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Sadistic Lullabye - [Brutal-ful] RIP Buddy♥

I am here for Friends

About Me


It's madness.
To hate all roses, because you got scratched by one thorn.
To give up on all your dreams, because one did not come true.
To lose faith in prayers, because one was not answered
To give up on your efforts, because one of them failed.
To condemn all your friends, because one of them betrayed.
Not to believe in love, because someone was unfaithful.
Remember that another chance may come up.
A new friend, a new love, a new life.
Never give up on anything.
"Come on baby I know you've seen this in Texas Chainsaw... BOTH FUCKING VERSIONS!!!!"
Uhh.. yeah.. I'm Courtney.. I like when people call me Court. But you can call me Cak *short for Cak'N'Buns* or some call me Stretch. I've got 12 piercings thus far: ears twice, 4g tongue, 8g septum, both nipples, my lip twice *snakebites*, left tragus, and my newest addition is my center vertical lip.
-I am not looking for a boyfriend.
-I have almost no sense of balance. If I'm standing up you'll most likely be seeing me do my absolute best to not fall on my face
-I've been wearing the same pair of boots EVERY DAY of my life for the past 9 years. I ♥ them.
-My hair is almost never down. And if it's up, it's ALWAYS some form of pigtails. They're just "my thing"
-I'm a "word nazi" as my cousin likes to call it. Incorrect spelling and grammatical errors drive me CRAZY.
-I'm left handed
-I'm one of the sweetest people you will ever meet
-Although I'm not afraid to speak my mind and I can come off as a real bitch.
-Classic rock and metal *mostly death, gore, grind, and swedish* are my main musical love affairs.. though there is quite a variety of things that I'll listen to.
-I was born and raised in Babylon, NY, which is a lovely little part of Long Island.. and lived there till I was 17.
-Upon which I moved to Vegas. And stayed for 3 years.
-Then I lived in Colorado for a brief *but not too brief* 2 month stay.
-And made my way back to NY for 9 months.
-Back to Vegas for 3 months, Utah for one month, Vegas for 2 months, then back to NY for another 6 months.
-Now I'm back in Vegas, sadly. After all that I guess I'm trying to say I like to travel. ANYwhore..
-Nothing makes me happier than body modifications, leopard print, music, and dying my hair.
-Camel Wides are my cigarette of choice.
-I'm 6'1 and that catches most people off guard for me being a chick. It's pretty funny.
-I curse. A LOT.
-I love me some zombie and horror movies.
-Oh yeah.. and Holly demands that I inform everyone of "my funny NY accent."
That should be enough for now.. right?
Also.. I'm obsessed with Germany. I plan on learning German fluently and visiting at some point, maybe even moving there. And no, my obsession has nothing to do with Nazi's or anything like that, so don't get ahead of yourself. I just love the language and the culture.
Anything else you want to know, send me a message, or ask me for my screen name and we can talk. There you go.. simple enough? I think so. I hate these description things. Heh heh. =0)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who are interesting, smart, like to have a lot of fun, and aren't stuck up snotty bitches. Or bastards.
Can't, because they're dead: My dad's dad, Freddie Mercury, Edgar Allan Poe, William Shakespeare
Famous: Lukas Zpira, Dane Cook, Till Lindemann, Vitale and Wladimir Klitschko, Kevin Spacey, Charles Manson
To hang out with: Metalheads, and zombies.

My Blog

Optimism? What's that?

Main Entry:  optimism Pronunciation:   .. Èäp-tY-Ìmi-zYm  .. Function:  nounEtymol ogy:  French optimisme, from Latin optimum, noun, best, from neuter of optimus best; akinto Latin ops power - More at ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 00:32:00 GMT

In comparison to Reibree's life.. I've led quite a boring one.

Kindergarten - Living on Long IslandYour teachers' name: Mrs. BeckerCrush: I don't think I had one.Favorite activity: Getting into shenanigans with Jimmy.Best friend: Jimmy. My ONLY friend...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 14:28:00 GMT

Wow

What a fucking blah night.Delfina, you will be getting money from me within the next week.Josh, thank you for being my ONE shoulder to lean on and actually be supportive.To all the new people I met to...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 08:47:00 GMT

This is going to be the hardest week of my LIFE.

My beloved dog Buddy that I've had since I was 11 will be put down by Monday.I have less than 5 days left with him.I just don't even know what to do.Besides fucking cry.This week. Is the worst one I'l...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 21:26:00 GMT

If you're from LONG ISLAND NEW YORK

I've bolded the ones that are personally so VERY true for me._______________________________________________LONG  ISLANDYou live in the shadow of the greatest city in the world,but you almost never go...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Apr 2009 11:57:00 GMT

Epiphany

Ya know what? I AM a fucking different person.Everyone knows me as sweet, considerate, easygoing Courtney.And I am, believe me, I still am.But I'm also known as a doormat. Among other things.Well.. th...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:31:00 GMT

Herzeleid.

Bewahret einander vor Herzeleiddenn kurz ist die Zeit die ihr beisammen seid Denn wenn euch auch viele Jahre vereineneinst werden sie wie Minuten euch scheinenHerzeleidBewahret einander vor der Zweisa...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 15:08:00 GMT

There's so much I need to say..

But there is just no point to it..
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 00:27:00 GMT

8 People Who Inspired Words *For embarrassing reasons*

Of all the honors a man can be granted--statues, tributes, whores--there's nothing like having your last name turned into a word to ensure your immortality. Your name will ring down through the ages, ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 18:29:00 GMT

Lifes soundtrack

Make a soundtrack for your life matching songs with the following:-Opening song: "Textures" Cynic -Waking up: "Sonne" Rammstein-Working: "As Time Goes By" Jimmy Durante-First date: "The Way You Look T...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 19:57:00 GMT