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Beautiful Disaster

My heart is a fist drenched in blood

About Me

in the words of john..."kim's rad. can't say anything else because it's to inappropriate."

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My Interests

My Addictions: Music, Cuddling, Kissing, Rings, Soccer, Nail polish, Black eyeliner, Piercings, Tattoos, Smoking, Drinking, Coffee, Mt Dew, White Out, Snow, Puppies, Straight Hair, Curly Hair, Rocket Baum, Spooning, Getting Butterflies, Beach, Holding Hands, Massages, Singing really loud in my car, Megafone fun, getting emails, postcards, Pictures, Used Books, Road Trips, Fast Food, Chivalry (big in my book), pretty dresses, Having my make up done, My nephew Ryan, Spicy Nacho Doritos, Vodka, Ice cream, Strawberries, Carmel apples, Candles, Lotion, Perfume, Sunglasses, Turtles, Swimming, Jacuzzi, and finally Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll

I'd like to meet:

someone who sings to me. someone who dedicates songs to me. someone who will take care of me and protect my heart and not break it. someone who will hold my hand when i'm scared and keep me warm when i'm cold. someone who remembers that chivalry is important and that some girls like them to pay and open doors. I hate liars and cheaters."Does he make you laugh?"-George Clooney "He doesn't make me cry..."- Julia Roberts ---Oceans Eleven----People put you down enough you start to believe it.-I think you a are very bright and very special woman.-The bad stuff is always easier to believe. You ever notice that?---Pretty Woman---

Music:


lyrics - make you smile
Your 2005 Song Is
Mr. Brightside by The Killers

"It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss"

Let's just say you're happy to be done with 2005! What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?Motion city Soundtrack, AFI, Natasha Bedingfield, As hope Dies, Throwdown, Matchbox 20, Straylight Run, Rocket Summer, Taking BAck Sunday, Norma Jean, Ben Kweller, Feeder, Jack's Mannequin, Audioslave, Nada Surf, Coheed and Cambria, Gavin Degraw, Citizen Cope, Tyler Hilton, Mozella, Shout out Louds, Jimmy Eat World, Reliet K, Haley James Scott, Michelle Featherstone, Stray's Don't Sleep, Mest, Korn, My Chemical Romance, The Used, Matchbox Romance, Death Cab for Cutie, Hawthorn Heights,Hellogoodbye, Anberlin, Acceptance, Mae, Vanessa Carlton, Michelle Branch, All American Rejects, Sugar Cult, Overcome, As I Lay dying, Embraced, Demon Hunter, Comeback Kid, Brand New, Nodes of Ranvier, Zao, Gin Blossoms, Bright Eyes, From Autumn To Ashes, Early November, The Cure, Tom Petty, Anything Acoustic, Static Lullabye, The Starting Line, Thursday, Letter kills, The Killers, Rascal Flatts, usher, Story Of the Year, Something Corporate, Postal Service, Dashboard Confessional, 80's, 90's Rock, Garth Brooks, Trapt, Eminem, Avril Livigne, Yellowcard, The Ataris, Three Days Grace, Nelly, Papa Roach, Maroon 5, Atreyu, Underoath...etc...etc..etc..

Movies:

FINDING NEMO, Seven, American History X, Full Metal Jacket, The Patriot (mmmm...MEL GIBSON), Black Hawk Down, Enemy at the Gates, Chocolat, Training Day, blow, run lola run, shawshank redemtion, Requrium for a dream,Napolean, T-3, Pete's Dragon

Television:

Lizzie Maquire, Family Guy, ER, CSI, Animal Precict, Gilmore Girls

Books:

The pact, The Catcher and the Rye, Without Sin, Go Ask Alice, The Diary of Anne Frank, The Book or Martyers, Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forever, Of Mice and Men, Sedona Storm, Silent Prey, A Walk to Remember

Heroes:

Quail-man© I got My Skulls Here xXx

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My Blog

saturday afternoon ramblings...

It's funny how fast your life can turn around sometimes. Getting rid of the old and accepting the new makes huge changes if you let it. In the last couple months I don't think I've been happier. I hav...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 02:06:00 PST

Too bad you knew me. When I wasn't ready.

"Masterpiece" Too bad you knew me. When I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready. Did I say, "Come and get me?" Too bad I held on. When you tried to tell me. This was wrong. Well, is this wrong? I am no maste...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 11:27:00 PST

important...must read

if you ever want to talk to me again.... homeboy from georgia lost my phone at the beach just now...call me if you want me to know your number and call your skank asses ever again. same...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:06:00 PST

cause i don't have one this year.... </3

This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who repli...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 06:20:00 PST

My Christmas Project...."Wish List for Soldiers"

Wish List for the Soldiers   ·       Wet Wipes ·       Deodorant ·       Pens & Paper (Stationary) ·&...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:36:00 PST

I need everyone's help on this one....It's really not asking for much

Hello,                As Christmas is approaching we all begin to get into the giving spirit. Well this year I am asking you to be extra gen...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:49:00 PST

Announcement (a must read)

Well guys the inevitable is happening. I am moving out. well I'm moving in general. I'm moving to Montana in about a month. I'll be leaving around July 28 to move in with Jesse. So for all of you tha...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 02:58:00 PST

i'm trying so hard to live like this right now

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll bre...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 04:34:00 PST

BIG HUGE NEWS EVERYONE

GOT MY NEW CAR LAST NIGHT...AND WHEN I SAY NEW I MEAN BRAND SPANKIN. 2006 HYUNDAI ELANTRA. CUTE AS HELL. I LOVE HER. SO IF YOU'D LIKE TO BE INTRODUCED LET ME KNOW AND I'LL CRUISE ON BY. LIFE IS GREAT...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 17 May 2006 04:05:00 PST

.feelings.

.frustrated. .angry. .tempted. .sad. .aggravated. confused. .contemplative. .aggitated. .worried. .restless. .stressed.   i'm not sure how i feel right now....
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 08 May 2006 12:15:00 PST