beatofadifferentdrum

Me? borderline psychotic at times with a passion for the unknown. i eat cereal and pop-tarts at 3 AM. i collected smurfs and baseball cards when i was a kid. i lived all over the country. ive been sober since April 1, 1999. seriously. im pretty good on a snowboard since i started back in 85. old school i guess. love listening to music and watching my Yankees play ball. can write a decent poem or two. i have a shoe fetish. restless. understanding. logical. methodical. my ashtray is filled with Parliament Light 100's. im a leader. i dont judge. i suffer. i rarely elate. im sometimes moody. i dont play video games but i ruled at QBert and Donkey Kong back in the day. sarcastic. funny. dualistic. wise. communicative. non-conformist. quizzical. i have an insatiable thirst for knowledge so i ask alot of questions. sometimes apathetic. would do anything for the ones' i love. a role model, albeit not one of riches and fame. im simple. im complex. im hoping to fall in love again. im picky. i live one day at a time. i can be stubborn at times as, im true to myself and strong in my convictions. quitting drinking was the hardest thing i've ever done. im often craving pizza and wings. Go Bills!!! i miss my childhood sometimes and my friends from college. anxious. hardworking. determined. educated. courageous. inventive. creative. dependable. im not superficial. Kobe's the closest thing i've seen since Jordan. if any comparison can be made. i dont forget my roots. i say random things often. trusting. loving. loyal. imaginative. faithful. honest. i can be shy. id rather be outside than in. some say im too idealistic. i say there's no such thing. my lifes an X File. i have conspiracy theories and think too much. i listen to metal when fiesty. hip hop when bouncy. im a perfectionist. i have a few really good friends scattered around. what you assume or presume may lead you astray if you really wanna know me. im the kid who sat in the back of the class because he didn't wanna sit too close. i drew anarchy symbols on my notebooks and read rhymes into an old tape recorder when a kid. i wish i had those tapes. the recorder too. i like thrift stores. coffee shops are my second home. got friends all over and i cant seem to settle down. this page of mine is lame. i am alot of things. i hide inside my shell when i need to lay low. i always re-emerge. i mean well. i don't have the smurfs anymore......just a bunch of sneakers, passion, curiousity,and a big heart that i wear on my sleeve.