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I WOULD LOOK GREAT DEAD.

About Me


e-mail: [email protected]
: pistolaxx
number: msg me for it.
music: myspace music
My private profile.
the name is stephanie.
and i don't eat animals.


i'm nineteen. i rarely act my age.
we all die alone, the only difference is we don't seem to notice.
i love my college. i love my job. i hate my life.
indie rock and video games are the essence of my existence.
tattoos are my way of expressing myself. if you don't like it, then fuck off.
i have severe ADD. it's quite annoying.
i smoke entirely too many cigarettes. my body, my choice.
i do drugs and drink alcohol multiple times a week.
i say "man" after almost every sentence. and i don't notice it.
i love drawing and painting. i'm not great. it's a fabulous release.
music owns my heart and soul. it's the only constant love in my life.
i feel like i'm already trying to re-live my childhood.
i lead a goddamned interesting life.
i'm severely opinionated.
i will get in your face if i deem it necessary.
i never back down from a fight.

My Interests

i love ;
♥music.
♥my camera.
♥marlboro 27's.
♥photography.
♥san francisco.
♥driving random empty highways.
♥acoustic music.
♥cuddling.
♥horrible horror movies.
♥arizona sweet tea & green tea.
♥chicago.
♥writing.
♥uptown.
♥my macbook pro.
♥ft. myers beach, FL.
♥marijuana.
♥cocaine.
♥logic pro 8.
♥road trips.
♥minneapolis.
♥the locals. (R.I.P.)
♥first avenue.
♥abstract art.
♥vegans.
♥my job. (journeys)
♥piercings.
♥tattoos.
♥mpls rooftops.
♥tetris parties.
♥emo music circa '02-'04.
♥droppin a beat.
♥techno.
♥my car AKA lady heroine.
♥spring time in the city.
♥urban exploring.
♥the ho house. (R.I.P.)
♥opening minds.
♥blogspot.
♥sitting in sweats all day.
♥corona.
♥jamming out in my car.
♥making new friends.
♥free cd's.
♥being merch girl.

i hate ;

-northern minneapolis suburbs.
-rednecks.
-conservatives.
-devout catholics.
-unruly customers.
-mall rats.
-the myth.
-mainstream "punk".
-people who fly the rebel flag in the north.
-most girl singers. (exception of hannah montana)
-girls in general.
-tom cruise.
-my dying lady heroine.
-MPLS cops.
-spending money.
-forgetting my ticket.
-weekends spent sober.
-whipped cream/shaving cream--anything foamy.
-showers.
-when good bands get mainstream.
-99% of new jersey people.
-driving through wisconsin.
-winter.
-being broke.
-waking up early.
-being overly warm.
-headaches.
-that time of the month.
-going in the ditch.
-snow.
-blurry photos.
-anti-hot topic people.
-being asked, "what DO you eat?".
-my broken ass iPod.

I'd like to meet:



bring him to me =]

♥♥♥

Best text messages ever.
send me something witty/charming/hilarious & i'll add it on

Bianca.
-"God loves you! BUT if you reject his love, given at great sacrifice at calvary, it would be better for you not to have been born."
-I'm listening to Brand New and I thought of you. I hate how much I adore you. Barf.
-Aw, shiyat. We gone hafta get tha po po up in hurr. You fly as heyall and you aint got no pilot license.
-I just got measured. I'm not 5 ft yet.

Stephanie.
-Least likely thing a vegan would say: "I just clubbed ten baby seals!"
-Matt Webster says "hi" and he makes a heart shape in front of his chest

DelJon.
-Ring ring hello yeh hi Africa yo what's up um yeh Russia is pissed.
-You have a vagina I have a penis let's insert to make venis.

