What A Mess |
I'm swimming upstream in a black whirling pool of despair
Sucked down to the bottom and held there by the current
I keep falling on my face like a toddler learning how to walk
The more I fall t... Posted by Ruby Red on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 11:06:00 PST |
Touch Me |
suicidally wrecklesspriceless loveabundant feelingpowerful emotionstears for u i love ui need ui want uwhy why are u thereand im hereso far away from therereaching out let me just touch ur fingertipsr... Posted by Ruby Red on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 10:43:00 PST |
Revised Memories |
so theres this guylove him to death mi papi rykowe been thru hard times togetherwe were there for each otherno matter what time of the day it wasi kno his sekretshe knos mynei kno ive made a lot of mi... Posted by Ruby Red on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 09:29:00 PST |
Off You Go |
wat do i dowhen all hope is goneand all love has failedand im standing aloneon the dockwaiving goodbye to the one i lovei surrendur myself to the deep bluethe cold will suffocate my lossthe cold will ... Posted by Ruby Red on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 06:57:00 PST |
Where'd You Go |
i opened up to you and you raped my emotionsi just wanted a shoulder to cry on and you pushed me awayso i took it all on myselfi took the pain i took the tears it crushed me under the preasurebut im s... Posted by Ruby Red on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:19:00 PST |
Is That You Calling |
the buzz keeps me around just long enoughwhen i hear my phone going offmy stomach drops and my heart stopsis it you callingi miss you so muchi just wanna feel your touchbut when its all gone in t... Posted by Ruby Red on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 07:55:00 PST |
My NightMare |
alryte my badwhat more do you wantyeah bitch on my kneesbut this bitch aint beggin pleasejust lookin up with solemn eyesno lies and no disguisethis is me here i am life has such a short spanit was fun... Posted by Ruby Red on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 06:28:00 PST |
New Shit Hot Off The Mind |
I just want to be left alone
Nothing personal just leave me alone
I go over the past and remember the memories
Big chunks are missing
Those parts I want to forget
But I try my hardest to dredge... Posted by Ruby Red on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 04:23:00 PST |
I Didn't Cry This Time |
I didnt cry this time
Going back
I cant leave it alone
Returning to the scene of the crime
Take me away
To a place where we can stay
Alone
Together
Forever in your arms
Forgetting the sc... Posted by Ruby Red on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 07:26:00 PST |
Suicidal Thoughts |
Suicidal thoughts as you run thru my head
I dont want to see you
I dont want to be with you
Let it go
You keep going over the past
Like a dog festers an infected wound
Never letting it heal
Infection ... Posted by Ruby Red on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:14:00 PST |