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Buried at PhotoCasket.comSAY by John MayerTake all of your wasted honor. Every little past frustration. Take all of your so called problems, Better put 'em in quotations.Say what you need to say (x8)Walkin' like a one man army, Fightin' with the shadows in your head. Livin' out the same old moment Knowin' you'd be better off insteadIf you could only...Say what you need to say (x8)Have no fear for givin' in. Have no fear for giving over.You better know that in the end It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again.Even if your hands are shaking, And your faith is broken. Even as the eyes are closin', Do it with a heart wide open.(Wide Heart)Say what you need to say (x7)Say what you need to, Say what you need to...Say what you need to say.a href="http://www.codemylayout.com"
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..Hmmmm I'm a total adrenaline junkie...anything that gets ya goin, cliff diving, street racing, just to name a few. I am pretty spontaneous, I'm extremely loyal, when words fail me I just put on some music to say what I lack the ability to communicate.

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Buried at PhotoCasket.com Ahh...I like all types of music but I'll narrow it down to what i have with me everywhere i go. Audioslave(chris...sing me to sleep...on second thought who needs sleep?), Buckcherry(lick the CHAOS!!!), Fuel(Brett....YuMmMmY), The Killers(Brandon...the guy you take home to meet mom), Dashboard Confessional(Chris i have a niece that wants you), Train, Hoobastank, Jet, Evanescence, Yellowcard, MAROON5(love that Adam ass shake), Taking Back Sunday, Smile Empty Soul, The GooGoo Dolls(i'll take 2 rzezniks and call you in the morning) , Tabithas Secret, Our Lady Peace(i love 2 play in the raine), Kid Rock, 3Doors Down, Velvet Revolver (move it for me Scott) John Mayer (sheer genious inspired...inspiring, one spirit at a time...not to mention the physical Yumminess of the dipped in chocolate holdn a cuppa JOE thing we all aspire 2 attain!!!), Lifehouse, Matchbox Twenty, All American Rejects( Tyson no rejection here), Filter, Default, Everlast, GNR, Puddle of Mudd, B&R, Sevendust, The Used, My Chemical Romance, Saliva, Black Crowes, Gwen Stefani, Jason Mraz(totally waiting to be ruined), and last but not least...Rob Thomas(rock my face off, i dare you)
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Buried at PhotoCasket.com I like scary movies, and movies with great one-liners. Not really into chick flicks, but my very most favorite movie would have to be What Dreams May Come.
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Betcha had no idea I look alot like this after 3 AM!Ha! So laughing!!!
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Buried at PhotoCasket.comBad Girls are in touch with their inner bitch...they strut to the post office with their little puppies both wearing their black leather chrome studded collars they make no excuses for depositing they days mail in the trash at the bar while they sip champagne or guzzle beer. They stop traffic, are passionatly loyal 2 their friends, excercise muscles that most women dont know they have, take long baths with a cheap cigar, champagne and send picture texts to random people of that moment so there is proof that it happens......i could go on but instead, contemplate this for a moment...we buy, eat and wear what we want to, we sleep only when we want to. We dont need a therapist we know that the best medicine for us has nothing to do with a pill but rather a flat surface and vigourous exercise!!!...we are generally the therapist everybody seeks(give us a mirror and a paint pen and we can do amazing things for others)We understand that religion and the bible are about life that is symbolically based on your SPIRIT....GOD REPEATED THAT SEVERAL TIMES 4 the people that choose to ignore all that he intended. We realize this is NOT a dress rehearsal....we gracefully die young even if it is in an old body that only a few ever have the good fortune to behold. We are FIERCE... We are SociallyBADgirls... soulfullyAMAZINGgirls...and we sure as hell are AUTHENTIC!!!!We Stand Alone or run in a pack...so as to cover all the bases and we do it in such away that those without it crave it.. taste it but never truely touch it. We are the ones that make the male geniuses look so F'n appealing ((Mayer, Rzeznik, Levine, Todd, Mraz, Flowers, Thomas, Weiland, Stewart, Earnhardt, Ritter, Cuppa (name changed to protect your identity...and so u get to hang on the hours with me without publicity!!!) these are just a few of our personal fav geniuses)) we inspire them to sing, dance drive, create software, build things, like nobody but us are watching....and they are right in knowing that. They come home to us.. wash the days badness off of us in the shower...they smile in their sleep while we watch them run their fingers through our hair. They Speak their love and adoration at times,without saying a word knowing that using their hands eyes and mouths speaks much louder...They encourage us to change our last name when we marry them so that we may walk away with our dignity and identity when and only if it is time because they had not the fortitude (according to WEBSTER..strength of mind to encounter danger pain or adversity with courage...) to stay committed to their spirits deepest needs. We love you guys for that.I am gonna drop just a few names now of the InnerBadGirl pack that i have had the GREAT FORTUNE(i know u gurls feel likewise)to run with... I hope that you will seek these girls out for a moment....do it for yourself...and if you can't then do it for me. Amy...you are the legs that carried this lifeforce, and YOU have The Masters degree to teach those unfortunate enough to have no language. Starla, you have the strut that makes it so OBVIOUS Your tears are the spring that gives life. Jessica Dawn... you have the heart of a poet. and you are the words!!! Cherise, my most favorite ramdom friend..have faith...use that chain to your advantage it is right there...embrace your laugh. You are the DJ that rocks the world. Liz........BELIEVE!!! Anna...We miss you but understand the importance of home with Tash...and "at the end of the day" you will be back on the scene to rock it out! SullivanRae...your first sound was a growl...the world better hold on. Valerie...you taught me the meaning of conviction. Mother...you gave me life in a time that was not the best for you...i am deeply blessed...YOU are MY MarilynMonroe. I'm glad you stayed...you are my friend. Last but not least...my girls Ariyana & Ariyabelle...you are my wings, and you are awesome women in the making I am blessed to be the mom that GOD intended for you...and that you are the girls intended for me... I will come back to the girls but i need to get these few men typed in before words fail me. Daddy...you gave me glitter and dancing on the rainy days. U taught me to embrace the symbolic beauty of, and cleansing and nurturing power that all things water bring life to. You made WEBSTERS (dictionary) one of the great loves of my life...and in turn gave me the ability to be so well spoken. Dad, you made it okay to be a perfectionist even at the things i hated to do even to a fault ...one of my favorite life lessons. Randy.... my longest friend on earth, all i can say is "BE STILL YOUR HEART..." Jarwyn you gave me the fortitude to SAY "screw you" to that navy recruiter that doubted that i could be a SEAL and grab with all intention of chasing a dream something that was beatiful on paper with ink....you encouraged me to model so the world could see the "perfect woman." You gave me a legacy that no one else could even when it wasnt best for you. Stanley... you are such a big little man inside that little body....You are my SonShine! PhillipJohn you gave promises... and broke them... sadly there are no words that i can put that would be recieved the way intended... Cuppa you forced me in the most gentle way to be loyal to myself my spirit...you my friend nurtured what it took for my wings to break through the skin. You wrapped them around both of us in such a magical way. Because of you i (my spirit) will take me to my Camelot where i will (start) finish my journey...home.
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Wow...my Heroes? There is only one answer... if you are taking time to read this page and are inspired to learn and act on the message...your time is priceless... Anyone who aspires to honor their spirit would have to be my hero....SWEETNESS!!!!
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I asked to somehow feel. Now the only thing to fear is that i feel- Please I appeal...I take it back as a matter of fact I'm goin to the very track that led me straight to you. This time I'll fac...
Posted by Beautiful Letdown on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 04:58:00 PST