Ross
-ugh. next time try not to text me when I'm in the middle of a hot, lust-filled orgy wutg a dozen beautiful women. It kinda ruins the mood.
-Steph fucks for bucks <3

Drew
-You sick, huh? I told you to stop sucking so much dick!
-Thanks a million, my midwest mistress =]
-We're workin on a tour for late summer or early fall! I'm so excited! That means we get to do it! =]
-Sorry baby..you're right, I owe you. A big weener in your butt okay?

Riley
-Surprise cock bag!
-I had a dream of you last night & you were naked messaging my thigh?

Godar
-I'm totally sitting on a beach in Santa Cruz, how gay am I?

Chuck
- Sexiest pirates ever!

Brian O!
-Hi I'm Steph's phone. I get forgotten. I feel neglected. I'm gonna run away. Poo on you Stephy.

Mallory
-I love you Steph! I'm in Florida but when I get back I'll show you my boobies! Jamie misses your hallway humps! Love ya!

Orrin
-Steph you dirty, dirty lovely girl. Yes. Your mother is hot!

Colin
-If you don't come to work today your first born will be orphaned to a group of traveling gypsies and grow up believing mini donuts are the only food created.

Dani
-I know it's hard to feel sorry for someone as extremely good looking as me, I mean I'm no midget on the street corner to thriller but please..

Angie
-Broken window. Po po. Ah! Semi! Sun in eyes. Billy Talent my love. Schmigs. Lifes a bitch. Oh skittls.

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Music:

most recently played on my itunes;
thrice.
anthony green.
underoath.
norma jean.
conor oberst.
sigur ros.
massive attack.
nine inch nails.
the semester.

[1234567890]
The '89 Cubs
1208
5 Stars For Failure

[a]
A Wilhelm Scream
The Academy Is...
Acceptance
Action Action
Aiden
Alexisonfire
All-American Rejects
Allister
Amber Pacific
Amity
An Angle
Anberlin
Aneuretical
Armor For Sleep
Army of Freshmen
As Cities Burn
at.the.drive.in
The Ataris
Atmosphere
Audioslave
Audiovent
The Audition
Autopilot Off
Avenged Sevenfold

[b]
Bane
Bayside
Bear Vs Shark
BEDlight for BlueEYES
Big D & The Kids Table
Billy Idol
Biology
The Bled
Bleed The Dream
Bleeding Through
The Blood Brothers
BoxCar Racer
Boys Night Out
Brand New
Brand New Sin
Brandtson
Break The Silence
Bright Eyes
Bring Back Tomorrow
Bring Me The Horizon
Building Better Bombs

[c]
Cartel
Casey Jones
The Casualties
The Chariot
Chinese Happy
Chiodos
Chronic Future
Circa Survive
The Classic Crime
Coheed and Cambria
Converge
Count The Stars
Courtney Love
Crashing By Design
Cursive

[d]
Dangerdoom
Daphne Loves Derby
Dark New Day
Dashboard Confessional
Day Two
Days Away
Days Like These
Deamon Hunter
Death By Stereo
Death Cab For Cutie
Denver Harbor
Desaparecidos
Descendents
Desolate Demise
Dexter Danger
Dr. Neptune
The Dromophobics
Dropkick Murphy's
Dynamite Boy

[e]
The Early November
Elvis Presley
Emanuel
Emery
Eminem
EPL & Snakebird
Eve

[f]
The F-Ups
Facing New York
The Faint
Fall Out Boy
Fatesgame
Faully
Feable Weiner
Fear Before The March Of Flames
Finch
Flogging Molly
Foo Fighters
The Forecast
Four Letter Lie
Franz Ferdinand
Freezepop
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
Full Out Freak
Funeral For A Friend
Further Seems Forever

[g]
Gatsby's American Dream
Gavin DeGraw
Ghost In The Radio
Glasseater
GlassJaw
Go Betty Go
Good Charlotte
Greeley Estates
Green Day
Gym Class Heroes

