I guess that "Saturn's Return" theory must be right because my life began to focus and quiet down a couple years ago. It's pretty nice actually, at this pace. I really like it right now and I almost don't want anything to change, but I know it will.
Sometimes I'd just like to freeze frame and hang out in the moment for a while longer though... Like today, I was surfing and the wave conditions were absolutely perfect, but I knew they're so unpredictable they can change in a heartbeat so I just had to enjoy it fully while it lasted, and last it didn't. 10 min later it was like a lake out there, completely flat. But that's life, today it's great, tomorrow it could be flat for a little while. I try and plan for it as best I can, but life has a way of coming in and changing all your plans. So I'm just trying to enjoy it all right now while staying open to change and what's next.
