GRANDPA
I never thought id go through a stage where i would be so sad. A stage id have sooo much pain, something it took me a while to not let it hurt soo much. I never thought that it would be this soon. I lost my grandpa on January 28,2007, at 7:15 pm. Im never going to forget you grandpa. Im so happy i went to Mexico this past xmas break. Im glad i got to spend time with you when you were well and not sick. I wont forget the good times we had and the time i helped you eat the muffin. I would always remember you wouldnt stop until i ate with you ... It was fun being with you and giving you a hard time, but it was in a sweet way. I miss the time i would put on your hat and you said i looked cute, i miss those days. I wont forget none of that. I know your in a better place, i know you are. I miss you! ... Im sorry for not going to the funeral, but im sure you understand. It was something i felt i wouldnt understand knowing your gone ...knowing i was here in Ca i was like hurt and just knowing if i went i would not be good. Im sorry grandpa ... people say it was a sign of me going.. it was like you had to see me and my sister for you to go to heaven. Perhaps people were right. Im just happy i got to spend time with you before you left. Good memories! (Te quiero mucho abuelo ... Nunca te olvidare ... Que estes con dios y tu mama y papa.)
I wanna meet PURITY & REGINA. ive known them for a long time now and there is something that gets us more close to each other. i Hope i meet these ppl.
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I like all type of music. I love COUNTRY. Yup yup ... country alright. I like Carrie Underwood, Tim Mcgraw, Rascal Flatts, Brooks & Dun, Martina McBride, Sugarland, Josh Turner, Lonestar, Alan Jackson, Keeny Chesney, Faith Hill, Jason Aldean, Brad Paisley, Keith Urban, George Strait, Shania Twain, Taylor Swift and etc. -Simple Plan, The Fray, Kelly Clarkson, Ashlee Simpson, Taking Back Sunday, The All American Rejects, Oasis, Nirvana, Foo Fighters .. Ill mention more later ... I like Hip Hop, Rap, Alternative, Rock, Spanish music as well, Spanish Rock, and etc ...Cursor by www.Soup-Faerie.Com
I like Comedy, Action, HORROR, Science Fiction ... Lets just say i like all.
FEBRUARY 20, 2007
Well, unfortunatley, i lost another love one in my life. It was my grandma from my dad's side this time. I couldnt believe it when my sister came to my room all fast and telling me, "Grandma died!" I didnt know which one to even think of. Was it my grandma from my moms side? Or was it my great grandma? No, it was not them. It was my grandma from my dad's side. I came out of my room all rushing and hugged my dad. That day i was sooo sad. I wasnt in the mood. She passed away Feb 20, 2007 ... Not even a month had passed when my grandma left. I feel bad knowing i did not get to see her recently. It had been perhaps 4 to 5 years since the last time i saw her. Im gonna miss her a lot and a lot! ... Your in a better place, god bless you Grandma I know that from where you are you are, you are taking good care of us. Im sorry i did not go to your funeral, but i just couldnt just like not going to my grandpa's funeral. i know that you understand as well. I miss you grandma!! I love you! Te quiero Mucho!!!!! Besos!
C.S.I, Law & Order, Soap Oprea, The Simpsons, Full House, MTV, Disney Channel, GAC, ABC, WB, That 70s show, The Adams Family, The Munsters ... not The Monsters!! Criss Angel, Kyle XY, That's So Raven and much more.
JUNE 6, 2007
Two of my grandparents have passed away this year ... and now came another one unfortunately. I know it was coming, but I actually thought she would live a couple of more years. I knew any minute, hr, or day would come and give me the bad news. Today my mom called and told my sister the news early in the morning like at 1:30 am. I on the other hand did not know until 6 am when my cousin's friend called me and told me my grandma passed away ... on JUNE 6, 2007 at 2:35 AM (Mexico time). I felt terrified! ... I so wanted to go to Mexico. This time I wanted to go!!! But I could not unfortunately. I had to be brave when talking to my mom cause I knew if I wasn't she would cry and that's the least I wanted. I remember when I was small my grandma would get me in trouble and I always thought she did not like me, but I was wrong. She did. She just wanted to teach me a lesson. This last Xmas break until January was the last day I got to see her. I helped her out and I felt good knowing I was helping her in some way. That day I had to leave was so hard for me ... especially saying good bye "Adios" ... I know it was tough and perhaps hard for her but she was always strong. She was stronger than me because I had a tear after leaving ... I will cherish all the good memories I had with her. I know now when I go to Mexico its going to be so sad. Very lonely at the house and no one there to say "Hola Mama Theresa" or "Hola Papa Martin" ... It is not going to be the same ... Today being the saddest day ... I tried to act like nothing happen, but in the inside I was terrified. I just wanted to cry in tears. I wanted to go to Mexico and give her that last kiss and hug. I wanted to tell her that I love her! I wanted to tell her if I ever did something to forgive me. All I wanted was to tell her That I love her!!!!!!! I know she is in a better place now especially with my grandpa ...I know she will not be suffering ... and I know she is watching us from heaven. I know ... Grandma I LOVE YOU! ... And I MISS YOU! "TE QUIERO MUCHO MAMA THERESA! TE VOY A EXTRAÑAR MUCHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Mom, Dad, Sister, My best friend Alicia, and my Aunt Carmen