[h]
Halfwhere To Nowhere
Halifax
Haste The Day
Heavy Heavy Low Low
Hellogoodbye
Hey Mercedes
Hidden In Plain View
Hollywood Undead
Home Grown
The Honorary Title
Hopesfall
HorrorPops
Hot Hot Heat
Hot Water Music
The Hurt Process

[i]
I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business
Incamera
Incubus
Inept
Islero

[j]
JamisonParker
Jason Mraz
JC Chasez
Jets To Brazil
Jimmy Eat World
Jimmy Fallon
Joe Jackson
John Mayer
June
The Junior Varsity
Jupiter Sunrise

[k]
Kanye West
The Killers
Killswitch Engage
The Kinison
Kiros

[l]
The Lawrence Arms
Letter Kills
Limbeck
Lit
Local H
Locale AM
Lorene Drive
Lostprophets
Lucky Boys Confusion

[m]
Mae
Mark These Words
Maroon5
Mary Tyler Morphine
Matchbook Romance
The Matches
Maxeen
Melee
Mest
MewithoutYou
Michael Buble
Midtown
Modest Mouse
Moneen
Monty
Motion City Soundtrack
Motion Picture Demise
Mourning Maxwell
The Movielife
The Muckruckers
Muse
MxPx
My American Heart
My Chemical Romance
MyChildren MyBride
My Hotel Year

[n]
Name Taken
Near Miss
The Never Ending
The New Transit Direction
No Use For A Name
Norma Jean
*NSYNC
Number One Gun
The Number Twelve Looks Like You

[o]
Offset
The Offspring
OK Go
Once Over
The Only Exception
Opiate For The Masses
OutKast
Over It
The Owls

[p]
The Panic Division
Panic! At The Disco
Pennywise
The Phenomenauts
Piebald
Plain White T's
The Plot To Blow Up The Eiffel Tower
Poison The Well
The Postal Service
Pretty Girls Make Graves
Punchline

[q]
Quietdrive

[r]
Rancid
Reel Big Fish
ReeveOliver
Ricky Martin
Rise Against
The Rocket Summer
Rooney
Roses Are Red
Rufio
Ryan Cabrera

[s]
Sage Francis
Saosin
Say Anything
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Scatter The Ashes
Screaming Monkey Boner
Secret French Kissing Society
The Semester
Senses Fail
Sherwood
Showbread
Silent Film Stars
Silverstein
Simple Plan
Sleep Station
Small Towns Burn A Little Slower
Solemite
Somerset
Something Corporate
Sophomore
The Sophomore Year
Sparta
The Spill Canvas
Spitalfield
The Starting Line
Story of the Year
Straylight Run
Street To Nowhere
Strike Anywhere
The Strokes
Strung Out
Stutterfly
Sugarcult
Suicide Machines
Sum 41
Switchfoot
System of a Down

[t]
Taking Back Sunday
Teenage Harlets
Terminal
Terra Naomi
This Is Me Smiling
Thousand Foot Krutch
Thrice
Thursday
The Trademark
Tragedy Andy
The Transplants
Tsunami Bomb

[u]
underOATH
The Unseen
The Used

[v]
The Vandals
Voice Activated Shotgun

[w]
Wakefield
Waking Ashland
The Weakerthans
The White Stripes

[y]
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Yellowcard
Yesterday's Rising
Youth Group

[z]
Zao
Zebrahead

the most relative lyrics to my life right now;
Took a right on Lyndale I'm getting near But then the road became empty and the people disappeared The clouds ran away, opened up the sky And one by one I watched every constellation die And there I was frozen, standin in my backyard Face to face, eye to eye, starin at the last star I should've known, walked all the way home To find that he wasn't here, I'm still all alone

Movies:

Fasttimes at Ridgemont High.
Caddyshack.
Tombstone.
Requiem For A Dream.
Super Troopers.
Pirates of the Caribbean 1, 2 & 3.

Television:



Books:



Chuck Palahniuk is the best writer. Ever.

Heroes:



My Blog

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