Greetings and Salutations, Visitors and Friends! Welcome to my, "not quite so humble abode", as you'll soon see. For all of its intent and purpose, I should have you sign a disclaimer in the event that you leave this website somewhat mentally and emotionally distraught. Lol! I only say this for reasons that may become blatantly obvious as you begin to scroll down the page. For in so much as this page is laden with the truth of reality, it also contains about as much grace as that of a fallen angel.Ahh... yes. Clearly here below, is one of the music players. The other one is located under Interests a little further down the page. Just to be fair, you might notice that as you move the cursor, sometimes the page itself, has a mind of its own. Lol! It is my personal opinion that Myspace and Windows Vista do not always get along.
<>If you're just interested in looking at images and viewing the slideshows, then by all means let the music player do its part. But if you really want to get the full gist of what I'm all about, pause the music player and watch the videos. After all... It is the STORY OF MY LIFE.Besides, it's the videos combined with the text, that will really give you something to think about. And that is the true intent of this page. Be forewarned however, some of the content contained herein is not for the faint of heart or weak in stomach. Viewer discretion is advised. By the way... If at any point you attempt to watch a video and it states, "We're Sorry, This Video Is No Longer Available", or "This Video No Longer Exists", chances are, it's lying to you! Refresh the page, and don't worry about how long it takes. After all, there is a lot of material on this page, so keep that in mind.Sometimes I can be a little abrasive. Kind of like... Sandpaper... If you know what I mean. It hasn't been easy throughout life, but I must admit I wouldn't change a thing. Everything happens in life for a reason, I sincerely don't believe in coincidence. When all is said and done, the truth shall be common knowledge.<> I'd like to take a moment to dedicate this endeavor to all of my friends who did not make it to adulthood, and also to those who have recently passed on into eternity as well.There have been far too many over the years, most of whom I believe had so much more to offer this world, than what few opportunities life presented before them.I can't say this for most of them, but I know that some would want me to remember the lighter side of things that truly depicted the nature of their character.<>But for many of them, life was difficult, to the extreme side of things. There was plenty of turmoil, and an ever abundant presence of hardship. Whether internal suffering, by the overwhelming feelings of neglect and despair,or external persecution for their creative individuallity.Most of these people were by no means a part of the "in crowd". To say they wouldn't win a popularity contest, would most certainly be an understatement.I chose to befriend them because I fit into the same category as most of them. Which was simply this: Forsaken by family, Rejected by the "Church", and Persecuted by our peers. Oftentimes the result of this left many of us experiencing COLD FEELINGS as a day to day standard.For many of them, I hold little comfort in knowing the outcome of events that lead toward their own eternal condition. But for some, we shall indeed meet again. When The Angels Sing.<>God Bless all the men and women who have served, and also those currently serving in the United States Armed Forces.There are several whom I know that have previously served, and also many who I know that are currently doing their part for this nation in which we live. If you don't respect them, then don't bother yourself in getting to know me, because I wouldn't like you anyway.I don't appreciate the worthless acts of you pathetic assholes, who are defiling the burial services of our men and women who have died for this nations interests. You say it's your right to disgrace these funeral services by protesting the war...? You are a disgrace, and an embarresment to our nation. The families who have suffered the loss of their loved ones in my opinion, should have the right to have you drawn and quartered for treason. Let me guess... you'd also say that it's your right to burn our flag. Not in my Presence. You don't want to know what I'd do to you.It has been a privilege to know my Great Uncle who served in the Army, and fought in world war II. I'm also greatful to both of my Uncles who served in the armed forces as well. One, in the Navy (Rest In Peace), and the other who was a Marine. My Cousin Sean, from California is currently serving in Iraq. The folowing videos are for all of you, Lest We Forget.Nineteen '95 Paul Hardcastle.<>So... By now you can see that I'm all about WAR. I LOVE war! All war. I love all the death and bloodshed, and explosions... And nuclear weapons! Lol!What would this world be without nuclear weapons? Boring! Yes boring. I even write songs about war. And those songs contain lyrics that express war in its purest, unadulterated form! Full of death and bloodshed, and explosions, and nuclear weapons! Lol!... SERIOUSLY PEOPLE... I'm only kidding. Well, except for the part about writing songs, because I do write songs. It's true, some of them aren't very pretty, I admit that. But hey... Sometimes I just want to EXPLODE. RIP DIMEBAG.I was born country, raised in Gospel Truth and pepared for war! Bear with me a moment, I do have a sense of "humour" and tend to be a little sarcastic at times. I liken myself as unto a ram in wolves clothing. Lol! By the blood which floweth through my veins, I consider myself to be a civilized, savage, nordic barbarian. Odd? Perhaps. Lol! Some folks might see me as being some sort of radical Amish extremist. Lol! Now wouldn't that be something? "I want everyone to die!!!... But in a peaceable manner."There are some that would perhaps question the sincerity of the following statement, But I really don't care what people think about it, or me for that matter, because it's true. I love GOD, have faith in Christ, and believe in myself. I also respect the opinions of others, regardless as to whether or not I agree. This does not imply that I am open to except into