peace till you hurt someone I love, unconfident-yet I know who I am and I wouldn't compromise it for the world, an inspiring photography, mixed on the inside, too blunt and honest at times, unsettled, searching but not lost, a giver and a taker, a passionate kiss, silly, unpredicatable, quick to learn yet also quick to forget, queen of procrastination, an offle speller, unforgetable, my own person, a writer, someday someone's mother, a daughter, a child in an adults body, never fully anyone's, a dreamer, One holding great expectations of myself and others...
Things I hold dear to my heart
"If you love what you do, you never work a day in your life"
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The Beauty Has Lost Its Luster

I sat there, I lay here...my mind in knots. Tears close to a falling like a rain. My hands so lost I can hardly find the right letters on these keys. I am going insane. I am loosing it. Everyday has j...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 18:35:00 GMT

Would you change it?

It has come to my attention so often when the question is asked-"if you had the chance to go back and change the past would you?" most people say no. To a point I understand that. But are we being hon...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 14:21:00 GMT

everything happens for a reason...remind me please...

Guess a lot has been on my mind...trying to figure it all out...get a feeling my mind is going to be restless tonight and that means no sleep of course. Unexpected so is life...and I am not sure what ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 20:50:00 GMT

my defeat

its a black book that keeps opening...can't seem to erase the words written inside...and they make me die...her name still inside, his life still breathing. And I am suffication, a bleeding wound that...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 20:27:00 GMT

why am I in this state of mind lately?

I can't believe tears are starting to fallFall for you of all people I never thought I could be back to this place This place of wishing I was still going to be yoursI hope its just cause I am too tir...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 14:42:00 GMT

till you find your way

Sing me a song From the bottom of your heart Let me know its really from The inside And don't tell me a lie Cause I'm falling Into your eyes I don't even know why   It's a cold day You give me ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:47:00 GMT

think about it. It could change your life

There is a place that we are all stuck. Something we all think is impossible to acheive or overcome. But is it that this thing is really an impossible obsticle or is it that we choose to make it impos...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 14:40:00 GMT

a random attack to the heart

I've been thinking about this so much I think my head is going to explod. If I don't get a grip on things everything is going to fall apart. I feel rediculeous. And then the world is on my mind too. ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 09:06:00 GMT

Something real

My head is skipping. My mind is pausing. I cannot collect my thoughts to save my life. They go in a million different directions. And I need something to make me calm down...yet I am the most calm I ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:45:00 GMT

random thoughts and deep notes-maybe

So my mind has been scrambled the past few weeks. I have noticed no matter how hard life gets I tend to brush it off. Maybe this is good...maybe its not...cause I think I push it deep inside (reminds ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 21:57:00 GMT