whatspastispast.whatspassedispast.whatspassedispassed.
i'm unique like everyone else. i'm special and individual. i have feelings and emotions. i live my life one day at a time. i have fears. i will grow up one day and smash myself into the world as you know it. our existence is minimal. we are nothing but grains of sand. life is death and we all end up where we began. everything will be shit at the end of the day. you are worth nothing. i am worth nothing. i dont use my lungs to breathe. i dont use my eyes to see. i'm not living. i'm just killing time. i question everything and have no sense of authority or respect for anything or anyone. life is pointless.
one day, i will live in Oregon and listen to music and make art and be happy all day. i will have a wife and children. i will provide for me and my own. life will be complete and everything will come full circle. i will realize all in which i wondered. then i will die, and Videotape will be played as i am being buried. but until that day...
L.T.C.F.W.T.M.
Hate your enemies. Save your friends.
Find your place. Speak the truth.
LIFE: the sequence of physical and mental experiences that make up the existence of an individual.
DEATH: the end of life.
LOVE: attraction based on sexual desire: affection and tenderness felt by lovers.
HATE: intense hostility and aversion usually deriving from fear, anger, or sense of injury.
HOPE: desire accompanied by expectation of or belief in fulfillment.
FEAR: an unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger.
LOYALTY: unswerving in allegiance: as faithful to a private person to whom fidelity is due, to a cause, ideal, custom, institution, or product
BETRAYAL: to fail or desert especially in time of need.
HEAVEN: a place or condition of utmost happiness.
HELL: a place or state of misery, torment, or wickedness.
YOU: the one or ones being addressed.
ME: someone aware of possessing a personal individuality.
"You will become a hypocrite, you'll become a liar. You'll try and paper up your own cracks... and that's what being an adult is all about. Then you have babies and... that's it."
"It's like a supply and demand thing. It's like 'Well, this is what they want me to do, this is what they want to hear. So I'll do more of this, cause this is great... and they love me.' Suddenly people start giving you money as well. So then you've got money and you get used to this lifestyle. And you don't wanna take any risks cause they've got you by the balls, and you've got all these little things that you've bought, or you're attached to. And you start spending all this money... And that's how they get ya!"
"The thing that worries me about the computer age is the fact that people know so much about you. It's an incredible invasion of privacy. And no matter where you are in the world, people can monitor you if you're using your credit card. I heard this weird rumor on the Internet about how the military are funding this great big research project, and basically they believe that in the future, the balance of power won't be determined by who has the most nuclear weapons, but by who has all the information. I'm not afraid of being taken over by computers though, because the thing is, computers cannot resist. You can always smash 'em up, and they're totally defenseless. All we need are more people with hammers."
