TR@C3Y &spades[vow]

hey
my name is tracey.
I’m always let down, and surprisingly I’m not used to it yet. I’m very complicated and very simple at the same time. I can be difficult to understand if you don’t look beneath the surface, you still probably wouldn’t “get” who I really am anyway. It’s generally pretty easy to get what I’m about though. I do often wear a façade, but I always have, so it’s normal. There are very few people whom I am entirely comfortable around. I cry too much and smile too little. I have a lot of friends and I like all of them for different reasons, however they mostly all get on my nerves at some point or another. I am a bitch and I know it. You can tell me all you like and try to change me, but I can’t help who I am. Trust me, I don’t like being who I am but change is not really in my vocabulary. In fact I really am not a fan of change at all. I strongly dislike new things, and have trouble allowing them to occur. I’m kind of a control freak and I tend to plan out my life too much, often down to the second. I don’t suggest you try it. There is a pretty good chance ill ‘rain on your parade’. And I will probably make fun of you often, don’t take it personally, its what I do. im in love. with a location, oceanpoint/boothbay harbor. i wish i could transfer my whole life there. its my home. i highly suggest visiting it at least once in yourlife. i promise it will change you. im really into art. i tend to dress indie esk or i just get lazy and wear all my old clothes, which tends to frighten children. i reaallly love concerts. they make me feel so alive. i have alot of friends and such, but i really want to meet someone totally mindblowingly awesome. ive only met one such human, he/she turned out to be a huge dick. there are a lot of theories proposing whom i will marry. i wonder if any are accurate. im kind of a goof, and should probably be more serious, but i think i usually know when to stop. i like writing, alot. i keep a note book in my "purse" ill add on more later.
up and coming:
july29-august9 -Mainnnee<3333 bringing tina!
august10-14 -MOORE w/ aprilll<3
august 22-DEMI LOVATO CONCERT!!! FUCK YESS<3
august 20-displaying some of my pieces in the Teen Art Show @ the Marple Public Library (you should come)
august 28-31 Sea Isle w/ the clancys and the croces
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