=NOTE: 5 years gone. Another letter. Maybe you’d like to read it and maybe you’d like to leave a comment.**************************************************** **I completely forgot myself… it’s like you’re still here. It’s strange, you know? How is that you forget something completely, an important something but, there is always something to remind you, that you can’t forget. Today I woke up and drank some orange juice, then I took a shower. I listened to some music and finally I sat in front of my computer and found that today is the day. I completely forgot about it! I had my head busy last week, kind of nervous. After Saturday everything went perfect; actually, last Saturday was great! I’ve been feeling so happy since then. So, I’m not writing you a sad letter this time. I’ll give you some nice lines. Not long ago, a someone I know, advised me to try doing things I usually don’t. Then a friend told me to do something I really wanted, no matter if I had to do it alone, otherwise, I’d regret it. And finally another friend told me I’d find someone. In the end, everything went right, even though, it seemed the opposite at some moment. Of course, you know what I’m talking about. My point is, that I remembered things I had forgotten. That something reminded me, that I just forgot, not lost. Well, now I remember how much I love Rock n Roll, I remember that gigs are the best places to be and I didn’t mind going alone. I remember that I used to get in the mere crowd and shake my head. That I can scream my lungs out and dance as a possessed one! I remember when I was a child I used to love watching videos and Grunge was going on... Anyway! I remember I used to like and do lots of things, and maybe, the people who know me now, can’t believe it, because I let it aside for a log time, until I forgot. Now I remember lots. I decided to do something I usually didn’t and finally found someone. I had a great time and now I don’t have anything to regret, just to thank and give back. Why do I tell you all of this? What does it have to do with today? Well, that now I remember a little more of who I am. I remember that I also smile when I listen to you, not only cry. I remember we’re pretty much alike. That you’re here and when I’m gone, somebody else will remember for me. That these letters I write to you will remain and somewhere in time I rejoice with your music and I love you so much! I am who I am, all mixed up and naive but I am myself and true! Maybe someday I’ll make some great mastepiece as you did many! I thank goodness for you are a good soul! Haha! I still have your music and your smile on the wall. I feel proud of being your fan. That’s it! I feel touched by Grace because I like your music! How pretentious is that? Haha! I‘d call it childish. Come on! Have a laugh with me! Of course I miss you, but I can miss feeling happy. Today, I give you the biggest of smiles! Endlessly. Kisses and hugs. How could I ever forget it’s been five years? I’m in a nice mood today so, what would you like to do sweet Elliott?*********Blury, Melissa C. Mel-low! 21- 10 - 2008