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C. R. M.

Find me soon. Who knows when I'll give up on believing you exist.

About Me

My name is Corey.

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Enigmatic. Abstract. Masochist. You are Kyo from Dir en grey.
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Yeah. I sing. My only true love anymore. ^_^
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Camels
You are camels! Exotic and smooth...
Your Birthdate: April 29
Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature.You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world.You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension.This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer.You do, however, work very well with people.I could sit here and explain everything about myself and pretend to be all cool and stuff but I think I'll just spare everyone here. And seeing as how most people, idlingly clicking their way through ad after ad after ad, don't really give two shits about YOU, it's about your interests, I don't really see the point in overexerting myself to the "greater end" of a person I don't know getting to know me better. I mean don't get me wrong I love meeting new people and all, but I despise stupidity, and have a pet peeve for the unintelligent. I absolutely crave intelligent conversation, something my area has little to offer. It seems that atleast 70% of people are (in my book) not very bright individuals. And my god, relationships, what hell, Got any idea how hard it is to find a member of the opposite sex who isn't completely either A) a nitwit who can't stop twiddling her hair, or B) a person with the IQ of 90? With both options of course leaving you an "awesome" relationship, alright. I mean I'm not saying I want someone to sweep me off of my intellectual feet here or anything, but Christ. Sarcasm is like air for me. Can't help it. I am OBSESSED with indie music. Nachos and cheese are my favorite food. Macross Plus kicks ass. I like nice grammar. High school really did suck. Well I would post more futile, random statements but I'm afraid I've stayed up all night on my computer again. I invite you to have a conversation with me. But if you're an asshole, I can also invite you to the business-end of my boot. Have a nice day.

I need someone. Someone new. I need her as my muse.


The True You


You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.
You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.Television is the anti-christ telling "civilized" humans how to exist. Books are good over coffee. Life IS worth the payment. The seek of individual enlightenment is crucial. I am a dreamer. I like simple things as well as effeciently ornate things. I tend to take the darker side of dispositions in terms of likes and dislikes. Visually, everything in life is REALLY just about completeing the beautiful imagery you imagine life should resemble.
Why else do we look into mirrors?____Likes:_____ Individuality. A nonchalantness smoother than lightning-made glass. Intelligence. Art. Romanticism. Subtlety. Wrting. Video Games. Sunshine. Nature. Music. Live Music. Musicianship.Wisdom, if it exists. Passion. Affection. Indie. Alternative. Philosophy. Anime. Manga.____Dislikes: ____ Smelly people. Television. Aggressiveness. Cockiness. Imposters. Compulsive liars. loneliness. American Society's structure, laws, and government (there is just a better way to go about accomplishing what they want, that's all). People not willing to change themselves for the better. the sun. Sleep (such a fucking waste of my time). School (public school systems are a joke, not to mention highly misinformed). Crooked politicians (i could've left the crooked off and still meant the same thing). Bible beaters. Religions that try to force their beliefs on you.

For all the filmmakers, this site has KICKASS free video editing software.

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My Interests

New art. More coming!

[Apocalyptical Vantage Point]
Game provided by: Myspace Game CodesComputer programming, ambience, serenity, romanticism, pure expression, paganism, learning in general, books, guitar, bass, drums, film, theater, girls, beautiful things, philosophy, anime, video games, addictions, obsessions, computers, and making films, pastels, paints, notebooks, and photography. I'm sure there are others, yet none come directly to mind.

I'd like to meet:

Other intelligent individuals. People with brain capacities larger than peanuts. A very smart, beautiful girl. Those qualities in one package are rare.

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Music:


TRIP-HOP IS GOD.

This includes but is not limited to: Pinback, Rogue Wave, Headphones,
MicrophonesPelican, Red Sparowes, The Spinto Band, Mogwai, TV On The Radio, Sigur Ros, Bjork, Portishead, Crystal Skulls, Massive Attack, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Jimi Hendrix, Armor for Sleep, Kings of Convenience, Elliott Smith, Nick Drake, Chopin, Mozart, Sublime, 311, Aphex Twin, Prodigy, DJ Shadow, Alanis Morissette, Tchiakovsky, Beethoven, At The Drive-In, Glassjaw, Thursday, Appleseed Cast, Atmosphere, Mos Def, Snow Patrol, Deftones, Filter, Rammstein, Orgy, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Jon Brion, tomandandy, Sneaker Pimps, Boysetsfire, Alexisonfire, Norma Jean, Beck, The Orb, Dieselboy, Groove Armada, My Bloody Valentine , Zero 7, Lamb, certain Metallica songs, Type O Negative, old No Doubt, Nirvana, The White Stripes, Lords of Acid, Explosions In The Sky, The Beatles, Badly Drawn Boy, Cake, The Black Crows, Blur, Toadies, old Korn, Limp Bizkit's first CD, Bush, Radiohead, The Cardigans, The Bloodhound Gang, The Cure, The Rapture, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Strokes, Iggy Pop, The Stooges, The Who, Led Zeppelin, The Meat Puppets, John Lennon, Lacuna Coil, Bob Marley, The Wailers (saw em in concert :-D), Peter Tosh, Iron and Wine, The Postal Service, DeathCab for Cutie, Soundgarden, The Misfits, The Screeching Weasels, The Apex Theory, Silverchair, Snapcase, Sonic Youth, dieradiodie, Immortal, Immortal Technique, Looper, Squarepusher, Marcy's Playground, System of a Down, Oasis, Elf Power, Earlimart, Tori Amos...and many many more...

