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This is the winter of the last aeon, the hungry end is coming soon... Harbinger of the day of wrath

About Me


Dissection - Starless Aeon
Dissection - Maha Kali
Dissection - Where Dead Angels Lie
"let me sleep"
the sickening pain of regret begins overcoming me
ending this short lived life like a deadly disease
no way of stopping this process that has already started
full of failure and deception that keeps me bothered
awakening to a light that only brings me misery
dreaming every night to fall into an endless sleep
past instances of pain makes me wonder how I take it
having to wake up daily to more and more devastation
seeking the sought out help that I hope to find
needing to help myself throughout this tragic time
feeling the sorrow of this life that I live alone
knowing tomorrow I'll be here and the sadness won't be gone
staying alive for one more day is the most important test
wanting to fail it miserably and pass on to a never-ending rest

My Interests

Music. Poetry. Sadness. Happiness. Love. Death. Hate. Life. Darkness. Halloween. Evil. You. Technology. Movies. Weird Stuff. Fantasy. The World. Mysteries. Humor. News. Frightful things. Memories.

I'd like to meet:



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Music:



Dissection, Cradle Of Filth, Graveworm, The 69 Eyes, HIM, Evanescence, Rammstein, ShamRain, Feiled, Mudvayne, Danzig, Dimmu Borgir, Stone Sour, Slipknot, To/Die/For, Amon Amarth, Jack Off Jill, Zombie Ghost Train, KoRn, Nine Inch Nails, Charon, Blutengel, Delain, CKY, Black Label Society, Misfits, Das Ich, OTEP, Deathstars, Adema, Shape Of Despair, Type O Negative, Arch Enemy, Entwine, Disturbed, Godsmack, Angtoria, Dope Stars Inc, Lamb Of God, DZK, ReHaB, Static X, Marilyn Manson, DragonForce, Within Temptation, Sublime, Deftones, Ozzy Osbourne, Rob Zombie, Kittie, Flaw, Smile Empty Soul, Dope, A Perfect Circle, Alice In Chains, Pantera, Dark Tranquillity, Atreyu, Killswitch Engage, Leaveless, Heaven Shall Burn, Tool, Nightwish, Pink Floyd, KMFDM, Lacuna Coil, Children Of Bodom, Draconian, Moonspell, Viking Skull, Atrocity, Nirvana, Offspring, Slayer... and anything else like what is listed here.

Movies:



Nightmare Before Christmas.
Corpse Bride.
Sweeney Todd.
Donnie Darko.
SAW I-V.
Dead Silence.
Elvira, Mistress Of The Dark.
Elvira's Haunted Hills.
Daughters Of Darkness.
House of 1000 Corpses.
Devil's Rejects.
Requiem For a Dream.
Dee Snider's Strangeland.
May.
Nowhere.
Dawn of the Dead.
American History X.
Ghost Ship.
Hostel. Hostel 2.
Hide and Seek.
Gummo.
American Beauty.
Many other Horror
and Psychological thrillers.
Also love Comedies.

My Blog

fatality

  black skyfilled with fire eyesknown as stars, alignthe darkness comes forthwith a deadly forceimpaling the nightwith a sworda sword of hatedecapitatesall that is goodunto a forgotten fatethe bl...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 01:46:00 PST

time of death


Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:29:00 PST

eternal love


Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 11:53:00 PST

As I Drown

  Please give me the strength I need Help me to rise above this tainted sea Underneath the surface is where I lay Falling deeper and deeper day after day Becoming more lost as I start to sink Unf...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 05:33:00 PST

Friendship

Friends will come and they will go Yet none of them actually know The impact that they had on me Letting me live more happily Helping me through all those times Calming me down and easing my mind Tell...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 02:28:00 PST

A New Beginning

Going down a river of fire Losing all the hope I desire The demons are taking me away To some unknown, dark, demented place   The surroundings are black as night Not the way I wanted to end my li...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 02:39:00 PST

The Final Night

a cold dark night overshadowing me hiding the light that I desperately need bringing the pain that I once forgot about in the form of rain tears come falling out penetrating my skin like a cold razor ...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 02:27:00 PST

Death By Ones Self

As he is lying down on the messed up bed Unwanting thoughts go through his head Deep inside his mind he can vaguely feel The feel of death of which seems real He dreams and wishes it all would end So ...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:11:00 PST

Hopeless

I can't seem to find the wayI just want to get awayplease tell me where I should godraw me a map so I will knowwhat to do with my lifeplease help me make things rightI think that I'm just afraidI don'...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 02:34:00 PST

End of Time

Demons waking from beneath the earth Shaking the grounds with their birth Black clouds gathering in the sky The world begins to fade and slowly die Shadowing the people with a life of sin Asking for f...
Posted by Ùß Ý 1 u P pÙ on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 01:18:00 PST