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Who am I? What should I write about me? People who know me can preety much tell you that I am an ordinary boy going through youth in a world full of obsticles on the way. Sometimes I just walk, sometimes I run, sometimes I only sit somewhere but all the time i think of something. I don't like to be fully awear of idea that just slipped my mind because otherwise everything on this world would be logic and it would make sence. Feuuuu!!! I don't want that. So I sit again and think. Beeing alone makes me calm while I am under some stress and it gives me power to decide what is best for me and what not. I do alot of talk with myself with thinkin' that I have a realy close friend next to me. By the way… You should try it sometimes! I think it helps! Beep. One of my every day's obssesion is music wich I preffer the most. My day starts with a simple beep song on my mobile. But is more than just a beep. It is a sound that gives you power to woke up from that sleepy dreaming and start your day in normal way. If you need music for your soul, try to visit music shop an buy a new CD of Tiesto. If you want an adrenalin rush than you can download yourself a Pet duo's smashin'… But if you want a perfection you should try to visit some of Chris Liebing's spininn'. That is something you could called unbelivable. I go to that kind of parties all weekends and guess what; I need it! I need to see my friends there. I need to dance. With every person I get more excited about filling the emptyness in my heart with the people I love. I do beeps. Lots of beeps. I love things that ordinary people don't like at all. I like to drive a car very fast. it might be risky but I like it anyway. I once make a wish that if I want to die I would like to die while driving a car or motorcycle. That would be the most beautifull death to me. Soft and quick. Mmmmm… Like Munchmallows. I addore them. Beep. Sometimes whe I am all alone I draw but I don't draw pictures, just schemes. While drawing schemes you are so excited because you never know what you gonna draw. Pictures have soul ,schemes have feelings. And love. Sometimes I take a picture of myself. Obsession of posing in front of a mirror is one of a kind. Beep. Love. What is that? Sometimes when love is stronger than your thoughts you just can't stop thinking of it. I have that problem all the time. In my life I love three things; my car, Chris Liebing & something that I wont tell you (strictly bussiness). Don't lose your imagination in love. You don't know how monotonic the world could be without it! Love is like a throwned stone... First it is high in the air, but in time it felt on the ground an stands there. End of love. Than you have to close again to your own world and think. And think. And cry . And think. You are so down. You would like to kill yourself. But that's not a solution. You need relaxatinon with a massage… uf that is soooo goood. Mmmm… I could do it all the time. Every little thing that happened in my life gives me more hope to move on that some big things, because little things are sometimes even more important than big ones. So don't lose hope at all… Beep. After I will put the very last dot in this description of mine i will probably move to bed and fell into a sleep. I will be probably dreaming. I like dreams because dreams are allways something more than reality. Whoever manipulates the dreams, manipulates the reality – future and past. And I respect peoples with that kind of gift. Bed. That is the most usefull tool. Not just for sex (jou can sex anywhere you want actualy) but to have a good nap. I sleep a lot of time, usualy too much. If you are sleeping you forget all of your problems, you can't lose your luck and your best friends, you are just dreaming and you feel tender. In my dreams I sometimes recognised things that I can't think of in daylight so 4 me this is the best enciclopedia about everythig that crosses the roads in my life. Beep. The disk is full and the last dot vill be putted right about now. Beep. Dot.Home Add Block Message Comment Blogs Pictures Friends Credit