HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P.

About Me

YO, THANX FOR COMIN THRU MY PAGE
iight well it'z bout time i updated this shit im colombian and rikan mix from passaic and i been thru shit just like errrryone else... but i dont let my past effect my present/future. i take all exsperiences and learn from them and grow as a person,im sure there are some who talk shit about me but thas just cause they're bored with thier lives. guess wat tho..it doesnt phase me.. they are meaningless people. im open minded and down to earth, honestly... i feel there are few like me. i say wat i have to say but know how to say it in respects to ur feelings.... i dont feel i need to lie. y should i? u dont pay my bills... u dont dress me... u cant hurt me.. so imma tell u like it iz.. truthfully. im very proud of myself.. i got alot going on.. my life is on point. i work hard... i do for myself... i feel everyone should. all in all i have alot to offer, i treat others the way i want to be treated.. i believe in karma....everyone gets wat they deserve...rite?....RITE
IN THE PAST FEW YEARS I BEEN THRU ALOT WITH PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ...AND WITH LIFE IT'S SELF. I HAVE LOST SOME OF THE CLOSEST FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS I KNOW. I HATE THAT THInGS HAD TO BE THE WAY THEY ARE BUT SOMETIME U GOTTA LET IT BE. I JUST HAVE TO FOCUS ON LIFE AS A WHOLE AND NOT PUT TO MUCH WORRY INTO THE THINGS THAT HAVE TAKEN PLACE. I TAKE EVERYTHING GOOD OR BAD.. AND MOVE FORTH. AS LONG AS I STAY STRONG I WILL MAKE IT THRU.
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My Interests

these are some of my favorite thingz... never leave home with out them

I'd like to meet:

since i been up on myspace... all i have met were these myspace wanna be players. i admit.. i can be one too from time to time.. but shit IM SMART WIT MINES. these dudes must forget that comment boxes will blow ur spot.. thier like diaries lol and u know how fierce it is to read a diary.. lol if i dont someone else will.. just look at my network hahahaa.

i wanna see her more than anything in this world .. its someone i already knew very well .. its my cousin jennifer aka gin-gin. she is my everything and since u been gone things havent been the same.. of course i miss you but i learned alot from you. u opened my eyes.. i see things for what they are now.. life is too short.. to waste time on anything or anyone that isn't rite. so in the meantime i will go on ALONE .. with out you or anyone else .. i know i can do it. just make sure u and cari are there waiting to greet me when the time comes.. i love u both.

Music:

Movies:

you never know bout these hoez homiesecond worst addiction

Television:

got the smells goodlike i saiid never know bout these hoez

Books:

this my new toy... cause i can do it like that..

Heroes:

My Blog

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!!!

WADDUP BABYGIRL I HOPE YOU DOING IT UP IN HEAVEN THEY WE DID DOWN HERE!! EVEN THO YOUR NOT WITH ME IN BODY YOUR HERE INSPIRIT IM WISHING YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY I HOPE DEM ANGEL GETTING IT POPPIN LIKE ...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 09:24:00 PST

final chapter

i guess you couldn't take the voicemail anymore..so you decided to take a trip down memory lane. back to where it all started...to where we first met cause you knew there you would find me. a 20 year ...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 06:41:00 PST

MOMENT OF TRUTH..

this is gonna be clear and concise..no need to un-ravel. (im known for my choice in wording things) lately my mood has changed..im oddly happy. i feel like im back to who i once was...i just ca...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 04:20:00 PST

this goes out to YOU.

Now or never- I'm writing this letter to you. connection at hand- I've got nothing to hide, and nothing to lose. You might not read this- you might not grasp this- you might not care- you might not un...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 06:33:00 PST

An angel got her wings 10/31/06

as the tears fall from my eyes i cant help but to feel some comfort knowing that your in a better place. i understand it was ur time to go, im just gonna miss your smile, your laugh and your warm embr...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 07:48:00 PST

Thanks for reading me

Almost five in the morning, and I haven't gone to bed.. so what am I doing..something I haven't done in a long time, I'm listenting to my music, well our music. One special dedication to *him*&n...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 12:49:00 PST

don't give lonliness a chance *

No one is calling. The IMs are just all porn links. The only people who care are the monsters themselves. I hate nights like this. I sit away endlessly at the computer merciless...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 02:33:00 PST

it's like Requiem for a dream... only it's worse because it's real.

the rule of attraction- interpretted by chase.treat others as they would treat you. "sorry chase i was giving head, so what's up? damn that's fucking COLD!" swallow, choke, and die?...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 04:34:00 PST

thats not folgers in ur fuckin cup!!

Good Morning - I hate to admit it aloud (so i'll write it), but I am sitting here angry. Awakend from my slumber by the never ending cycle of the cell phone calls. It seems as though I am only at...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:37:00 PST

more to cum; just as soon as i do

i came..i'll go-the best part of waking up, is sneaking out..i woke up, took a shower..went home I can't stand people that don't smoke..especially the ones that are annoying about it...breat...
Posted by HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER. 4/10/83 R.I.P. on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 06:38:00 PST