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About Me

I am here. I do what I do because it is what I do. Sometimes I try to hard and sometimes I don't try hard enough. I try to be good but often the pull towards negativity is too much and I find myself in the wrong. I bear the scars of my life sometimes like a weight upon my back, other times they are a banner of pride, "Shit I've made it this far maybe I can make it a little farther, or maybe I should just fade to black." I am guilty of taking myself too seriously. Other times I don't take myself serious enough. But I geuss I'll wake up tomarrow and its the damndest thing... It'll probobly happen the day after that as well...

My Interests

Reggae, Dub, Punk Rock, Acoustic Rock, Blues, Jazz, Beer, Pool, Red Wine, Local Music, World Peace, My Friends, My Brothers, My Family, And my Vices.

I'd like to meet:

That Rat Bastard who put the fishbones in the icecream!

Music:

Lavish Green, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, Pepper, Slightly Stoopid, Sublime, Jack Johnson, Ben Harper, Incubus, Rancid, Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, 311, Vincenzo Thomas Amato, Bob Marley, Planting Seeds, Push Box, Dispatch, NOFX, Tool, Lavitz Lavitz, State Radio, Sol Jibe, The GreatfulDead, Dennis Brown, Modest Mouse, G-Love Featuring Special Sauce, The String Cheese Incident, Seth Horan (my jedi master) Michael Fronti & Spearhead, Buster Blue, Cambric Finish, Journey, The Subdudes, Roland Haas, Knightfall, Atmosphere, Keller Williams, The John Butler Trio, and a bunch of stuff I'm not thinkin' of!

Movies:

The Wall, The Lord of the rings. Kill Bill, The matrix, and anything involving Jim Carey, Adam Sandler or animals saving the world!

Books:

The Stranger, A Happy Death, The Zombie Survival Guide, The Tao of Pooh. The dune series, Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance, Fear and loathing in Las Vegas.

Heroes:

Bob Marley, Bradley Nowell, Flea, Eric From sublime, Dr. Seuss. The Dalai Llama, and anybody else who's lived a life worth living!!

My Blog

Hard Times.... The best of times!!)

Hard times... I geuss nobody's doin' that great these days. Hate to see the world roll the way it is, but I geuss there's not much I can do. I've been prayin' for a miracle kinda un-charecteristic of ...
Posted by Matty on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:43:00 PST

The road

Tired, out of focus..... next time I'll drive.
Posted by Matty on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 06:55:00 PST

It hurts to feel alone.

I feel like I got stabbed thru the chest! My brother is gone from the band. It hurts to feel like Juda!
Posted by Matty on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:39:00 PST

Ive work to do.

A million miles to go. A million gigs to book! You fucked up so swallow that lump and get back to work!
Posted by Matty on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 10:18:00 PST

pshycological difference

Caught between insanity and brilliance yet far too stupid to really tell the difference... Kinda' think that now and again. It's just like having Gabriel and Lucifur play tug of war with your soul.......
Posted by Matty on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 08:38:00 PST

Why do you always have to have a subject on these damn things!

Tired, confused, kinda sad. I geuss thats not anything new. Think I'll go make some coffee I've got this really good dark italian /kona blend tastes really good. Ciggarette and play bass for a little ...
Posted by Matty on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:06:00 PST

Nerves man Nerves!

So I've been sitting here thinkin' about upcoming events in my life and I'm just plane nervous. The stone totally shakin' and I'm trying to decide the best course to settle these nerves. Then it hits ...
Posted by Matty on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:07:00 PST

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Late after the show. I'm outside now just me. Everyone inside the place seeking out a momentary attachment a warm touch for the early morning hours. I have slipped away and sought that fleeting moment...
Posted by Matty on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 05:56:00 PST

Not for the faint of heart.

So what do you think, is it time should I piss off sell out cut my hair and turn green. find a trendy little singer who likes to sing about love, god, and a bunch of other things he doesn't really mea...
Posted by Matty on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 05:35:00 PST

A cheaper dirtier sort of happy.

Lonely, I geuss so sir. I gave up on being heartbroken years ago. I geuss it just wasn't me anymore. It's kind of funny you know how that all works out. For me anyway it went from broken heart to just...
Posted by Matty on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 05:39:00 PST