Movies:

Old horror films (especially cheesy ones :-D), drama, suspense. A few titles that could better illustrate my interest in film are Requiem for A Dream, Waking Life, Great Expectations, Trainspotting, Edward Scissorhands, Lost in Translation, Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind, The Life of David Gale, The Hours, The Night of The Living Dead, Satan's Blade, Macross Plus, Princess Mononoke, Halloween Series, Hellraiser Series, Hero, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, The House of Flying Daggers, Donnie Darko, Pi, The Rules of Attraction.

Television:

I don't really watch too much of this, although I will agree that it has been the main contributer to culture in the latter half of the past century. Besides, if I were to watch TV, it would be of some shows that are hard to find on: i.e. Ren and Stimpy, My So-Called Life, Dawson's Creek (couldn't tell you why), and the now-former TechTV. Sometimes Discovery channel shit. An anime when I can catch one.

Books:

Carl Jung, Frank Kafka, Edgar Allan Poe, Emily Dickinson, mainly alot of philosophical things, old poetry, old english novels and poetry, and the occasional good novel.

Heroes:

Anyone who is strongly passionate about something and has the balls to go for it. I highly respect that quality. Benjamin Gibbard, Rob Crowe, Thom Yorke, and Bjork.

My Blog

The death of crying at good films.

There is new feeling.  Alive muscle underneath my musical-exoskeleton.  Im currently in the studio now.  Discovering new ways of attachment to my craft.  Seeing sides of myself I n...
Posted by C. R. M. on Mon, 07 May 2007 07:38:00 PST

The perfect me. Achievement far-sighted.

Fitter, happier, more productive, comfortable,not drinking too much, regular exercise at the gym(3 days a week),getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries,at ease,eating well (no mo...
Posted by C. R. M. on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:44:00 PST

I'll die knowing I've won.

Many mistakes one can make come unexpected, unwanted, and sometimes just ridiculously, but mine seem to be the worst ones at just the wrong time.  Staying back in these woods is seriously turning...
Posted by C. R. M. on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:47:00 PST

Moving to England.

Yep.  Im moving to the UK with Derrick.  Leaving this shit-stain of a town behind and opening myself up to the world.  It's like 3 times more expensive to live over there though.&...
Posted by C. R. M. on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:40:00 PST

I just don't understand certain females

How come is when I say something like "What have you been doing, cutie?"  It's never taken like Im hitting on the girl.  But I'll be damned if when they tell me something like "What have you...
Posted by C. R. M. on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 01:48:00 PST

My birthdays are catching up to me.

Today, I was outside my work smoking a cigarette.  Not a significant place, just a little office on the end of a strip-mall-ish building.  As I watched the birds and trees sway with the spri...
Posted by C. R. M. on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:10:00 PST

We are addicts. Let me show you a night with us. ^_^

See....this here is our drug den   This is here was our first, Adam, submitting to the addiction quite easily.  He succumbed without much hesitation. Ahh, yes.  And here we have...
Posted by C. R. M. on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:52:00 PST

I sell all kinds of art now. Any requests?

Yes, you read right! I'll be doing prints of my works and my collaborated works only for a certain time after they're made, but the originals sell after all the prints go. Keep in mind thoug...
Posted by C. R. M. on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 01:23:00 PST

Tower shields and Imperial tunics. Falchions to harm myself with.

I want to be psychic. I miss my childhood friends. I wish I could cry at all anymore. I will be someone completely different one day. I miss the ocean. I miss love. I want things which are unattainabl...
Posted by C. R. M. on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 02:14:00 PST

My Bloody Valentine

I never thought I be looking forward to Valentine's Day.  But it's actually like reverse anticipation.  I simply want to see how amazingly uneventful of a day it can be for me.&nbs...
Posted by C. R. M. on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:28:00 PST