happy can i be... |
Wow. I am in a really positive mood right now. I just am hopeful for a blissful future. I am doing so much better then i was last year, yet I was living on my own and at a university. ...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 04:28:00 PST |
could it be symbolic.. |
I have something that is driving me nuts. well it always drives me nuts. and i get it done eventually ,but it came up again. so now i have to take care of it. well i havnt but i have been naggin...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 05:59:00 PST |
lol... |
So a guy that i have never even spoken to shouts out "beaner" to me last night. i was wondering what the hell he was thinking. 1. i never even talked to him 2. My badge says Mi...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 03:10:00 PST |
love what i wrote. |
People tend to fill their hearts through loved ones, movements and often and more practical, God. So naturally, i feel empty.again. tormented. grrrrrrrrrrr....
Posted by MICHAELalan on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 02:20:00 PST |
only at 5:44 am |
So indecisive . Watch the breaks in my speech. I'm a frantic mess. Regardless of what i set out to do, i somehow bring myself back to step one. If I slash my wrist, then its my attempt to g...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 05:45:00 PST |
till 0907 or is it...i think not. |
Yuck. Life is going at such a different pace then I expected. Yet life is all about the unexpected. Ive come to realize how much is due to my carelessness. i just didnt seize those m...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 08:22:00 PST |
Dear friends. |
Truthfully
i just want to be inspired. Chronically, chasing the ghost of a good thing. :( and it's pretty fucken pathetic. I am grateful, but g...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 08:16:00 PST |
call me flamasaurus rex... |
..>
call me flamasaurus rex.
1. What time did you get up this morning? THIS AFTERNOON AT 2:302. Diamonds or pearls? i like pearls on a girl. they are classy. but diamonds cant complain either3. Wh...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:41:00 PST |
scured |
once again i will be tested.... ugliness i am filling my life with. ...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 11:42:00 PST |
try to understand, theres an old mistake... |
This will be pretty blunt. Finding the right words is often hard to do, but what's harder for me is finding the right life for me. Im a troubled individual. I often warn girls like im this smaller ver...
Posted by MICHAELalan on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 10:11:00 PST |
