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lastat

I am here for Friends

About Me

well if u actually wanna know about me ask.
People see you as someone full of self pity. Take
it from me, you must never feel sorry for your
self because things can always get worse. And
if you're a poser you have to learn that in the
real world self pity will get you no where
fast! So all posers need to stop complaining
and just deal with it like the rest of us or
shoot themselves and get it over with! The few
who are not posers but merely full of self
pity, you need to pick yourself up or get on
some Zoloft.
What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
brought to you by Quizillawell you have had the misfortune of landing urself on my profile sorry for that you could be finding much better things to do with ur life yet ur reading about mine. ok well nothing really to say i am a loser and depressed alot and i guess it comes with being but through hell and pain anytime i get some hope. well enough about me i am ganna try again to find something fun "laughs"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


You are a fallen angel of persecussion. You have
fallen because of your mind becoming
increasingly disturbed and dark. This has
happened because of what you have experienced
in your life. Things that have happened in your
life have been painful and difficult to
tolerate which has left you suffering. Your
soul is slowly decaying as you somehow cannot
escape what's happened. You are beingining (or
you havn't already) to lose hope that things
could get better.

Quote:
"Life hurts more than death. When you die
the pain is
gone"

Element:Night
Emotion:Anguish/Depression

What type of Fallen Angel are you? [beautiful + dark pics]
brought to you by Quizillai would like to meet someone into the same things as me and dosent care about age i wont an plder women or just a mature one someone who knows what they want in life and who they want tired of head games and women lying

My Blog

will i ever

will i ever love againa question on my mindwill i ever love anotherlike you in this lifeif it was meant to be it'll happenthis is what i am toldbut i fear i won't find anotherand will die alone will i...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 18:55:00 GMT

pain

..> thought it was love i thought it was love it was just bad luck and i came to the conclusion my love life really sucks i'm not sure of my problem it's gotta be me maybe i'm too afraid to face r...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 18:49:00 GMT

confused love

Confused loveThat's what this isI dream of that affection with its internal blissBut you send mixed messages with everything you doI don't want to control you, just know what you going throughI can't ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 00:08:00 GMT

letting go

It's over. She's gone. Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye? Why do beginnings have an end? Why do we ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 15:33:00 GMT

i dunno

loyalty a word used so commonly and thought to come without question yet; i am still not sure i have ever had loyalty shown too me.  i think everyone in this world is out to get me sometimes...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:11:00 GMT

my girl

when i think of my girl i almost come to tears. she makes me feel like life dosent matter when she is with me i can do anything. i love her more than anything. her skin is like liquid fire. her kiss i...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 20:53:00 GMT

huh

well i have learned i am a big fuck up and always will be. thought my fiance was cheating. ended up being me freaking out. then i found out me moving was a fuck up but i do have a job now. i guess i c...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 12:58:00 GMT

i sad if it changed

ok after i wrote the blog final fair well me and my girl talked tings out and i am not leaving. i still wonder sometimes if she is truly happy with me but i guess every guy wonders that. but anyway i ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 May 2006 12:09:00 GMT

just to clear something up

ok my last blogs that have been deleted need to be cleared up. i was freaking out becouse of a retarded thought. i have the most wonderful beutiful smart funny just all around great woman in my life. ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 22:38:00 GMT

wow life is fucked

i swear i am done helping anyone else besides myself and my love. when i try to help people dont want it when i dont wanna help they want me to fuck all of u i am done being ur toy trying to mke ur li...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 16:52:00 GMT