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I believe I'm just about an impossible person. I'm not special in this thinking however, I believe everyone is just a little bit impossible. Otherwise we'd all be terribly predictable, and how uneventful and routine life would become for us all if this were to be true. I hate and adore just about everything I come in contact with. Of course, I lean in one direction or the other when arriving at these feelings, but the truth is, I can only be fair with everything in life, to be fair. Which leads me to analysis, and thus seeing that nothing is perfect, I am forced to come to the tentative conclusion, for all conclusions must be always cautiously conclusive, that some things in this life just simply please me more than others. But never completely. For even if it is everything I want, I could never possibly have everything it is, and I'd be always left with that fraction of a desire to have what I can't. Nevertheless, I am still able to derive enjoyment and mirth from all that this life encounters, even if it is perpetually accompanied by its more morose characteristics. Whether or not I consistently show this joy I have for all things is another matter. I dare say more often than not I don't show it at all. For only that life is so engrossing in it's misery, that to pull myself away from its scenes would be, to miss the best part of it's show, that being, the chance to catch an ion of comprehension on how truly amazing and enigmatic life is. But to linger in misery is to become drunk with it, thus losing sense of it's purpose. I can certainly be blamed for lingering there from time to time. But be confident that I am not a miserable person, just one who finds misery to be a wonderfully terrible topic of study. and I am eager to share my findings with any ears that will listen. As for the joy I feel, it is always present, and when one knows me well, I believe they see it in me and know I am but a broker of ideas and not a dealer of corrosive ideologies. But then again, what do I know?

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My Blog

Lord Henry to Dorian Gray

there is no such thing as a good influence. all influence is immoral. immoral from the scientific point of view. Because to influence a person is to give him ones own soul.he does not think his natur...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 22:52:00 GMT

My thoughts on people, in Joseph Conrads words.

"...I found myself back in the sepulchral city resenting the sight of people hurrying through the streets to filch a little money from each other, to devour their infamous cookery, to gulp their unwho...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 15:49:00 GMT

The End of Innocence

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pVJiANx4AQ8  (Copy this link into a new window and play this song while you read my blog for maximum effect)   Last night was the last night of my childhood.&n...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 22:16:00 GMT

Yea...

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Posted by on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 16:34:00 GMT

Girls (revisited)

I always leave an open door for anyone with a valid arguement against something that I have said.  I want to hear what other people think, and I want to hear why they think I'm wrong.  But m...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 12:27:00 GMT

Girls

I dont like girls. They are mean and shitty and fucked up.  They lie, to you and themselves and they play with feelings like a cat would with a baby mouse.  They dont know wha...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 22:34:00 GMT

The Dangers of Dealing with negativity

Ok, so I figured something out...You can rid your life of anger, sadness, bitterness, etc...  All you need to do is take all your negative feelings, all the shit, all the drama, everything that y...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 05:06:00 GMT

I have a few things to say:

I have just a few things I'd like to say: 1.  I hate people who wear sandals in the winter.   You're not in Orange County California.  You're not at the beach.  It's cold out...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 18:06:00 GMT

The End of an Era: I'm retiring my hat.

There comes a time in every persons life, when they have to give something up, for the greater, overall good. It's never an easy thing to do, but what makes it hard, is what makes it that much more i...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Dec 2004 00:05:00 GMT

Bush, Terrorists, and Rednecks

When the terrorists attack, I hope they attack the south and the midwest.  This way only the dumb people in this country will die.  You should be obligated to pass an IQ test before bei...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Nov 2004 15:25:00 GMT