practice the things that a secular society constantly attempt to push onto me. Rather the opposite. I will hear you out, and you most certainly are entitled to your own opinion. It all comes down to your own choice, and I choose to CARRY THE CROSS.It's not that I carry His cross, rather my own cross. And why shouldn't I? He Carried His cross for all of us, whether you like it or not.And regardless of your opinion on the subject matter, it doesn't change the reality of it. Perhaps you disagree. That is your decision. But don't expect me to embrace your ideology and forsake mine. You have to choose your own path. As a human being I would not respect you any less for choosing to disagree with what is being presented to you. Hell, for that matter, many of my friends do not share the same opinion. They have made their choice and I simply respect that. I have made mine.The following video, after some research, (certainly not to the extent or degree of others), has proven to me things that once I could only speculate on. It's in my opinion, a very accurate, basic explanation of the heavens above. Do not confuse this with Astrology, for in no way is it connected to any form thereof...As direct descendants of Scottish Royalty, (King Malcom) of the fifteenth century, my family settled in Virginia in the year 1648. Rich in history, and wealthy for his time, William earned his prosperity as the owner of a Merchant Vessel. Enduring all necessary hardships throughout generations, my family has fought for this nations interests. Including the French Indian War, The American Revolution, for the South in the Civil War, World War II, The Vietnam War, and is currently serving in Iraq. This being said, I consider myself to be somewhat patriotic, but certainly not ignorant...I am fully aware of the times in which we live, and must say that we are all fast becoming the SKELETONS OF SOCIETY.Ever pushing onward in the so called name of "Progress", we unwittingly digress backwards as a people, forsaking the natural order of creation by GOD, to attain a state of godhood ourselves.Yet little do most people recognize how decieved they truly are, into continuing with the "norm" set before them. The time to awaken from this self induced trance is long overdue...Never in mankinds history has it been more accurate to say, FOREVER CONSUMED OBLIVION.<>Now, as the political and religious endgame unfolds, through all manner of perversion and deception, we can clearly see that the love of money has been replaced with a lust for absolute power.<>Do we still not recognize that The Idiots Are Taking Over?Apparently there are many, who still proceed day to day unaware that as it was in the days of Noah,so shall it be at the coming of the Son of Man.Clearly this is a generation reserved unto the fast approaching day of judgement.If you sincerely have doubts to the claims of what THE HOLY SCRIPTURES actually say, regarding the days of NOAH; and if you truly discount the book of GENESIS, (chapter 6), as being nothing more than a fairy tale, and the recollection of the GIANTS as simply myth... Then you tell me what the hell this is pictured below! YES THIS IS a photograph of the excavation of an actual "GIANT". (Thanks for the email III.)We have found ourselves enveloped by deception on a Global scale, as now we await the fulfillment of one of the most profound events in modern times. Knowing full well that this element of the big picture has already taken place, we should not continue to endulge in the fallacy of ignorance.Therefore we have been forwarned, the birth of Antichrist, and the rise of the Beast is not something to be taken lightly.Now as we race ever faster toward the end of the age of grace, we hear the beckoning call of our own oblivion. Only to find that we have been prepared as a people, for the immanent arrival of the destroyer, Abaddon.Perhaps it is already too late in the grand scheme of events, to truly have a say in anything that controls what is coming to pass before our very eyes. Could it be that we are already in the 11th HOUR?Perhaps all of us have simply become, the PROGENIES OF THE GREAT APOCOLYPSE.<>Of course, none of this changes the fact that I am a person, "lol", with my own fair share of flaws. Usually I try to keep to myself most of the time. But this doesn't mean that I don't like to go out and have some fun. You do have to live a little, right? Maybe a movie, or some type of sporting event? Perhaps a good concert is in order.Although I must admit, that in any given week I barely have enough time to sit down, relax, and enjoy even a good B-grade movie. Lol!I think perhaps it's only fair to admit, that I sincerely don't have time for habitually stupid people. Lol! I have to deal with stupidity on a daily basis which consistantly compromises safety at work. Which is actually somewhat concerning, as I've been driving off road haul trucks at an open pit mine for over five years now. Lol! Look... I'll put it to you this way. Stupid is... as stupid does! You can fix a car, but you can't fix stupid!Of course, Global Stupidity is another issue. The only thing that I can recommend in the face of global stupidity is to REFUSE - RESIST! Otherwise it's just an ongoing case of CHAOS - AD!The fact of the matter is this... You can say peace with safety, peace with security. But then sudden destruction is upon you. Are you willing to give up your liberty for a lie? Hey...! Don't get pissed off at me! I'm not the one saying "PEACE! PEACE!", when there is no peace! There will never be peace, until the Prince of Peace returns! Until then, We Fight!When it comes to relationships, I don't play stupid games that feed on drama. All this does is harden peoples hearts, and destroy their spirits.Which is bullshit. Anyone who is mature enough in spirit has an understanding of this. Besides, people die over this issue. Is it really worth it?I hope that even if some of this was offensive to you, that you were able to get a good laugh at some point. These are difficult times in which we live, and there are only two paths one can to choose to take. Chose wisely. Each one of us is flawed, yet with our own qualities. It is my earnest desire that all of this has given you something to think about. Sincerely Maxwell.<><>