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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Assassinian Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Butt

About Me


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Dear XXX

You show one soft smile – my tears stop.
You say one soft word – my sadness is gone.
You sing one soft song – my heart opens wide.
You give a glance in my direction – I am happy for months.
Just show me, that I DO exist!
Be there for me and smile...
Your emotional voice leaves me quaking.
Your sensible lips let me dream.
Your deep eyes are my longing.
Just by you I want to be seen.
Forget all those people, who scorn you
Don’t listen to their stupid jokes
You’re not the only one crying
You' re never really alone.
Just show me, that I DO exist!
Be there for me and smile...
When there is blood on your body, it hurts.
When there are tears in your eyes, I cry.
When your face is clouded with hate, I scream.
We’re screaming and crying together – unknown.
Just show me, that I DO exist!
Be there for me and smile...
When you’re sitting in your room alone,
Be sure that someone is thinking of you
My thoughts are with you all the time,
Allthough you will never know...
Your emotional voice leaves me quaking.
Your sensible lips let me dream.
Your deep eyes are my longing.
Just by you I want to be seen.
Forget all those people, who scorn you
Don’t listen to their stupid jokes
You’re not the only one crying
You' re never really alone.
You showed me, that I DO exist!
You were there for me and smiled...
You helped me to cope with the shit in my life
Allthough you will never notice me...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Before all I'd wish to meet Dir en Grey - especially Kyo.

My Blog

Fuck you, life.

lost.alone.unseen.seen wrong.that's my life.I'm not seen by people I want to be seen.I'm seen by people I don't want to be seen.I hate my life.I'm not sure if I can fullfill my dream.I want to make mu...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 06:34:00 GMT

Lost like Ripped Angelwings

Lost angelwings are on my way.Lost angelwings that lack feathers...I feel like these wings.Lost.Alone.Abandoned.Forgotten in my room.I could die and noone would recognize it for days. ...Maybe weeks.D...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 21:20:00 GMT

Bittersweet Goodbye

I cant live in this world anymore.This damned reality perforates me, destroys me.Why cant I just disappear?Why cant I just die?I have to admit, that my thoughts are circling around suicide more oft...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:57:00 GMT

What I see while looking into the mirror...

I grew without noticing&When I now look into the mirror, there is no girl anymore&There is a woman... not ugly, but also not beautiful......When did this happen?I remember myself playing alone in the ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 05:35:00 GMT

My MASK

I'm sitting there alone... But even when I'm alone, I can't give up my mask, waiting for someone who may not see my real self. This real self would stand aside, making itself small and unseen, but a...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 00:12:00 GMT

Caught by past

    Someone told me to put my faith in what I most believe in... But for me this isnt possible.My faith...What IS my faith...?I believe in music, I believe in fantasy and I believe in my...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 14:10:00 GMT

Dry your Tears with Love

Loneliness... Your silent whisper fills a river of tears through the night... Memory... You never let me cry... and you never said goodbye to me... I feel that people are leaving me... my friends, my ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 13:15:00 GMT

... and suddenly I feel so alone...

I went to the Miyavi concert yesterday... ... Yes, I. Unfortunately I'm studying three hours by train away from all I love. ... Yes, from all. Allthough I'm talking sometimes about some collegues at t...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 03:04:00 GMT

Angel of Blood

You left me... Left me aside... Please, don't leave me like that... Your words, your promises... I can't believe... First you skipped our relationship, but wanted to stay friends... Then you wanted ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 06:33:00 GMT

Scream alone

I feel abandoned& People who promised to come with me, left me one after another... Now it seems, I have to scream alone...  
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 10:30:00 GMT