<<Lost Inside My Own Mind>>

My real name is Erin but I go by Erica...have for a long time. I know it might sound stupid but its a long story. I get a lot of shit for it but I really don't give a fuck about what negative things other ppl have to say. Anyways. I was born in Pheonix, Arizona. I was adopted at birth. I know that I have a brother out there somewhere, he also was adopted at birth. I also konw that he is one year older than me. My biological mother's name is Cindy Graham and my birth father's name is Mike...don't know his last name or if they are even still together. Cindy was 16 when she had me. Which is very ironic cuz i also had a kid when I was 16 and gave him up for adoption. His name is Brennan Micheal Welborn Williams. Cutest kid I've ever seen...prolly cuz he came from me. but the hardest thing is not being able to call him my own. and thank God its an open adoption cuz I would feel like shit not knowing how he is doing. By the way he is very much spoiled and very much loved. Living a wonderful life. He just got a baby sister not too long ago that Kristen and Jeff adopted. Kristen and Jeff are the coolest couple ever and I couldn't be happier that I chose them. I like to just have a good time. All I ever ask for in a person is for respect and honesty! Its really hard to find that now-a-days. I'm the kind of person who won't do you wrong unless you fuck up. I will trust you until you prove to me that I shouldn't and I am a honest and trusting person. I tend to be a giver. I like to make ppl happy in hopes that I will get that back in return! I'm typically shy at first but once you get to know me just a little bit I open up. And I am straight forward with everything! If I have a problem with you then I will straight up say it to your face. I've been hurt and screwed over so many times but to be honest I too have hurt alot of ppl. Not intentionally but still did. I totally believe Karma is a bitch. I just want to have true honest friends that stand by me thro anything and I will do the same in return! I can't really say that I know anyone I can call my friend and that really sux and hurts. Cuz I think that I am a good person and a good friend.BUT ON A MUCH HAPPIER NOTE...THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, ALEX, AND I ARE DOING SOOO MUCH BETTER NOW! WE ARE NOW ENGAGED AND DOING VERY WELL!! HE IS SUCH A WONDERFUL MAN, ALL THO WE ALL HAVE OUR FAULTS, HE IS WORKING ON IT AND I AM WORKING ON MINE AS WELL! I HAVE FAITH THAT THINGS WILL WORK OUT JUST FINE! I LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART! I DON'T WANT TO BE WITHOUT HIM. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED TO BE THERE FOR HIM AS WELL! I THINK THE FACT THAT WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON IS THE REASON THAT WE ARGUE SO MUCH! HAHA! BUT THE MORE WE TALK ABOUT OUR PROBLEMS, THE MORE AND BETTER WE GET ALONG! AND THAT MAKES THINGS SO MUCH BETTER!! **********I LOVE YOU, ALEX********** fantasy layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments