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Who I am is simple really, Im T to those who love me. They know me as down for anything! Respectful,honorable,knowledgable which doesn't suggest that I know everything but I am always willing to learn. I Believe in the greater picture. Meaning things Ive been, People Ive met, The life I've lead has all had purpose and will continue to do so. I have seen ugly, I have been ugly inside, I am a fighter but I will fight for you rather than against you, I walk a perfectly perfected line but with this mind you I have swayed in my own time.
I have loved I have lost. I believe tears are for the sorry and your sorries mean nothing to me. I am blood because Ive bled, I am humbled by life and understand where you have been because I have been there too. The difference between most people and myself though is I am NOT a victim. I learn and I grow from it. Progression is essential but monitary sustanence is the main weapon. I love constantly and always want you laughing with me. If you going through it, it means we going through it because I wont ever let you stand alone.
I believe in wishing on shooting stars yet have no record of any real wish having come true lol, I believe in my God and no one will convince me of anything else. I have an obsession with all things fried, I love to cook but I am a master baker. I wasn't always close with my family but with growing comes forgiving and I love them more than anything. I don't believe we all have one true person out there for us I however, believe I met mine. Which in an ironic turn of events didn't wind up being the person I spend the rest of my life with.
I believe in never lighting your cigarettes with white lighters, Never splitting poles, and never saying never..lol...although its one of my most used offenses..lol I am who I am and make no apologies on why I act, think, or feel certain ways because I most certainly expect you feel confidently in your own views to respect those views around you. I have Cancer it DOESN'T have Me. I am positive for those around me even if things are falling apart in me. I don't want anyone's sympathy I am saying this because I keep it completely 100 percent honest in my life and if you roll we roll if you don't I understand and I don't need for extra friends my friends well their just simply the Best
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My Love..well its lovely. I love those who love me. I was jealous. I was rude. I fought all the time and now I thought I was unstoppable. I thought the more I fought for people the better more deservant I was for love. This wasn't what it truly should be. We teach people how to treat us and if we ask for no more than the bullshyt they put us through then they will continue to treat us like someone they can just abuse.
I pride myself in my respect for my body, mind, and soul. As a woman I believe those are our greatest assets to who we are. What sets us aside from men. Our ability to say what we feel goes. I believe if more women close their legs and opened their minds than we could come together instead of fighting one another. Once we've crossed that line we no longer get to blame anyone it then becomes our fault. I believe we are all sexual beings and I like to fancy myself ann extremely attentive lover<3, however, since splitting from the man I was with for almost 5 yrs I think at this point for more than one reason that being celebate is the right decision for me. I just feel that to go and sleep with anyone who will have me is an injustice to the time we spent together. I was home for this man for many yrs and I greatly respect the underlining quality of our relationship. Although we did not work out I respect him and at this point and I think for a very long time I won't ever allow someone into that place.
To The man I will always consider a friend, a partner, a love..I will always respect our time together and maybe we will meet again in another lifetime ♥ I will love you today, Tomorrow, and Always. You are daddy and I am mama and you are my best friend, My other half, Our love should have been the one to last. I love you Corey..T Butta ♥
I don't have to lay down with anyone to define who I am as a woman. To prove how sexual I am I do not have to perform tricks. To be sexy I don't have to dress promiscuiously. I am bound and determine to affect lives around me in a positive manner but if nothing meaningful comes out of my actions than I am nothing more than somebody that speaks of pipe dreams.
I live by certain standards that I've instilled in myself and there will be no one that I allow to compromise the Tasha that I have worked so hard to be. I feel like not everyone deserves to be your friend and most of the time when people are hugging you it's so they can grip enough to stab you in the back. While we're being honest I can say almost all of the time we set ourselves up for this. We except much less of those around us just to feel loved and then once it happens cry over it. You know when people aren't right around you. You know when people have false implications of who they really are but we allow it until you decide today starting from this day I will give to people what I expect to receive and if you are giving bad energy and bad intentions then expect that is what you deserve to get back. Keep it 100, 100 percent of the time and maybe not today maybe not even tomorrow but eventually you will receive people like this in your life that return your energy. When this happens...you can finally be whole heartedly trusting, forgiving, understanding, and giving of yourself but not a day sooner.
