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Amanda

Is it my fault if Nature gave me tastes that differ from the ordinary?

About Me


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Greetings everyone. My name is Amanda, though most call me Panda. I am 23 years old. Music and pediatrics is my passion. I'm just recently single, I went through a month of the boohoo...*emo emo*. Now I'm back, and significantly better than I was prior to the actual relationship.
I'm happy, I've decided life is too short to sit back and wait for things to be handed to you, you have to fight for them. Something I knew for a long time, but something I kind of lost sight of. I just needed it pointed out to me again.
I would rather be a lover than a fighter, but I do fight for the morals and beliefs I have. I am not too concerned on what people think about me. The only person who has to like you, is you, anyone else is just a bonus. I've lived years as a Gothic Girl, in goth I mean the entire persona of it, the personality, the passion, the admiration for darker aspects of life, the open mindedness, intellegance, and thirst for knowledge. If you think it's Columbine bullshit or little kids running around in black clothes, do more research. Once a Goth always a Goth, there's no way to belong to such an open lifestyle and walk into a closed closet for the rest of your life.
I am extremely polite, but I'm also very firm. I want things my way. I like things my way, and essentially, demand them to be. But manage to always give consideration to everyone involved. I'm a fair minded, truthful, trustworthy, and caring person. I hate to see those I care about upset. It hurts a little bit inside of me when I see this.
I'm a Christian, the lone Christian in a world of Pagans. I have an opened mind and my beliefs are special to me, but should not be forced upon other people.
Now that I've rambled about who I am, I'm going move on and let you all listen to the wicked freaking cool stuff that is I would caress were it tangable.
I am 93% Video Game Addict.
.. I got a problem, man. I may not find the answer to life in a video game. I need to turn off the console or computer, go outside and try some reality for a change. Take the
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45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone
whats your name spelt backwards?: adnama
What did you do last night?: Argued because I feel someone is over stepping their bounds I gave and ultimatium and the opposite of what I want to be done is going to be done.
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Life Is Wonderful song.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: yes and it's nothing after you've been branded by a violent wand.
Last time you swam in a pool?: Few weeks when Nick was here.
What are you wearing?: Scrub bottoms and a tank top.
How many cars have you owned?: 3
Type of music you dislike most?: Gangsta Rap
Are you registered to vote?: Yep, even though I don't use it
Do you have cable?: Direct TV
What kind of computer do you use?: Gateway POS
Ever made a prank phone call?: Yep
You like anyone right now?: Currently dating someone right now, how long that will continue is up to him.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: have bungee jumped...would sky dive
Furthest place you ever traveled?: Paris, France
What's your favorite comic strip?: Errant Story, Sinfest, and the You Are Most Likely Goth....comics
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: nope
Shower, morning or night?: Whenever I feel like it
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: I haven't seen any good movies in the last month.
Favorite pizza toppings?: sausage
Chips or popcorn?: Chips
What cell phone provider do you have?: Sprint
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: umm...no...do they get you blazed?
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: When I was a little baby
Orange Juice or apple?: Apple Juice
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Shelly at work
favorite chocolate bar?: Take 5
Who is your longest friend and how long?: Deron since we were little and growing up in Urbana.
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: NEVER
Have you ever won a trophy?: Too many
Favorite arcade game?: Soul Calibur
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: Yes
Sprite or 7-UP?: 7-up
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: yes every where I have worked and college
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: Pregnacy test
Ever thrown up in public?: yep it was projectile and AWESOME someone else had to clean it up HEHEHE
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: Seeing as there is no such thing as true love I will take being a millionaire for 100 Mill, Alex
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Nope
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: JIMMY NEUTRON!!!!
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: sometimes
What message is on your voicemail machine?: You've reached Amanda's voice mail, leave me a message and I'll call you when I can
Where would you like to go right now?: mmmm....Somewhere warm with a beach.
Whats the name of your pet?: Fluffy, Kiya, Meeko
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: Green and black hiking pack, books, hemp, umm....that's it I think.
What do you think about most?: How I know I'm being dicked over but can't gather the solid proof needed to call them on it.

My Interests

Music (any kind really), learning, video games, clubbing mainly Celebs and the Foundery, anything that involves having a good time.
How to make a Amanda
Ingredients:
5 parts anger
5 parts ambition
5 parts ego
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness
Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Your Aura is Red
You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!

The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures

Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez

Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?

I'd like to meet:

I would really like to reconnect with old friends from everywhere I have lived and worked and such. People I hang out with occation at various places. That is about it.

Music:

In all reality I have an unnatural obsession with music that very few people match. I grew up on Pink Floyd, The Beatles, Who, and various other classic rockers. You can't leave out the glam rock of the 80s and early 90s. The pioneers of Goth music and the lifestyle The Cure, Siouxsie and The Banshees, Echo and the Bunnymen. Which gave way to an extremely unhealthy obsession with Gothic, Glam Rock, Cyberpunk, Darkwave, EBM, Idustrial, and IBM. Bands like HIM, The 69 Eyes, Dope Stars Inc., Leaves' Eyes, Theatre of Tragadies, Inkubus Sukkubus, to name a few are people you can almost garentee I am listening to on a daily basis, much to the disamusment of many people who have to deal with me just as frequently.

Movies:

Sin City, Moulin Rouge, Boondock Saints, Nightmare Before Christmas, Death to Smoochie and many more. Goth Barbie

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Television:

House MD, Grey's Anatomy, CSI: Las Vegas, Kyle XY, Rockstar and to my dismay, American Idol
You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. What Time Of Day Are You?

Books:

Harry Potter, Anita Blake, Vampire Chronicles, Hannible Lechtor stuff, anything that I pick up and it looks interesting.

Heroes:

Anyone willing to die for what they believe in. Don't take it the wrong way, no I do not condone terrorism. My papaw (God rest his soul) he knew what it meant to stand up and be a man and take care of his family, he knew how to love his grandchildren like every day was his last and knew how to make me smile even if I didn't want to. Mamaw, who loved her husband so much she soon followed him into the unknown of death. Who gave me confidence to be who I am and to never appologize for it to anyone.

My Blog

TYPE O NEGATIVE...READ!

Alright, My minions, here is the low down! Type O Negative is coming to Columbus and Cinci.  I want to go to one of these shows, but I will NOT go alone.  Resulting in me being forced to dra...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 12:27:00 PST

Rantings on males

So here I was dating a great guy....or so I thought.  Not recieving a phone call in nearly 2 weeks, having learned that everything told to you most likely is false.  It sucks. This is why it...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 09:20:00 PST

Innocence

Sarah Buxton - Innocence --> --> It's the first time that I've been heresince I was here with him.I remember all the wildflowers,waving in the wind.Life was an undiscovered river, and I wa...
Posted by Amanda on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:32:00 PST

Wheeeee

WHIP OUT YOUR CELL:last missed call- Donlast recieved call- Kimlast call made- Momlast text recieved- KimCURRENT:what channel is the tv on- Nothinghow many IMs are up- Nonewhat song is playing- Listen...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 07:41:00 PST

Dammit MER!!! You caught me!

You've been caught~ This is the kissing list!! Copy this and then at the bottom of the list, write the name of the last person you kissed!! If you don't do this, you will have bad luck in relationship...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 01:49:00 PST

Papaw

Here is the deal...I'm just in a really bad spot in my life.  My grandpa died, and we buried him yesterday.  That had to be one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. This is a ma...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 12:39:00 PST