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Ascaryllama

We Are Only As Sick As Our Secrets......

About Me

Whats up, Im Kenneth Tooker. I am 20 years old(WHOOP 1 more year!!) Im engaged to the most Beautiful girl in this world~Jessica Marie Menard~ She is so wonderful, we met back in 2003 on july fourth. I still remember that exact minute that i fell head over heels in love with her. Remember baby just sitting on that trampoline staring into to eachothers eyes wondering what is next. Well we both have gone on differnt detours threw our lives but never once did any of my feelings change for her...well not in a bad way they didnt....each time i was away from you baby, i just relize how much i miss you and that one thing that is not in my life any more that i so long for everyday.(YOU):)....Well our love and our dreams are finally comming into play, I asked her to marry me on the night of march 12th, and ever since that ring has been on her finger, my heart glows with a joy and happiness that somthing so beautiful some one that i care for more than myself has or wants to spend their life with me. Jessic I Love You with all my heart, all my soul, and all my mind. You are so amazing to me, I feel the greatest when ur by my side....times get hard and rough but i know that we can both get threw anything together...as my buddie always says..."Never Give Up, Never Surrender!!" lol ya me and him go way back....sooo ya basicly jessie i want you to no that i will never do anything to hurt you, Your to presious to me sweetheart. I will always love you, want you, and be atracted to you in so many ways. I wish and have wished for thet future to come were everyday possible i can wake up with you there cuddled up against me, to come home to our home. Most of all to have a family with you(Give me a boy:) and to raise our family up together. There are so many things in this world that i would love to do before i die like, sky diving, bungee jumping, hang gliding, moutian climbing, travling to differnt locations and see things only people could dream about, but the number one thing i want to do. Is to have you there by my side through it all. Baby im not gonna lie it really sucks to be out here in iraq and being away from you for so long, and even so it isnt true, somtimes it feels like im alone again. I miss you baby soo much and i want nothing more than to juss be with you right now...you have no freaking idea.....For everyday and night for the rest of my life, i will, wake up thinking about you and go to sleep to dream about you. I love you so much baby and i promise im coming home...juss always promise you'll be there when i do. MyGen Profile GeneratorFU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU FU

My Interests

Im currently in the United States Navy as a Petty Officer 3rd Class. My job is being an IT(baisicly dealing with computers and communications) I will be serving our country over in Iraq for the next year attached to a Army unit. But besides that I am stationed in Chesapeake, Virgina onboard the USS Vella Gulf. My life is decent like the rest of us, i have a great family, awesome friends, A wonderful fiance Jessic Marie Menard, and lots of things to keep me happy. Im a very random person and totally oblivious to what goes on around me. There are so many things in this world that i want to do or at least try, and i will not let anything stop me from doing my own thing. Trying new things is a daily goal of mine, meeting new people, and going new places. I love to skate board although I may not be that great at it but I love doing my own thing. I can hack sac for hours and enjoy ever minute......Music is GOD to all. Im a decent artist when I want to be, and I love to write poems…as in my blogs. I love going out with nothing to do and making it what it can be. Playing pool and going bowling are fun little activities. I like computers and I enjoy playing games from all types of systems, Board games still own this world. Random movie watching is the best, and going to stores to just play with the merchindice never gets boring…Espiecially pet stores. Being with the people and/or person u enjoy the most time with is the most amazing thing in this world. Well what else can i say, you ask the question and ill give the answer----ascaryllama=aim

I'd like to meet:

Anyone That Would Like To Meet Me.... . . . .

