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"Advice is a form of nostalgia.
Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal,
wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts,
and recycling it for more than it’s worth."
Baz Luhrmann
what I am is what I am
are you what you are or what?
I can see my breath, and what's left of the west parking lot
and all the spaces that we fought
and it all seems forgotten, left in the bottom
in past piles of rubble, in puddles of rain water
that hurt last night when I left like that
and when I "won't come back"
speaking my peace to the past
can't help but wonder, who is this wind at my back?
a whisper to walk on
come on from all that
you're the only one who stuck it out last night
the only other one who caught the other line
you're the only one when this world collides
the one that I can't deny
for lindsay; you're everything.