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Claire

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About Me

OK im getting ultimately lazy on changing this about me section, but basically i think i should fill it out with some kind of effort, seeing as its a good way for me to air my shiet and 'opefully bring some light to the darkness; which by the way, is what its all aboot.
So like il say a few things about moi.
Iv got a fair ol amount of history behind myself from back in a day when i wasnt so sure of myself as i am these days
because when uv got absurd ideas ur not too keen on telling noone about it --- well i wasnt anywhays
but in the long run you gotta do what youv gotta do, cos if id gone right out shooting my mouth about stuff i only had a feeling about, i would have sounded like a right goon.
So the time issue is alright, but trust me im still not happy about that one. time pisses me the hell off see like cos things that ARE take time to BE if u get me. heheh. Thats a human condition ay, like, why cant this dillinger rave nex saturday BE now, and have BEEN and still BE happening, so i can rave about and play. yeeaay!
but we cant jus party all the time, not yet anywhoo because man we've got to WORK, and be RESPONSIBLE. hahah well i dont do any of those things but other people do, so its about existing at this particualar time in the now, and for me with all the stuff i can see as real and everlasting this is what i do
for one, that you should be finding interesting, im about helping people realise that their partiualar zone is more important than anything... and i mean anything because, once thats sorted and the light is switched on so you can see everythin you are, wow... every other fucking light about you stops being so goddam dim.
And then we dont have to deal with the concequences of stupid fuckers and evil fuckers, cos the stupid fuckers will stop being so stupid, wandering around like zombies eating mcdonalds or crying over the state of their fringe; and the evil fuckers, well, if they shoort it out good and propar in whatever way they're supposed to, (it'll prolly have something to do with dragons and shadows) then they'll sort a whole load of shit out and help a whole load of people move into the light. However, if not, they're karma will be some heavy ass shit, and the light that reflects their ownselves by the moon will do some crazy shit, im not sure what but be assured the punishment will be perfectly fitting to the crime, infact, it'll prolly be a perfect reflection of the crime.
but theres no need for that. But you might know about karma and it's natural mechanism of being balanced because it is driven by balance (as is evolution; of humans, atmosphere, land) so im not sure what the hell will happen witht he population crisis we're experiencing. How will all these people live in harmony on earth? the way i imagine it, it cant work, so its led me to beleive recently that there will be some cuts in population, some souls will leave to go around again; yeah i was thinking about animals. The animal and plant populations have decreased to fuck, so it works, (reincarnation is no joke) that souls who have'nt evolved in this cycle, from being to blinded by this capital Letter Bullshit which has changed our perceptions of whats really important, will go round again, at a lower level (of vibration) as animals and plants, after the waves come, after the bombs are dropped, after this shit is through. And those who remain will know they deserve it, and those who become animals, plants, will enjoy it. Every fucker wins.
idealistic, yes, but it works and it should work and it will work beacuse thats the plan, and thats nature, and that my friends, is a wrap.there is obviously so much more, but i dont know it all, and its not that you wouldnt beleive half the stuff i can spout, its just that i CANT BE ASSED lol and im not best at expressing unless im in the right mood, or on speed hahah
Throw away your televisions.
Motherfuckers better realise, now is the time to self actualize.
-- You're not ur fucking khakis --
and all that jazz
Drumnbass is quantum grimeyness so rinze and be free hahahahah
Mint. Gabber is Also.

i fuck drum and bass, a dirty bassline is mm good :) .
I live in Aberdeen, and its brilliant, thankyou. kefkefkef.
I beleive in everything and nothing, and i beleive in FAIR DUES. Do as you will, grow, and, there will be NO BEEF
Tarot is ma new baby or my new worktool if you will. I like these cards muchly: thas the world.....and the ace of cups.
I got my layout from
***AND I LIKE NEBULA;***
**^COZ THATS WHERE SUNS ARE BORN***
and KISSES ****
they pretty much rock my world
and these pictures are good too
SOMETIMES I MAKE SPIDERS COME AND DANCE. Forreal

