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Martin J

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About Me

Excitement discomfort go hand in hand, on two feet its not enough for me to stand, I need a third light, to guide me through my fright, and make me feel right deep down, walk me in the steps i take around town. Step step, is the call that rings out, livin the life on the edge feelin, feelin, what this life is about, steppin' back from that death ledge, __________________________________________________________ I am growing and entering life, a new life at every moment. The goal now is to create my own world that I can live in and envite others into, not just physically but emotional, mentally, you know all that self help jazz. and thats just what it is; jazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. _______________________________________________________ speaking of zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I gots to go to bed but I heard this the other day and thought it was great, what do you all think about it? I don't really know what it means. You should tell me what it means to you. We'll have a little exchange thing here with words and sh*t __________________________________________________________ 'If ignorance is bliss then knock the smile off my face'oh and I am out of myspace for a while so hit me up on email...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'll meet who I must... and there is definatly going to be excitment.oh I saw this one the other day, "Take your time not your life.'"The windows of my soul are made of one way glass don't bother looking into my eyes if there's something you want to know, just ask" I think I am a lesbian... no not a thespian, there not the same alright. Well I guess I was a thespian at one time in my life.

My Blog

Archive: what can I say I value what I write

Caught once again by the feelings of melancholia. Wishing to be some where that I have created to be wondrous and being somewhere that is falling a part._______________________________________________...
Posted by on Sun, 06 May 2007 21:03:00 GMT

Act before thought

cynical |'sinik?l| adjective:" believing people are motivated by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity" doubtful as to whether something will happen or whether it is worthwhile" c...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 15:35:00 GMT

The files of past

Good times gone but you missed them What's gone wrong in your system Things they bounce just like a spaulding What'd you think you miss your calling It's so free this kind of feeling It's like life it...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 08:36:00 GMT

Keep it alive

the lines must stay openreguardless of their activity.reguardlessof the tensionreguardlessof the distance between us.with every interaction there need not be royal communionbut the line must stay open...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 10:25:00 GMT

Check out this video: The Little Dictator

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Posted by on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 14:19:00 GMT

Skills

New thoughts from the good people's I've been hangn' with.   Learning to fall or more so learning to pick yourself back up. If i resist the fall then when am i going to learn how to get back up? ...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 00:45:00 GMT

the bouts about

..> People are entering my life left and right and I love it. I love people's experience of the world, it makes mine look so lame but with them in it so much is added. Love ya 'It's cry-in' time again...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 11:09:00 GMT

Trus t)

"I don't trust you cause I don't trust myself."A quote that I wrote in my book when high.Wondering now in my sobriety,'What was I getting at?'I feel it, I feel it deep down,that somebodies tellin' me,...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 16:03:00 GMT

You can you can but will it end there?

What is it, where is it, is it real, have I made it up, can it releive this feeling that I have, what is this feeling I have, where am I going with this feeling I have, why can't it end, why can't it ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 20:58:00 GMT

My brain

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right BrainedThe left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.I...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 21:13:00 GMT