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Beautiful Disaster

Even the weakest ink is so much more powerful than the strongest memory-Chinese Proverb

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Music:

"because, to some, feelings would always be considered a hindrance to ability. Because, to some, feelings would always be considered a weakness.""in this world feelings don..t matter; and love doesn..t exist. being cold is the best way to survive.""here is all I ever hear: be a good girl, just behave. What&#161;&#175;s wrong with you? Settle down. Keep those two feet on the ground. Sit up straight. Stand up tall. Never falter, never fall. Stay in school and make the grade. Never fail. Never fade. Be a hero. Be a star. Be everything except who you are.""let..s go down to the beach. bring your stereo & your favorite CDs. we..ll bring our guitars, sit on top of our cars. & sing the night away like R0CKSTARS."<3"and it was then that I realized that I was only part of the past, so there was nothing I could do but go on. except I didn't.. I couldn't.""These bandages cover more than scrapes, cuts && bruises These bandages cover my regrets && mistakes""sometimes, paper is the only thing that will listen""It's a simple assignment: an autobiography but halfway through it I break down crying because I don't know who I am anymore.""she..s wishing that someone could notice the insecurities behind her smile && the tears behind her eyes""i dont know why. maybe its because youre mad. maybe its because youre afraid. maybe its because youre also a little confused. maybe its because you want to act cool. but whatever the reason, youre breaking my heart.".."While other girls doodle hearts, I scribble tiny stars - little wishes for everything to somehow be okay.".."And as I see you walking down the hall always with a different girl.. & never noticing me [ the one who adores you€ ] I softly whisper the same prayer "Make me beautiful please".."in the land of dirt & plaster, lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids. losing ground & falling faster, into a life that no one should have to live. we are the people that you hate.".."you've fallen asleep in denial, look at the way we're dyin'. how it ends, ill never know. just live your life blind like me.".."She's the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you && smile the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if she cant manage to brighten her own <3".."Someone asked me if I knew you a million memories flashed through my mind && I whispered...not anymore".."you're the cutest thing. beauty should be your name. smile. it might not make you feel better - but it will keep people from asking whats wrong.".."you turn me down for her, cause you say she's so pretty .. she's so popular, but for all its worth, im looking at her right now & ive never seen anybody uglier.".."the last time you saw me was in a crumpled photograph that missed the bin".."Shes not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they're made. She understands that she might never be loved.".."& she wants to prove she has no fears so she stands up tall, wiping her tears. This could be the most beautiful mistake because now, she's like everyone else ;: Lonely & Fake.".."the only guy that deserves you, is the one who thinks he doesn't".."you insist on explaining the obvious when its pointless and I€™m heartless for saying what€™s really on my mind your words go to rhythm while mine go to rhyme you were never good with syllables and half heartfelt lines".."If life is lived without chances, then you havent taken the chance to live".."Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die".."Dont be afraid of death, be afraid of an unlived life".."I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.".."if your strong you live, if your weak you die, the weak are meant to become food for the strong, so die and let me feast".."Everyone knows the phenomenon of trying to hold your breath underwater - how at first it's alright and you can handle it, and then as it gets closer and closer to the time when you must breathe, how urgent the need becomes, the lust and the hunger to breathe. And then the panic sets in when you begin to think that you won't be able to breathe - and finally, when you take in air and the anxiety subsides...that's what it's like to be a vampire and need blood.".."I ran up the door, closed the stairs, said my pajama's and put on my prayers, turned off the bed and hoped into the light all because you kissed me goodnight".."I can fly,,,because with the bliss of ignorant innocence comes a pair of wings that makes you believe you can do anything"..

Movies:

HERE ARE SOME OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES OF ALL TIME:ENJOY LOL I SORT OF PUT TO MANY

Television:

Old cartoons are always a fav. wat type of old cartoons well lets go back to my days: power ranger, street fighters, ninja turtles, woodywood pecker, bobby's world, darwing duck, tales spin, gargoyles, double dragons, gummy bears, most recent of the old: pokemon and salor moon. but yea naruto and all other anime rule

Heroes:

It Has Always Been The Soldier. It is the Soldier, not the President who gives us democracy. It is the Soldier, not the Congress who takes care of us. It is the Soldier, not the Reporter who has given us Freedom of Press. It is the Soldier, not the Poet who has given us Freedom of Speech. It is the Soldier, not the Campus Organizer who has given us the Freedom to Demonstrate. It is the Soldier, who salutes the Flag; who serves beneath the Flag, and whose coffin is draped by the Flag, that allows the protester to burn the Flag. (Father Dennis O'Brien, US Marine Corp. Chaplain).

My Blog

Check out this event: Beckys Birthday

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Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:30:00 PST

dedicated to the crew

Everyone lives life hoping for things to get better. Their motivation each day is that one day everything will be alright. What we dont realize is that there will be good days and bad days but evrythi...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 12:49:00 PST

picture of this girls past

a little girl with a smiling facea lonely life with a hopeless casea terrible movie replaying in her headalot of tears alot of blood that has been shedthe sound so loud the sound so clearthe man himse...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 11:34:00 PST

afterall dreams are just fantasy's

I sit in a dark corner somewhere unaware of whats happening around me, if anything at all.My head is resting on my elbows as they rest on my already tired knees, my eyes are closed tightly as if tryin...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:37:00 PST

:sighs:: he's suicidal that way I guess

How was life today? he asked herShe just looked down, tears daring to fall down her already flustered cheeks.She didnt want him to know the truth, how much she tried to live life normally but could'nt...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 06:21:00 PST

BLAH ^_^ lol

She doesnt know it but one day she will be loved and she wont careShe doesnt know it but one day happiness will knock on her door and she will not answerShe doesnt know it but one day she will have th...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:19:00 PST

Moonlight Angel

Sometimes things only explain themselves only with time, Trust can never be explained but sometimes thats all you can count on.It was a warm afternoon, the sun was ready to give way to the moons incan...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 12:19:00 PST

Im Happy

I was happy today,I woke up with a smileand loved ones by my side.I was happy today,I have good healthand I have nothing false to hide.I was happy today,I have good friends that love meand that would ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 11:23:00 PST

"Catch me if you can"

Writers Note:: I decided to put most of my poems and stories up in the next couple of days out of all of them this one describes me best.....enjoy!!! Im the wind free as can be I whisper out dance wi...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 11:03:00 PST

"Going Home"

A Smile upon his face A tear upon his eye A miracle is this case When a soldier doesnt die A nervous waiting wife In her house she waits alone Thanking god for life Her soldiers coming home With ever...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 10:48:00 PST