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"Or was there not a time also in your consciousness, my listener, when cheerful and without care you were glad with the glad, when you wept with those who wept, when the thoughts of God blended irrelevantly with your other conceptions, blended with your happiness but did not sanctify it, blended with your grief but did not comfort it? And later was there not a time when this in some sense guiltless life, which never called itself to account, vanished? Did there not come a time when your mind was unfruitful and sterile, your will incapable of all good, your emotions cold and weak, when hope was dead in your breast, and recollection painfully clutched at a few solitary memories of happiness and soon these also became loathsome, when everything was of no consequence to you, and the secular bases of comfort found their way to your soul only to wound even more your troubled mind, which impatiently and bitterly turned away from them? Was there not a time when you found no one to whom you could turn, when the darkness of quiet despair brooded over your soul, and you did not have the courage to let it go but would rather hang onto it and you even brooded once more over your despair? When heaven was shut for you, and the prayer died on your lips, or it became a shriek of anxiety that demanded an accounting from heaven, and yet you sometimes found within you a longing, an intimation to which you might ascribe meaning, but this was soon crushed by the thought that you were a nothing and your soul lost in infinite space? Was there not a time when you felt that the world did not understand your grief, could not heal it, could not give you any peace, that this had to be in heaven, if heaven was anywhere to be found; alas it seemed to you that the distance between heaven and earth was infinite, and just as you yourself lost yourself in contemplating the immeasurable world, just so God had forgotten you and did not care about you? And in spite of all this, was there not a defiance in you that forbade you to humble yourself under God's mighty hand? Was this not so? And what would you call this condition if you did not call it death, and how would you describe it except as darkness? But then when hope . . . ."
-Søren Kiekegaard
I recall a period of life when I had utopian sentiments; then I turned 17, began taking Jesus seriously, and started harvesting commonsense.
And, yes, I've choked bigger men than you.
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My Interests

amateur photography
amateur philosophy
well-formed sentences

I'd like to meet:

nobody else please. except you, babe. except you.

Music:

Pixies
Frank Black
Sonic Youth
Nina Persson
Pigeon John
U2
Johnny Cash

Movies:

the Elephant Man
Chariots of Fire
Shaun of the Dead
Hot Fuzz
Hero

Television:

the Office
24
South Park
Extras

Books:


"Above all, do not lie to yourself. A man who lies to himself and listens to his own lies comes to a point where he does not discern any truth either in himself or anywhere around him, and thus falls into disrespect towards himself and others. Not respecting anyone, he ceases to love, and having no love, he gives himself up to passions and coarse pleasures, in order to occupy and amuse himself, and in his vices reaches complete bestiality, and it all comes from lying continually to others and to himself. A man who lies to himself is often the first to take offense. It sometimes feels very good to take offense, doesn't it? And surely he knows that no one has offended him, and that he himself has invented the offense and told lies just for the beauty of it, that he has exaggerated for the sake of effect, that he has picked on a word and made a mountain out of a pea--he knows all of that, and still he is the first to take offense, he likes feeling offended, it gives him great pleasure, and thus he reaches the point of real hostility . . . Do get up from your knees and sit down, I beg you, these posturings are false, too . . ." -The Elder Zosima in Dostoevsky's The Brothers Karamazov
"I have often said that the sole cause of man's unhappiness is that he does not know how to stay quietly in his room" -Pascal
"In a sort of ghastly simplicity we remove the organ and demand the function. We make men without chests and expect of them virtue and enterprise. We laugh at honour and are shocked to find traitors in our midst. We castrate and bid the geldings be fruitful." -C.S. Lewis
"A traveller of good judgment may mistake his way, and be unawares led into a wrong track; and while the road is fair before him, he may go on without suspicion and be followed by others; but when it ends in a coal-pit, it requires no great judgment to know that he hath gone wrong, nor perhaps to find out what misled him." -Thomas Reid
"It is impossible for someone to lie unless he thinks he knows the truth. Producing bullshit requires no such conviction. A person who lies is thereby responding to the truth, and he is to that extent respectful of it. When an honest man speaks, he says only what he believes to be true; and for the liar, it is correspondingly indispensable that he considers his statements to be false. For the bullshitter, however, all these bets are off: he is neither on the side of the true nor on the side of the false. His eye is not on the facts at all, as the eyes of the honest man and of the liar are, except insofar as they may be pertinent to his interest in getting away with what he says. He does not care whether the things he says describe reality correctly. He just picks them out, or makes them up, to suit his purpose." -Harry Frankfurt
“There are some upon this earth of yours,” returned the Spirit, “who lay claim to know us, and who do their deeds of passion, pride, ill-will, hatred, envy, bigotry, and selfishness in our name, who are as strange to us and all our kith and kin, as if they had never lived. Remember that, and charge their doings on themselves, not us.” -Charles Dickens
"What is suffering? When something prized or loved is ripped away or never granted--work, someone loved, recognition of one's dignity, life without physical pain--that is suffering . . . Love in our world is suffering love. Some do not suffer much, though, for they do not love much. Suffering is for the loving." -Nicholas Wolterstorff
"Surely there is not a righteous man on earth who does good and never sins . . . See, this alone I found, that God made man upright, but they have sought out many schemes." -Ecclesiates 7:20, 29
"Shalom is God's design for creation and redemption; sin is blamable human vandalism of these great realities and therefore an affront to their architect and builder . . . Though we cannot always measure culpability for it, we do know that sin possesses appalling force. We know that when we sin, we pervert, adulterate, and destroy good things. We create matrices and atmospheres of moral evil and bequeath them to our descendents. By habitual practice, we let loose a great, rolling momentum of moral and spiritual evil across generations. By doing such things, we involve ourselves deeply in what theologians call corruption." -Cornelius Plantinga, Jr.
Almighty and most merciful Father; We have erred, and strayed from thy ways like lost sheep. We have followed too much the devices and desires of our own hearts. We have offended against thy holy laws. We have left undone those things which we ought to have done; And we have done those things which ought not to have done; And there is no health in us. But thou, O Lord, have mercy upon us, miserable offenders. Spare thou them, O God, which confess their faults. Restore thou them that are penitent; According to thy promises declared unto mankind in Christ Jesu our Lord. And grant, O most merciful Father, for his sake; That we may hereafter live a godly, righteous, and sober life, To the glory of thy holy Name. Amen. -The Book of Common Prayer

