About Me
- I have a strong personality; one many can't handle. I love my life, my family, my job and my best friends. I don't let many people in, but when I do I hold them close to my heart. I have an open mind and a very positive outlook on life. I only surround myself with deserving people. I don't waste my time with narrow-mindedness. Life is to short and there are far to many people to meet than to have naive individuals slow me down.
I believe in giving everyone a fair chance in the beginning - I believe first impressions are significant. The way someone reacts on situations in front of someone they barely know, defines their character; who they are in the long run. -
'I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.'
- Martha Washington
'I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go..'
-I'm turning over a new leaf guys...
That, or I'm picking back up on old habits... I don't know! Watch out now - Bea's coming out of HYBERNATION!-
words for you...i might live in a small town but i am not naive... I am known to be intimidating, bitter, and to some at times a b!tch... I work hard and push to strive, i have ambition to be something and make something of myself, i have high expectations and look for the same qualities in a guy...i wont settle for less, ill only give my heart to him only if he can prove to be a real man. Entice me and prove to me you are the one.. how appealing can u be..
name: bea
nationality: laotian
age: twenty-three
residence: [317]Indianapolis, IN
status: flyinq solo : applications not accepted
school: Indiana University - Kelly School of Business
Major: B.S - Business Management
occupation: EXCELL Manager @ Honda West/Student
::It`s that simple - who I am::
What I`ve said, what I didn`t, what I`m about to say,
If it`s wrong, if it`s right, if it`s a little mean in a way,
what my pen writes down, or my wandering eye may read,
If it`s beautiful, if it`s ugly if it makes your heart bleed,
Why I have no voice, can`t carry a tune, yet always sing out loud,
Why I don`t please you until I please myself or make my myself feel proud,
What I say, What I do, what I wear,
My style, my walk, how I comb my hair,
If I fight, If I triumph, if I leave,
What I choose, What I turn away, what I keep,
How much I work, how much I play, how much I sleep,
How I kneel, how I worship,how I stop to pray,
What I interpret,what I question, what I take away,
If I lead, if I follow, If I stand off to the side,
If I rise up, if I back down, if I slide off somewhere and hide,
What I know, what I knew, what I can`t explain,
Why I feel good, why I`ve felt better, why I can`t stand the pain,
Where I go, who I`m with, what I do,
If I like her, if I like him, if I like you,
If I take a little, if I hold a little, if I give a little more,
Who I`d fight for,who I`d cry for, who I`d lay down my life for,
What I was, what I am, what I may become,
Who I once loved, who once loved me, who I`ll love when that time comes,
Who I`ve held close, who I`ve pushed away, who I hope to hold some more,
Who I`ve reached out for, who`ve reached out for me, who slammed my reach off in the door,
What I look for, what I long for, what I hope to never see,
What I think of you, what I thought of you, or what you think of me,
What I am is what I like and that`s how I plan to stay,
What I do is what I choose because I`m better off that way,
And I don`t plan to lower my head and justify myself to you today...
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‘As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, and no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love, and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.’
