the name's renee.
and i welcome all the hatered you can aim at my name.
"one at a time constance becomes surreal, one at a time heart attacks are revealed. i can see that i lose the joys of life one at a time." more often than not, even the people, even the moments, and even the circumstances that you feel you can go to for stability for that piece of happiness can all of a sudden shift and can all of a sudden become tainted. and everything that you believe or even the smallest moment of connection that you can feel can sometimes be destroyed. i am not a negative person,i am shockingly. i am somewhat of a realist and i am a very passionate person so i dont like to expect that shift. i dont like to expect for things that i love to become malignant or to become simply a great dissappointment. but it happens and its devistating everytime.
i'm a strong believer in KARMA.
i await for the days that people i care about fuck me, and fuck me hard.
not that i like to feel hurt or dissappointed by people that i love, its just that i know you'll get yours, and you'll get it good.
and i know that you'll get this one feeling, a feeling that i personally hate: REGRET.
i know you'll regret hurting me, or anyone for that matter, because you'll soon know what it's like.
that's the satisfaction i get in people hurting me.
so anyway: im loud, fun, crazy, jealous, wonderful, a thinker, a character, a believer, and an absolute mess.
there's more to me than just this, get to know me, im sure you'll love me.
