profile picture

22516965

I am here for Friends

About Me

EXZENTRIUS MARQUIS STURDIVANT......Im the middle child of three children(older sister younger brother )Im a pretty good natured human being although sometimes I do make mistakes(I make alot of those)Im not perfect because I've made alot of wrong choices in my life, I feel sorry for my wrongs and who ive done wrong by(I Ask For Forgiveness For Anyone I've Wronged Or Been Rude To But I'm Human I'm Not Always In The Best Of Moods)but I dont regret any choice ive ever made because every choice is a learning experince and if you dont experience things you dont learn or grow as a person and if you dont grow as a person you dont grow as an individual ,but my good choices far out way my bad(in my opnion ,but some people may beg to defer) I dont let anybody tell me what I can and can't do.I know whats best for me(and thats what ever my momma says is lol). I am a very goal oriented person and I am determined to and "WILL" accomplish every goal that I set for myself regardless of any set backs and negativities that may try to differ me from my path. I don't like to be categorized or judged. People are always so quick to judge or predetermine people without getting to know that person, I mean what gives any person the right to judge anyone, if someone doesnt know why someone does something or acts the way they act theyre so quick to call that person strange or weird or label that person well to all you people who do that I think you should look in the mirror and judge yourselves first. Im not a gang member(thats pretty obvious lol) I'm not a pretty boy im just an individual who thinks for hiself and doesnt let others make up his mind for him. I have alot of clothes and a funny thing is people tell say I dress good but my mom still picks out my clothes for me cuz I have no sense of fashion at all.I tend to over think situations alot when they really dont need much thought. I love to watch all movies, I am very laid back and easy going. I dont call girls bitches and hoes cuz that's disrespectful and I wouldnt want any one talking to my sister like that although there are some girls in this world who could be labeled with those titles(I aint gone say no names)I listen to rap but I enjoy listening to singers more like Anthony Hamilton Trey Songz Brian McKnight Babyface etc. If you wanna know anything else just ask.Personally I dont care about anyone who doesnt like me cuz the people who dont like me probably wont take the time to read this anyway.These are Few Of My Favorite Quotes: It takes one person to forgive, it takes two people to be reunited. Dont let failure go to your heart and dont let success go to your head. Criticism is prejudice made plausible. To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing. Work out your own salvation. Do not depend on others. Dont believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves. No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow. Few friendships would survive if each one knew what his friend says of him behind his back. We are all inclined to judge ourselves by our ideals others, by their acts. When I do good, I feel good when I do bad, I feel bad. Thats my religion. We have just enough religion to make us hate, but not enough to make us love one another. The remarkable thing is that we really love our neighbor as ourselves we do unto others as we do unto ourselves. We hate others when we hate ourselves. We are tolerant toward others when we tolerate ourselves. We forgive others when we forgive ourselves. We are prone to sacrifice others when we are ready to sacrifice ourselves. In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life "IT GOES ON". It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend. To fault is human to forgive, divine..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hmmmm....honestly I'm not sure who I would like to meet, all of the people I need seem to already be in my life

My Blog

Father Time

I like this one it was really creative if i must say so myself, I personify (father)time. It's kinda short though   You were the best step dad I could have ever asked for You helped me perfect ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:47:00 GMT

Skeletons In The Closet

Hmm....this one is about skeletons in the closet lol, how people sometimes hide from their family friends and themselves for that matter. It's kinda confusing, it's like every 2 lines i'm talking...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:17:00 GMT

Son Will Rise(Part 2)

"GET UP, GET UP!" he yelled with alcohol on his breath pulling her to her feet As she cries "Nno, pleassse don't do this" "You make me do this" he barked With his fist meeting her stomach&nb...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 03:40:00 GMT

Son Will Rise(Part 1)

  It started like any other care free love He some how found the hidden kei to her heart No one wanted to hang up first Then skip a year and came the baby's birth With a child between them they ...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 03:01:00 GMT

My Life Is Sh*tty(Ode to the Toilet){{Warning Explicit Language}}

I dont have any explanation for this one honestly it's pretty stupid lol   I'm sick of swallowing your piss and sh*t Your piss should not be that yellow Is it that hard to drink a little wat...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 09:20:00 GMT

This Is For YOU

I wrote this in my head the other night as I was trying to sleep but couldn't and Usher's 1 Fan came on and I figured I should show appreciaton to the people who read my blogs ad support me   Thi...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 08:48:00 GMT

God LOVES Ugly

I was talking on the phone with a cousin of mine and he was saying how much he hated high school and it was hard for him to get girls. So I talked to him for a little while and made him feel better. S...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 07:12:00 GMT

Nobody Knows What It's Like(The Growth)

I’ve had most of this in my head for a few weeks but it just wouldn’t come together right and as I was watching Eddie Murphy Delirious(which is funnier that Raw) it all seemed to clic...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 23:42:00 GMT

If I Died Tomorrow

Well as I sat and ate pizza and watched The Big Lebowski(no its not a porn) I started to think about life after death and dieing   If I died tomorrow.......well I hope I don’t die tom...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 02:26:00 GMT

The BIGGER The Better

Why does everyone think I’m a chubby chaser lol well this is dedicated to everyone who thinks I am   You can be cute plus sized boo Cuz big girls need love too Hey big girl, come...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:50:00 GMT