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About Me

HEEYY... whats going on, the name is John IM me on stupidwhiteboy09 and we'll talk!
Keep the noise low. She doesn't wanna blow it. Shaking head to toe while your left hand does "the show me around." Quickens your heartbeat. It beats me straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this. A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless. A hand moves in the dark to a zipper. Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper, "This is so messed up." Upon arrival the guests had all stared. Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he'd headed straight for the stairs. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships. (Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.) He keeps his hands low. He doesn't wanna blow it. He's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up. But the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. Die young and save yourself. The tickle, the taste of... It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. She hits the lights. This doesn't seem quite fair. Despite everything he learned from his friends, he doesn't feel so prepared. She's breathing quiet and smooth. He's gasping for air. "This is the first and last time," he says. She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like. He is the lamb, she is the slaughter. She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her. Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect. He whispers that he loves her, but she's probably only looking for... (Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.) So much more than he could ever give. A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. Die young and save yourself. The tickle, the taste of... It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. Die young and save yourself. The tickle, the taste of... It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hmmm people I would like to meet...haha Green Day, Dane Cook, Kevin "Spanky" long or the whole Baker and Element team for that fact, hahaha the world ugliest person and the worlds prettiest person... and my great great great great great great great great grand parents...oh and i'd like to meet anyone whos all cool person and enjoys laughing...
How to make a John
Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts humour
5 parts ego
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!
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My Blog

NEW MY SPACE!!!!

hey im not going to be using this my space anymore soo if you want to be added to my new one its at [email protected] later
Posted by on Thu, 04 Nov 2004 20:47:00 GMT

BACK

hey im back and black lol come to my new my space! my email so you can find me is [email protected]
Posted by on Wed, 03 Nov 2004 19:06:00 GMT

in trouble

HEY GUYS UMM I GOT IN TROUBLE AND WONT BE BACK ON THE COMPUTER TILL...SCHOOL STARTS...WHICH IS IN 3 WEEKS OR SOO..I GUESS IF YOU KNOW THE NUMBER CALL... AND IF YOU DONT..HAHA UMM...FIND SOMEONE WHO DO...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Aug 2004 14:42:00 GMT

DO IT OR ILL NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN...im not fucking around

Body: do you's 1. do you think im cute? 2. do you want to kiss me? 3. do you want to cuddle wit me? 4. do you want to hook up with me? 5. do you think im smart? 6. do you want to bake me cookies...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jul 2004 21:31:00 GMT

I KILLED EM!

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852NameBirthdateYou killedWith aOnMay 23, 2023Quiz created with MemeGen!
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jul 2004 11:53:00 GMT

song number 4

love is pain beautiful lover hit me like a bolt lighting out of no where both at the air port going differnt ways you smiled i smiled back flying over lifeless desert i was on the plane s...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jul 2004 00:29:00 GMT

dont sayanything i was bored

got bored .FIRSTS. First best friend: zack First car: none First date: umm...6th grade First break-up: psh...i dont rember First screen name: stupidllaman First self purchased album: N...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jul 2004 17:48:00 GMT

stole from denise

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe m...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jul 2004 15:16:00 GMT

haah me just screwin around

Life... shes sitting watching the soap opera hes next door banging the neighbor she thought they were happy he thought she was GAY... lifes a crazy mess watch out it might screw you like ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jul 2004 22:48:00 GMT

another song bye me

new song yes i made it.. "Darkness" as i sit here on the phone... there is nothing but silence but your laugh still makes my heart shiver like like the shandlers in a windy storm... I CR...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jul 2004 22:06:00 GMT