My Interests

My beautiful man Skot, i didnt really think it was possible for anything so good to come into my life, the person i fully wanted all along (an i got my leo :0)) for sharage and love. Oh my GOD hes so good!
Astrology -- and this is an interest we can all share! Cummon now people, join ur fucking hands!! This is a tool for self enlightenment --- im letting you know; now USE IT! it works more accurately and with more justice in describing nature and time than anything modern science has uncovered. Quantum physics when applied correctly is on a par with it tho.
www.astro.com is the best site u will find for western astrology. However,http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/free_mayan_readings .html# this is also good if u can understand it. I jus fouind it tother day an it inspired me.
Hobviously my other interests that i love day to day are : partying; getting drunk wi the motely and beautiful crew i have stumbled upon in Aberdeen; SEX, oh lord, SEX; this internet majiggery pokery for general communication, research heheh and watching endless episodes of futurama southpark and family guy
and of course, music.CURRENT MOON about the moon apparantly, my mood changes according to the moon's phase, so this should be useful if u can find what it means ** i used to find myself saying "the world is gonna end" to people who are boring me with words. But i dont really do that anymore, its rude like. Any problems? Want an astrology or tarot reading? get in touch lol and trust me this shit works.
THIS...
THIS IS NEWBY, respect her chi. I to POI
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spoonage
watch this. This is a legal rave inamerica: FUCKED. UP. they get twatted by a swat team!

I'd like to meet:

Im loveing people///My relationships with people are fuckin ace; they consist of looking at their lovely souls, mincing, loving, rinzzing and getting wasted. Id like to meet SOUND LOVELIES. YES I'M TALKING TO YOU, YA FUCKIN BASS JUNKIE ...JESUS CHRIST. id annoint his head with oil all day every day,

Today A young man on acid realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one conciousness experiencing itself subjectivly. There is no such thing as death, life is but a dream, and we are the imagination of our selves. - Bill Hicks
"As more and more people wake up to their own enlightenment, it also becomes obvious how the oneness is able to express its unique perfection differently through each soul. For each individual who wakes up, there is a different expression of enlightened awareness in the world. As a result of this mass raising of consciousness, a new way of living is emerging. The emergence is the birth of a new paradigm.This is the paradigm known as unity in diversity." "...we have arrived at a new and different time; we are here to enlighten the physical plane, the body, and the personality while living and working in the world..."
RANDOM?
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Music:

POP MUSIC DIE AND RNB GO HOME!!! SAY "NOO, WHY, HAST, THOU, BESMIRCHED ALL THAT IS RIGHT" TO EMO, emotion is FINE but emo is another issue.
---keep it HED, keep it individual-thers unity in DIVERSITY, not drainpipe pants---
beverly craven.... soothe my soul and make me cry lol.
../..~*~drum n bass~*~../..
~/..*electro*/..~techno
Gabber is qualitay lol so many thanx to emma for that. WE NEED DIRTY GABBER RAVES in the UK, ROTTERDAM, IS ANYWHERE, ANYWHERE WITH BOOM..!!

Movies:

queen of the damned,
HOW HIGH
^ these are two films i like to watch lol. they got good soundtracks
clockworkorange
trainspotting *irvine welsh writes good books* face-off
american history x
fight club (edward norton is hot)
dirty dancing heheh
xmen
the craft and i cannae think of any moreI LEAVE A GENTLE WARMING SENSATION
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Television:

tv is proper bad/good. just remember DONT LET THEM BOX YOU IN! heh but i like shameless lol. and peepshow thats insane.

Books:


Irvine Welsh :- EcstaSy
Steven King:-Rage + The long walk - HOT BOOKS
Paulo Coelho- The alchemist, Veronika Decides to Die, The Devil and Miss Prym
Barefoot Doctor - Urban Warrior's Survival Guide

*The Celestine ProPhecY
*Il also read any book on any topic that isnt laden with bullshit. Books written on the premise that the soul is a truth are generally very informative, useful and character building. Anthropology is good.
i used to read Robin Jarvis too lol theyre good fantasy for kids.

Heroes:

Carl Jung, what a fuck head:oS ---- he thinks like i do
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My Blog

wellwellwell

feeling pretty weary of the christmas vibe so far. confronting some seriass family issues all sorts of baggage there that am sifting through and throwing the fuck away. It'll Be AllReetbut karma has d...
Posted by Claire on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 07:22:00 PST

OK, this may be jus delusional, but bear with me

Ok well i learned some cool stuff today about quantum mechanics, string theory and the like. If you want to learn about it you can click here to see the first documentary i watched, and from there the...
Posted by Claire on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 10:43:00 PST