Heroes:

Nicholas Wolterstorff

Wayne Martin

Alvin Plantinga

Peter van Inwagen


C.S. Lewis - 'The Narnian'

J.R.R. Tolkien - the Great Cosmic Sub-Creator

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My Blog

Kants Cosmological Concession

Immanuel Kant argues in his Critique of Pure Reason1 that theistic arguments boil down to three: the Ontological Argument (OA), the Cosmological Argument (CA), and the Physico-Theological Argument (PT...
Posted by garrett on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 12:30:00 PST

Rorty Wants to Dominate Your "Bigoted" Children so as to Make Them More Like Him

"It seems to me that the regulative idea that we heirs of the Enlightenment, we Socratists, most frequently use to criticize the conduct of various conversational partners is that of 'needing educatio...
Posted by garrett on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 09:32:00 PST

Bush Did Not Lie

This squib is written for a single purpose. Just one: to rescue the English language from a particular abuse. So please do take care in reading it. It is neither a commendation nor a condemnation of P...
Posted by garrett on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 01:41:00 PST

Magic and Science as Twins (Quote of the Week)

"The serious magical endeavour and the serious scientific endeavour are twins: one was sickly and died, the other strong and throve . . . For magic and applied science alike the problem is how to subd...
Posted by garrett on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 12:27:00 PST

Polanyi on our Obligation to Commit to the Risk of Knowing (Quote of the Week)

"I declare myself committed to the belief in an external reality gradually accessible to knowing, and I regard all true understanding as an intimation of such a reality which, being real, may yet reve...
Posted by garrett on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 01:22:00 PST

Roberts on the Church of Churchlandism (Quote of the Week)

"Paul Churchland, trading on the fact that scientific advances, when assimilated, can change our perception of things, has suggested that it might be possible to eliminate 'folk ontology' altogether a...
Posted by garrett on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:57:00 PST

An Argument for the Nonexistence of Richard Dawkins

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Posted by garrett on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:15:00 PST

Lewis on Fortuitousness

I often think about the significance of those favorable events in life we sometimes call "happy coincidences" or "lucky happenstances", etc.those little things that rescue us from all sorts of unsavo...
Posted by garrett on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 01:33:00 PST

The Idea that Secular 'Reason' Includes Objective Morality

is pretty dubious business, if you ask me.
Posted by garrett on Thu, 24 May 2007 07:08:00 PST

B. C. E.

dumbest thing ever.
Posted by garrett on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:58:00 PST