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***PAGES CONTAINING ANY VULGAR, PROFANE, OR INAPPROPIATE CONTENT WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED AS FRIENDS OF THIS INCLUDES BUT NOT LIMITED TO: CURSING, NUDITY, INAPPROPRIATE GESTURES, MUSIC WITH PROFANITY OR ANY OTHER OBJECTIONABLE CONTENT. ALSO PLEASE REFRAIN FROM SENDING MESSAGES OR COMMENTS WITH VULGAR OR PROFANE MATERIAL. THANK YOU PEACE AND BLESSING UNTO YOU ********************************************************* I am a Wife of SIXTEEN years me and my Husband Lee have Seven children five of them are boys and the other two are in heaven. I am working on my first book to be publish. Talking about surviving rape and breaking the bondage of my families demons and sharing other's personal testimony of victory. You see what should have kill me made me strong I am alive walking in my purpose and destiny because YAHWEH say I can.It is the QUITE SHAME that happens in the CHURCHES all the time and no one want to talk about it but the few.I grew up in church all of my life and we were told want not to wear or what not to do. How to live a everyday life was a different story.I had encounter in my life having to face many dilemmas some of them I had to do all by my self I had a long journey in a short time in my life. Even in my adult life I have struggle with depression feeling of being alone as I had before many time battles with self-esteem issues feeling like I was going lost my mind , the thoughts of no one care about me enter my mind over and over again. How I felt like about myself, I felt that I was all alone. Dealing with suicides thoughts, as a child I had try so many time to kill myself but GOD had a plan for my life and i am so very grateful to be alive.I AM NEITHER PERFECT NOR FLAWLESS. I AM NOT HERE TO DISCREDIT THE ACTS OF OTHERS, WHILE HOLDING MYSELF ON A PEDESTAL. THIS ISSUE IS VERY SERIOUS TO ME AND ONE THAT I AM QUITE QUALIFIED TO ADDRESS. I AM THE VICTIM OF SEXUAL MOLESTATION,RAPE, VERBAL ABUSE AND PSYCHOLOGICAL AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE...AND ALL OF THESE ABUSES HAPPENED TO ME AT THE HANDS OF IMMEDIATE FAMILY MEMBERS AND A PASTOR AND HIS WIFE WHOM WERE SUPPOSEDLY CALLED BY GOD TO MINISTRY AND DEEMED GOOD AND FLAWLESS BY CHURCH PEOPLE'S. IT NOT WHAT MAN THINK'S OF ME IT HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY SELF.I AM WALKING IN FREEDOM EVERYDAY.
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Did'nt make it to church today? Still need some meat and bread to amp up the walk? Confused about some of the basics? Check out the message I put up on my family web site called " Two Lines " Its in two parts on the site or can be downloaded in parts on soundclick. All the info is on the page. I put a sample down below. Let me know what you think if you check it out and repost this for others.

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GIVING THANKS~ HERE IS MY SHOUT OUT..'S


First I would like to thank Yahweh for allowing me to have purpose and destiny without him I am nothing with him I am somebody. His blood wash all of my dirt and stains thank you Yahweh for founding me even when I couldn..'t love myself. WOW Yahshua!My hubby who is my number one fan wow baby I love you beyond words. I want to thank my brother (Herbert Lee Boyd Jr.) aka Lee his ministry has inspire me to write this book I love him very much for that. To you I am grateful to have know you to be leading the way with other who are Kingdom Banging. To my dearest friends you no who you are we have laughed and cried thank a lot for sharing in my vision and keeping me lifted up. I am expose now because I am on this journey of Healing and Restoration for those who have been rape and abuse by people or someone you have trusted. We have been misunderstood feeling of guilt and ashamed about our pasted. Feeling criticize by other..'s don..'t stay victim by the people you worship with. I want to thank all the ladies and other..'s that allow me to write their stories. You do have a voice much love to you. Yahweh, I know you have a destiny for me. I know that there is more of You and more from You than I have right now. Your presence Yahweh moves me into submitted it all to You. You..'ve gifted me in so many ways. You make me Holy, You make me strong, You fill me with purpose.



WHAT IT FEEL..'S LIKE TO BE RAPED


It’s very difficult to talk about what rape feels like at exactly the moment it happens or is going to happen, because words rarely cut it. Rape is a physical, emotional, intellectual, spiritual, personal identity, gender and sexual violation, all at once. At the moment it happens, for most rape victims, something in the fabric of the world as we knew it rips wide open. For those who had such low self-esteem they already felt they only deserved pain or suffering, rape validates that feeling. But the pain of rape doesn’t stop once the rape is over: not even close



LET GO !


YOU MUST REFUSE TO BLAME YOUR PAST FOR YOUR PRESENT OR TO LET IT RUIN YOUR FUTURE. YOU CAN NEVER RELIVE YOUR PAST. YOU CAN..'T GO BACK AND MAKE IT DIFFERENT BUT YOU CAN LET IT GO!

