james brian

As I looked at myself in the mirror, I realized how my face had changed in time. My hair is longer, my wrinkles visible and even the way my face stretches when I smile is different. I see myself every day in the mirror, but this time its different. I’ve grown old. Somehow, my attitudes didn’t change. I still am sweet, jolly, cranky, lazy and passionate.Sweet. I know this because my friends tell me how I’m always around whenever they needed somebody to hang out with, talk and listen to and even be with them in times of trouble.Jolly. Well, I always find myself cracking up jokes just to cheer up my depressed and problematic friends. I even laugh at myself. This is only for those who are dear to me.Cranky. Of course, I do have a negative side. I’m cranky in the morning when I wake up from sleep. Cranky when some of the things don’t seem to go my way. I’m the last person you should talk to when I have hangover from partying the night before.Lazy. Well, there are just times that I don’t feel like standing up or doing something. I just want to lie down in bed, watch TV and eat. Most commonly called a “couch potato”. I guess it’s a guy thing.Passionate. I am a very passionate person. When I have a feel for things, I do it. I have an intense desire for food, alcohol, love and sex. I also love the rush and feeling of danger. I’m a very sensual person. My close friends know this.This is how I see myself through the eyes of my close friends and loved-ones.