paul

life's never been this hard... i've never been in a more critical condition in my life ever... will be moving soon... dont want to... will miss everyone and all the memories that's carried in this house... school and work can be better... and i'm on my knees begging for forgiveness to the girl that i love... i make mistakes, we all do, but none hardly do it twice.. i'm one of the lucky ones to have done so...and i am truely deeply and most sincerely sorry for my imperfection and hardheadedness... i don't have the power to turn back the hands of time but i do have the power to learn and grow from my many mistakes and to tell the world and you that i am sorry... and will forever be disappointed in my self and for ruining such a great thing... please if you read this, find it in your heart to realize how sorry i am and that what we had was everything close to perfect filled with eternal happiness... don't let the sad imperfections of my manlihood ruin such a great thing... i will 4ever be sorry to myself and to you.... i love you.........