Da Chosen1 Quotes From His New Single" No More " Posted Now On His Myspace Page; "You ain't got to give him sex, if he Love you he'll wait. Love yourself ,Close your legs, No More Pain, No More Rape, No More".I want to encourage all the laides that's ever been in a unhealthy relationship with selfish, abusive men. You don't have to settle for less. There is a Good Man out there for you. You don't have to stay bitter and unforgiving. Forgive those men that hurt you. Love yourself, and delcare No More will I settle for less, No more will I let men verbally or physically abuse me, No more will I open my legs for any man who won't marry me, No more will I let a man rape me, No more will I let any man or anybody degrade me and treat me like a piece of meat but I will have the Best. The Best Healthy Relationship ever.I encourage all the laides today that you can love again. Just be patient and love yourself first. If you do, when the right man comes along you will be able to love again because you love you. If you don't love you how can you give love that you don't have

THE ENEMY LOVES TO REMIND YOU OF YOUR PASTED


The enemy loves to remind you of your past and how you see your flaws, he like make you to feel like you cannot rebuild trusting lasting relationship we must allow god to free ourselves of strongholds in our mind. We need to step into our future and no be bound by our past mistakes we made. Rape is forced, unwanted sexual intercourse rape sometimes it is called sexual assault. It can happen to both men and women of any age. Rape is about power no sex, some rape crime are committed by a strange a date an acquaintance or a family member no matter how it happened rape is frightening and traumatizing if you been rape you need care , comfort and a way to truly be heal from the pain you have suffering. Be free, Be whole, Be healed in Jesus name No shame No GuiltGuilt – An awareness of having done wrong or committed a crime, accompanied by feeling of shame and regret.Shame- Negative emotion combines feeling of combines feeling of dishonor, unworthiness, and embarrassmentForgiveness- The act of pardoning somebody for a mistake or wrongdoing



~ Words of Wisdom For All~


You think of making your life better for the future you are not sure how to start the whole issue dealing with sexual abuse and your pasted seem to hunts you. You might be over whelming with different kinds of emotions, feeling unable to trust others here is your way to your blessing be free. You can’t allow yourself to become trapped because of someone else’s problems or what they did to you, the healing begins with you . All the things and title’s they gave you doesn’t reflect your future. Every thing that happen in my life I now understand that I should not be ashamed of my self or the fact that someone violated my mind and my body healing is right now. You don’t have to live through the eyes of other’s you can have peace in your mind, body and soul . The Lord Jesus wants you to walk into your freedom and reclaim your purpose and your destiny . KYSHA~



SATAN SOWED HIS TARES


I often ask them Don..'t you ever wonder where all your pain comes from? Sometimes women don..'t seem to realize that Satan sowed his tares into their good fields and used their nuturing instincts against them. With these powerful words from the Cross, YAHSHUA died to the things that were tormenting him. The Nails were still there, as was the Cross but their power over him was destroyed. He has moved into another realm so should my dear blessed friend. When life seems unfair and uncertain,don..'t be delayed by nurturing things that should be neutered.

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Rape: The forcing of somebody into sex A violent destructive treatment Abduction an act of seizing somebody and carrying him or her away by force To treat something in a violent, destructive, or abusive way

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SOAR ABOVE YOUR PAST~

MOST OF US COME TO THE FATHER DAMAGED-DEAD SPIRTUALLY, DAMAGED EMOTIONALLY, AND DECAYING PHYSICALLY. WHEN HE SAVED YOU, HE MADE YOU DEAD SPIRIT ALIVE.  THE FATHER BEGAN THE MASSIVE RENOVATION NEC...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 05:25:00 PST

Division !! Are U Dead Yet! A Repost~

  If you are in willful sin you have to wonder whose seed you really are. God said he would let the wicked and the righteous to be raised together. The weeds and the wheat to grow together. The g...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Fri, 16 May 2008 01:02:00 PST

ARE YOU READY TO TAKE THE MASK OFF~

  * THIS MAY NOT BE YOU SO IF YOU GET MAD THEN THIS IS YOU I T SEEM TO BE THAT WE LIKE TO BE  ENTERTAINED RATHER THAN EXPERIENCE THE REAL WORSHIP OF OUR FATHER , WE ARE SO CONCERN ON WHAT TI...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 10:37:00 PST

I WANTED TO QUIT~THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER WE ACT AS IF NOTHING IS WRONG~

  REAL TALK DISCLAIMER: THE CONTENT IS VERY CONTROVEREAL AND NO APOLOGY IS GIVEN FOR THE ISSUE I WILL TALK ABOUT. WHEN YOU READ MY BLOG'S ETC; YOU ENTER MY WORLD OF INFORMATION . YOU WILL BE I...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:22:00 PST

AM I ( THIS IS WRITTEN BY A CLOSE FRIEND )

AM I Am I the words so harshly spokenThe heart that’s been broken?Arms held in selfish ambition,Sink into deception? Am I the silent voice of fearTo ears that would not hear?The one used for ple...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 07:42:00 PST

MARITAL RAPE

As of July 1, 2005, people who commit felony sexual assault (including forced vaginal, nala, or oral sex or sexual penetration with an object) against a spouse are supposed to receive the same punishm...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:55:00 PST

WHAT IT FEEL LIKE TO BE RAPE

  REAL TALK DISCLAIMER: THE CONTENT IS VERY CONTROVEREAL AND NO APOLOGY IS GIVEN FOR THE ISSUE I WILL TALK ABOUT. WHEN YOU READ MY BLOG’S ETC; YOU ENTER MY WORLD OF INFORMATION . YOU WILL ...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 07:46:00 PST

MALE VICTIMS OF SEXUAL VIOLENCE

MALE VICTIMS OF SEXUAL VIOLENCE A recent national estimate suggests that one out of every eight men will be sexually assaulted during his lifetime. The majority of them will be assaulted by men. As w...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:34:00 PST

DOMESTIC VIOLENCE

Domestic Violence Domestic Violence is a Serious, Widespread Social Problem in America: The Facts   Prevalence of Domestic Violence Estimates range from 960,000 incidents of violence against...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 08:27:00 PST

MALE RAPE VICTIMS

Male Rape Victims When Men are RapedAvailable research indicates that male rape happens far more often than most people recognize. Remember, you are not alone! Anyone, regardless of age, race, gend...
Posted by THE QUIET SHAME OF RAPE ~SILENT NO MORE MINISTRIES on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 08:23:00 PST