yeyeht

happy

today i am happy. and i am happy that i have been feeling like a rotten fruit for weeks because i will not be able to appreciate happiness this much. its not happiness in its full essence..but ...
Posted by yeyeht on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

leaving

i let myself fall into the abyss of pain and dreadfulness. my soul now wonders with eyes closed not wanting to see the emptiness that encloses my being. i did not foresee this. i have never ...
Posted by yeyeht on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

clenched soul

CLENCHED SOUL by pablo neruda We have lost even this twilight. No one saw us this evening hand in hand while the blue night dropped on the world. I have seen from my window the fiesta of suns...
Posted by yeyeht on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

praning

yes i was praning the last 2 days.. feels so good to be praning.. dont you think?... looking forward to the next day i will be praning. ...not living but merely existing.. empty spaces... l...
Posted by yeyeht on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bliss

rest day comes like i have been waiting all my life. 2 days of bliss... 2 days of sleep.. beer.. party.. family.. friends.. for two days i can stay praning.. 2 short days to cram all of th...
Posted by yeyeht on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the art of NUMBness

now i walk the halls like a ghost. just walking past everything. stoic.
Posted by yeyeht on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST