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About Me

I serve sushi and i give massages. i love my itty bitty monkey man. i dont have acne, but 2 zits pop up from time to time, usually on my chin. i hate that i have diabetes, but im dealing with it. my son buys me flowers and gives me sticks in the shape of a heart, he has to be the most beautiful thing ive ever seen. my life is changing drastically. i work out every day, almost, with weights and everything... fer real.. no jokes allowed. i have a meditation tape but i think i need a different one... i like to do yoga, but cant seem to find the privacy to do it. i hate the radio, but all my cds are in boxes.... if u sent me a cd i would love you forever <3

My Blog

And I Hope You Dance

Something sent to me by a friend.. not my writing Dancing With God>When I meditated on the word  Guidance,>I kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word.>I remember reading that doing God's w...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 14:36:00 GMT

FRom sulky to content

so i basically lost a friend... for a while at least... my haze has been spiking up and down on this matter. such a stupid and careless situation .. tryin to have our cake and eat it too bad idea.... ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:10:00 GMT

Sometimes I Wonder

where i would be if all that shit at home hadnt happened. such a disgusting mess, but a beautiful blessing in disguise. my new home is coming together quite nicely.. i just picked up the last of my be...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 14:11:00 GMT

All mixed up

and full of stuff my apt is fabulous.. things are moving slowly, but surely in the right direction. i now have ac!!!!!!!  my sister so generously offered up her window unit needless to say.. i fe...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 11:44:00 GMT

weight management, career path, movin on

so ive managed to keep off the 15 pounds i lost somehow. possibly due to the fact that all i eat in the mornings now is cottage chz, turkey bacon, or a banana. trust u, me... i fuckin HATE cottage chz...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 20:33:00 GMT

undeniably circular

our earth is whirl a complex shape it takes forms its webs into our minds we are earth and we are stone a dwindling bone swept   take this chance and take a breath   we are alive   str...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 20:06:00 GMT

I Cheated

so i smoke this past friday at a bar and then donated my cigarettes to this gril at my work on monday.. theyre seriously disgusting.. so why the hell am i craving them i dont understand there has to b...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 21:11:00 GMT

im such a pussy

went to the dentist today to get another cavity filled... last week i had 2 filled and got my broken tooth bonded i almost fainted and puked   so... this time i decided to be smart and eat an ant...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 12:33:00 GMT

thinking

tasteless tongue the salt now burns from midnight and moonbeams to ashes and light dreams carelessly locked up bang restlessly at the center pain surfaces i remember to give it all up would not be har...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 18:46:00 GMT

Matter

Anger infests caloused dreams Clouds bleeding through porch screens   Fuck me for taking a chance And fuck you for taking advantage   Girls heart led her mind through to take trust Alas, her...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 18:22:00 GMT