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Haven4aDream

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About Me

I'm a sweet asshole... it makes sense in the present moment of us speaking with each other. Should we become enemies instead of friends... by some misfortune unforeseen by me. I apologize... though I can't alter the past I can look to a better future. I can also do what I can in the present to make you feel more comfortable with me. If it makes my enemies or people who dislike me happier for me to not be in their lives then so be it. I'll do my best to make it as painless as possible. Life is too short to be miserable (SERIOUSLY).Although I sincerely mean this when I say it... "I just want everyone to be happy", im sick of hurting and getting hurt. Its stupid, its ignorant that we kill each other in wars, its moronic to put up with drama that can easily be fixed by forgiving, or letting go. It pretty much drove me to insanity a few times. I changed a lot, maybe not enough, but its a good start. As long as "I keep my head out of my ass"(Grandpa), then I should be ok.

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My Blog

So Emo... or is it...

Why is it I cry when I hear sad music... but if anything atcually happens I can't cry... its a fake emotion I inflict upon myself to please others. So that I look like less of an asshole. So does that...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 03:34:00 GMT

Lean Back, Lean Back

My back was doing a little better, then I tried lifting a washer with my brother when he moved into his new apartment. Now my back hurts again... more often then before. Im afraid im going to end up l...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:52:00 GMT

Feeling Uncomfortable

Im feeling uncomfortable tonight, sound of doors opening etc, my front door being unlocked... my fan quiting on me and the stress from a rather creepy video game... and im all fucked up for tonight.So...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 00:36:00 GMT

BLAH!

So im back, and decided that I would write about how my car keeps flashing low coolant, and how all I need to do is add water to the thingy lol.... radiator... whatever it is :)We ALL know that im not...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:05:00 GMT

Playing With My Psyche

I have no idea if  I spelt that right.. but thats besides the point lol.Just thinking of ghosts, and the paranormal... letting my acute hearing at night, and screwed up vision from tiredness and ...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 01:55:00 GMT

Random Story Time

Make a story out of your friend's list names. Filo and Peri asked WhoWalkedIn?, Jay replied Cats Not Dogs. So they indulged in some Fiona Apple as it was so sweet. Soon after they finished they heard...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 17:35:00 GMT

~TOADM~04

~Blind Love~Physically, Mentally, Soulfully we are attached and inspired by each other. Yet no matter what I give into this relationship, its not perfect enough for this love I have for him. This feel...
Posted by on Wed, 10 May 2006 20:39:00 GMT

Basic Jake Top 10

I feel bad, I forgot to call Jake while he was drunk :) I didn't remember till like 12.35... i wonder if he was still awake then, or passed out or something.Oh well, he is throwing a party when he get...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 06:22:00 GMT

TOADM ~03~

~Lost Souls~Lost souls, running amock. Stealing, tearing, forgeing new souls. Hopes and dreams, once someone elses, now ownership belongs to the lost. Trying not to drown in the abyssal confines of a ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 22:56:00 GMT

Check out this event: Let's Get Do Something

Hosted By: Sean HibblenWhen: Thursday Mar 16, 2006 at 1:00 PMWhere: Quail Springs MallPenn and MemorialOklahoma City, OK 73101USLet's All Go To The MallClick Here To View Eventoh oh , and brokeback mo...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:01:00 GMT