Music:

Music rocks......me fav is ~System Of A Down~ and the other bands i listen to include these......3 Doors Down, Adema, All American Rejects, Avenged Sevenfold, Blindside, Blink 182, Bob Marley, Box Car Racer, Buckcherry, Chester Bunnington, Crazy Town, David Draiman, Deftones, Disturbed, Drowning Pool, Dry Cell, Earshot, Fm Static, Godhead, Godsmack, Green Day, Hinder, Hoobastank, Incubus, Jay Gordon, Korn, Lil Jon & The East Side Boyz, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Lostprophets, Marlyn Manson, Metallica, Modest Mouse, Mudvayne, Mxpx, Nelly, Nine Inch Nails, P.O.D, Papa Roach, Paul Wall, Pillar, Puddle Of Mud, Rancid, Sevendust, Smile Empty Soul, Staind, Static X, Story Of The Year, Sublime, Sum 41, Switchfoot, T.I, Thousand Foot Krutch, Three Days Grace, Tool, Trapt, Underoath, The Used, Wayne Static, Young Joc. But i always love finding new bands so ill add more

Movies:

I dont really have a favorite movie, the kinds of movies i like are mystery, horor, humor, action, and some romantic movis when im with my baby....movies that i remember so far are......silent hill,saw,saw2,hills have eyes,ultra violet,atl, running scared,final destination 3,V for vendetta,scary movie 3,inside man,mission impossible 3,the american haunting,See no evil,Davince code,X-men 3,date movie,little man,descent,saw 3,texas chainsaw massacure the begining,more than fiction,apcolpyto,transformers,shooter,i now pronuce u chuck and larry,the kingdom,war,halloween,the mist,she's the man,ginger snaps,ginger snaps2,10,000 bc,dont mess with the zohan,dan in real life...............

Television:

I love watching CSI, Family guy, Simpsons, Futurerama, Heroes, and more......

Books:

why the fuck does everyone all ways say "who the fuck reads"?????well guess what.....I DO!!!!!lol ya i read.....not lil small books either....but the fucking 600 page books but......im only interested in violent, horror, twisted death, confusing cerial killer shiT!

Heroes:

-People that give and help to others for no reward -People that are true to themselves and others -People that can work with what they got -People that deal with stressful problems with out bringing other people down -People that keep there promise's -People that dont fucking lead somone on to believe somthing and then fucking just not care anymore when shit dosnt go there way! -This world is not fucking perfect and times are not always going to be the fucking greatest....so when u start to give up....think about why u started and who you would be hurting.

My Blog

Beautifull

Beautifull     What makes you beautifull? Its your shiney long dark hair, Flowing down so freely without a care. Its the darkness in your eyes,searching for a sign. And how im wishing they w...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Fri, 12 May 2006 12:35:00 PST

Its over

Its Over     Once there gone, and probally not coming back, You sit there and try to concertrate. On everything,she said you lack, But by then its all to late.   To late for a forgive m...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 07:32:00 PST

The Right Way

The Right Way   At a friends, the day we met, Flirting alot, i'll never regret. But you left so fast, That i couldnt ask. If i was able to see you, Or if you were even willing to. So i sat there ...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 03:48:00 PST

The Day

The Day   Every single breath that i take, Every minute im awake. I dream of being with you, And i hope you do to. Its hard not to relize, That one wonderfull prize. To finally be away from harms...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 09:38:00 PST

Whats Your Answer???

Whats Your Answer?   I wish everyday for you to be with me, And theres nothing more i can do but wait and see. So please just tell me that you like me too, Please girl juss tell me what can i do?...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 09:30:00 PST

Choices

Choices   If i had to choose, To spend my life with you, Or to walk in someone else's shoes. I know exatly what i'd do.   If i had to make a decision, To always have you in my heart, Or to h...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 09:14:00 PST

Your Perfect

Your Perfect   When i look into your beautiful eyes, All the lonliness in me quickly dies. I cant imagine meeting anyone better than you, Theres no chance anyone can beat the things you do. Every...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 08:56:00 PST

To Be With You

To Be With You   The thought of you takes my breath away, Without you my heart would be left with nowhere to stay. Staring in to your eyes like you gaze into a fire, Being with you is something i...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 05:24:00 PST

LOVE

  LOVE   I can say i love you, But only see you as a friend. I can say i love you, And our relationship can come to an end.   I can tell you so many times, I love you baby, i do. But n...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Sat, 01 Oct 2005 09:27:00 PST

WhAt Am I?

WhAt Am I?   I always look at my self, To see who or what i wanna be. So i look at my intrest, And this is what i see as me.   Im not a prep, Im not a geek; Im not really strong, And im...
Posted by Ascaryllama on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 01:51:00 PST